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Whether he has that with you or not at some point, at least Kurt understands now why everyone else seems to feel like there is such a place as ‘home’ for them. Kurt never really got that, he thought it just wasn’t a thing and that most people were kidding themselves, or much better than him - until you.

Kurt smirks as he presses his soft cheek into your own, and your hair, smiling as his hands softly hold your upper back, hugging you with the same amount of care as you hug him. Feeling giddy within himself still to this day, at feeling you tenderly hug him back. Your arms wrapped around his middle and gently squeezing him in your hold, comfortingly. Just hugging him.

Kurt’s still smiling when you eventually pull back, he never pulls back first, and his mouth opens in an even happier moment when he sees you still smiling right back up at his brown eyes.

“Okay Kurt. See you tomorrow then! Thanks for today! Bye!” You wave to him, keeping your eyes on him till the moment you have to watch your step, and run to your friends car, still waving.

Kurt grips your lolly stick in his fingers as he waves bye back to you, leaning against the open doorframe again, shaking his soft (washed) hair out of his face a little. He sees you saying something to your friend, and both of you giggling as you wave at him through the front windscreen. But then he’s waving you off after another day, and watching you leave. Trying to make himself think he can still feel your touch on his skin. And gripping that lolly stick like it’s everything.

Once you leave Kurt shuts his front door and sprints to his bedroom, locking the door even though he’s the only one home. Gasping as his shaking hands try to peel his slightly sticky sweats away from his sensitive cock. That underwear was definitely joining the laundry pile, shoved into his closet when you said you were coming over. He shimmies his shirt off too, tossing it in the pile as he lets himself breathe.

Kurt gets to work quickly, sitting on his frameless mattress of a bed, and his pretty lips open and drool seeps at the corners as he stares at your ice lolly stick he’s twirling in his dexterous fingers now. He can still see the shine of your spit, he swears he sees a small trail over a glob, the faint redness from the juice you’ve sucked clean, and Kurt wants to work quickly while it’s still wet and shiny.

So with a pleased little whimper Kurt takes his pink tongue and licks up the underside of your lolly stick.

Kurt’s tongue is resting exhilarated in his mouth, while his cock strikes needy beats in time with his heart, just staring down at he stick and picturing your lips. Your tongue, your mouth. His own tongue salivating in his mouth, as Kurt moans, and relishes in the fact he’s tasting you.

Kurt’s indirectly kissed your before, a fact he’s excited about, drinking from the same glass as you, kissing a stuffed toy in the same spot on their forehead you did, he even once lapped quickly at an envelope you’d just sealed shut, although that one he felt a little more lame about. But this... he’d never actually gotten to taste your spit before. To lick it- you.

Kurt doesn’t want to lick all of it though, not yet. He’s pumping his heavy cock as he sucks on his tongue a little, thinking about your sweet lips and tongue. How they’d feel around his...

All before bringing the fresh lolly stick down to his dick, and gulping as he stares at your wetness there, hovering over his thick cock that he’s trying not to choke with his hand. Before he brings your spit covered object down and slides it over his length.

Kurt cries out. Immediately whimpering then whining your name, slowly teasing your spit covered wood over his pulsing cock again.

It is a sight, Kurt biting down on his pink lips so desperately as he sees your spit covering his cock. He has never experienced anything like this before. And even though you’re not here now, it’s still a dream.

Kurt pumps his cock hard in his hand, spreading the small amount of your spit over it. Moaning loudly in the thin walls of his house up to his ceiling, but forcing his eyes not to slip closed this time, and hooding them over at his cock, reminding himself that it has your drool on it, that you’re on his cock. Which makes his heart beat so loud in his ears, even though there’s no possible way to deafen his moans of your name. The loud adoring ones, or the breathy needy ones.

Kurt has your taste on his dick. And he’d never come this far to feeling like he was this close to you when touching himself. Well, Kurt jerked himself off a lot thinking about you. Pretty much an every day occurrence. But apart from the one time he’d humped himself until he came against your mattress while you left him waiting on your bed to collect food, Kurt hadn’t felt this close to you before while doing this. -Or, maybe he had, he wasn’t really thinking straight, he’d just never had your spit hot and wet on his cock before, and Kurt was burning with pulsing desire.

He grabs the side still only covered in your essence as he relishes over the fact he’s never had your actual spit on his cock before, thinking of and relishing the fact over and over as he touches himself. And with a shaking hand, very carefully rubs the shiniest part you sucked on the most over half an hour, over the sensitive head of his cock.

Kurt whines and has to pull the stick away quickly as a glob of pre is forced out the tip of his cock by a particularly large throb, and he makes sure to keep your present clean.

But Kurt’s panting, seeing a white string of his pre drip from the head of his sensitive cock, trailing down to his bed sheets, and it reminds him greatly of your spit clinging from your tongue to the wooden object he’s fisting right now.

Kurt puts your lolly stick in his mouth. Moaning gratefully, and pleased as he strokes his cock harder, leaning over curving his soft tummy, his brown hair dangling by his ears, as he lazily drools over his hand and his cock, both your spit mixing together as it plops hotly into his dick. And swallowing the mix of your spit down his own trembly throat. Kurt’s hand speeding up as he wets his crotch and is able to fuck his fist without burning himself from the intensity of it. Although all of Kurt was burning up inside right now, especially, fondly, his heart was.

Kurt doesn’t exactly want any splinters on his cock, and he definitely doesn’t want to have to explain that to anyone, but gently tapping the now soaked wood against his own cock, just makes him groan with those scrunched up eyes, his pretty mouth open and gasping in pleasure. Feeling a mix of yours and his cool spit flicking over his cock, as his chest shudders while he strokes himself with a harder grasp.

Popping the lolly stick back in his mouth, Kurt is moaning happily and lewdly at the taste of you and your mouth in his own. Humming a little, drooling dumbly over the stick and down his neck, and soon chest most likely, but humming happily over your ice lolly stick being in his mouth. Happily sucking at it as if he was tasting the actual sweet treat that had been on it, and not trying to drink up your spit.

Kurt’s tongue waggles and lolls hotly over the small object, as he thinks about you, a real genuine smile gracing his soft face as he thinks about you. His whole body blushing. Fuck... Kurt really really really does like you. He’s pretty sure he loves you. Although for some fucked up reason he kind of finds doing all this easier than asking you on a date yet. Hopefully soon.

Breathy swears fly from his gently parted lips, Kurt’s teeth gentle on the stick, even though it takes any blood he’s got in his brain to do so, as he wants it to not explode as long as possible. Kurt sucks on the stick he can still taste you on even more, his tongue lauding and laving over your tongues impression.

As Kurt’s hand speeds up, slick drool from the both of you covers his heavy cock that throbs desperately in his palm and fingers, even though Kurt thinks of you every time he touches himself now, his body never lessening in excitement and euphoria over you. Neither does his mind or heart or soul or whatever else Kurt has. He only gets more into you with every day.

Thinking about you each time only makes Kurt cum harder, and more.

But Kurt knows it’s him falling for you more, that makes his sessions more exciting, that and he has more experience to imagine with you each time. It’s not the other way around. You’re new for him, everything grows different because of you and Kurt likes that, but there’s so many reasons Kurt wants to burst, heart and all other places, the closer he gets to you.

Your name, and your spit, is the only thing on Kurt’s lips as he moans it out repeatedly, pre slicking his length along with your sticky spit as he bobs his hand expertly up and down. Thumbing over his tip while Kurt switches to whimpering your name like a chant, or begging, to groaning from his flushed and slightly spit covered chest, as his whole body rocks while Kurt ruts into his hand fast. Squeezing his cock Kurt thumbs his tip hard as he moans your name over the wooden stick on his wet tongue, before finally spilling heavy loads of cum over his messy thighs and soft bedsheets. Or messy sheets and soft thighs.

“Fuck, fuck y/n...” Kurt moans as the wet sounds of him pumping load after sticky load of his cum out of his spiking dick, shoots off that high feeling throughout his whole body and mind again. Kurt only swearing your name as he empties himself onto his bedsheets in a puddle, worshipping your taste in his soft mouth as he lavishes over you. Kurt breathing heavily and softly as he thinks all about you, remembers the feel of your touch again, wrapping his tongue needily around your stick with a whimper as he covets you, your name drooling from his plush red lips as he choked out the last dribbles of cum from his weeping cock. Sighing ever so loudly out with relief, from having been strained for over an hour now.

Panting as he falls back onto his frameless mattress, his toned arm under his head as he stares to his ceiling, legs spread happily, as he tongues over your gift softly and thinks about you, Kurt’s brown doe eyes sparkling.

Heart leaping as Kurt thinks all about you. Remembering fondly passing moments, and dreamily imagining a future with you, that makes him sweetly grin over the lolly stick. Laughing to himself happily in his bed, hugging his bare chest close, as Kurt wondrously thinks all of you.

As his breathing comes back to him, Kurt takes the used ice lolly stick out of his mouth, and looks at it again. Under his bedroom light, lying flat as he faces upwards, he ignores how soaked his thighs feel under him while he cares to examine what you left with him. Kurt sweetly looks over the small amount of red left, a nice smile on his face as he looks over it with soft awe blowing past his now empty lips.

His heart bursting with adoration for you as he remembers how happy you were when he offered to get you an ice lolly too since it was hot outside today. Kurt was always made to feel useless. The fact he learnt he actually was good enough to make people smile, he was just told he wasn’t, made him feel a weird mix of emotions the first time he realised it, but Kurt is ever happy that you genuinely do appreciate him. You think about him. You were always empathetic to Kurt. He’s sure it actually helped his own empathy. He could feel it slipping little by little more until you came into his life.

Kurt grins up at your little object with a hum of affection. Then he brings it down to his lips, and gives it a sticky kiss, pecking it, almost as if in thanks to you, and Kurt hoping he could not only kiss you, but thank you one day too.

For everything actually...

But then Kurt felt that familiar thud in his lower stomach, the thrum in his dick, and his balls suddenly didn’t feel empty at all anymore. So with a hum of knowing what was happening next, Kurt slipped the stick back into his mouth with a pop, and sat up again to take care of business.

He threw you a charming smile “it hasn’t been too long. JakeSully is a fast learner” just then Jake managed to get in the air with the tsurak. “Look, he is doing well,” Tonowari said while mounting his tsurak “join me?” He offered his hand to you and you took it. He then reached out his other and lifted you onto the Skimwing, seating you in front of him.

Your face flushed and you wiggled a bit before getting comfortable. “Ready?” He asked while leaning forward to start moving. “Yes I think so” you did the same so that you wouldn’t be thrown off when you dove into the water.

As soon as you said that Tonowari commanded his tsurak to catch up with Jake. It sped off and dove down under only to catapult itself into the air. You gasped and accidentally leaned back bumping into Tonowaris chest. Your face suddenly felt hot and behind you, Tonowari smirked whilst enjoying the close contact. He flexed his arms a little more than he needed to so that it would almost feel like he was hugging you from behind.

The two of you were now gliding past Jake and just basking in each other's presence. Tonowari was thanking Eywa for giving him the chance to be closer to you and you were just hoping that you wouldn’t embarrass yourself in front of him.

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Jake saw this and asked the other Metkayina men “Is that his mate?” One said “The chief sure wishes she was his mate but the little lady is a little oblivious” and the others burst out laughing “He’s been trying to court her forever but she doesn’t seem to notice” Jake shook his head in amusement and watched the two of you.

He watched you do a little loop and come back to the group. You were both giggling about something and Tonowari seemed to be genuinely happy for the first time since the Sully’s arrival. He hoped that everything would work out for the two of you.

When you were close enough he introduced himself and got talking with you. You found him to be quite interesting and fell into a conversation pretty easily. Although after some time you felt something tense behind you and remembered that you were still sitting on a tsurak in front of your clan's chief. You sneakily turned to steal a gimps of him. A calm look rested on his face but you had a feeling that anger was simmering inside him and you thought that he might be annoyed with you because you were disturbing the men with their task.

What you didn’t know was that Tonowari was starting to get jealous because you were talking to Jake for such a long time. He felt that he should be the only man to make you laugh and giggle. He felt very protective of you and didn’t want your attention on anyone else but him. He started staring Jake down and asserting his dominance by wrapping an arm around you and pulling you closer to him. “I think we should take a break from training” he said.

Giving Jake a last threatening look he started swimming away with you still on his tsurak. You thought that he was bringing you back to the shore but you were wrong. Turning to look at him again when he led you further out of the reef “Where are we going Tonowari?” He looked down and raised his hand to your face to brush a few loose strands of wet hair out of your face “I want to show you something, ma Paysyul” You blushed at the nickname again and faced forward, trying to cool down because he was really making you feel flustered and hot.

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Tonowari passed the border that separates the reef from the sea and told you “Hold on tight” whilst leaning forward and pushing you down as well. With his body tightly pressed to yours, you couldn’t focus on anything other than his strong chest on your back. One of his arms held onto the tsurak while the other snuck down onto your thigh to keep you from slipping off. You told yourself that this was just for safety and tried keeping your mind off that proved to be difficult.

Tonowari kept his hand steady on your thigh, even though he wanted to move it higher and touch you where you were the most sensitive. He couldn’t get his mind off of what pretty reactions and sounds he’d get from you if he ever got the chance to touch you in such intimate places. But he wouldn't push you to do things that you weren’t comfortable with. For now, he wanted to show you a place that was just about sacred to him.

It was a small cave that was hidden underwater. “Take a deep breath, ma Paysyul. We’re taking a dive.” You opened your mouth wide and took a big breath. Tonowari cracked a smile at your silly antics and leaned down again. He led the tsurak past corals and rock formations until he came to a small hole in a rock wall. It looked too small to fit a tsurak and you shrunk back in fear of crashing, leaning closer to him. He noticed and signed ‘don’t worry, it’s going to be alright’. You closed your eyes just before impact but it never came. Instead, you felt Tonowari slightly nudge you and you opened them up again.

What you saw left you speechless. It was a skylight cave that reached up high with a big opening at the top. It was starting to get dark so you could only wonder what it would look like when the moonlight shone in from above. “Woooow… this is amazing.. how did you know about this place?” “I found it whilst exploring when I was younger. It actually saved me from an akula once” he chuckled.

That shocked you “An akula? Really? How did you escape?” “Well it’s quite a long story…” he responded whilst dismounting his tsurak and offering a hand to you. You held onto it and jumped off “I have time” you smiled up at him.

He didn’t let go of your hand and led you to the little shore in the corner of the cave. A few things were laying around and it looked like a place that was visited from time to time. “I always come here when I need some time to myself” he continued leading you to a woven mat that was placed next to the wall of the cave along with some pillows.

He sat down pulling you with him. Now seated between his legs with your back leaning on his chest and it was like you suddenly forgot how to breathe. Tonowari wrapped his arms around you as if he wanted to keep you from slipping away and leaving. “Comfy?” He asked while looking down at you “Y-yea.. I'm comfortable..” for the first time you were glad that you had your back turned to him and that he couldn’t see your face because you were sure he would be able to see you blush from a mile away.

“Well then. I’ll tell you how I found this place. The story begins when I had to tame a tsurak for the Iknimaya. I went outside the reef by myself to find a tsurak. And might I say it took quite a while.” He said while laughing and pointing at his tsurak “I was swimming around the three brothers' rocks but found nothing. So I called for an ilu and rode it further out than I’ve ever been. At the same time, a storm was starting to brew just on the horizon and I knew I couldn’t return without having tamed a tsurak. Thinking back to it now, it was quite a stupid thought. You should always value your life more than your pride. But back to the story… the ilu had taken me to a foreign reef where I continued calling out to the skimwings. Just when I thought that one heard me and come it turned out to be an akula. And it was hungry. Of course, I initially thought I could fight it off but that was the urge to prove myself to the clan thinking inside me. It swam straight at me and that’s when I knew it was time to flee. I dove under corals and in between rocks to escape but it just kept chasing me. Just as I thought it would rip me to pieces I saw a tsurak swimming towards me with such speed that it seemed unnatural. To this day I believe that Eywa sent it” he recounted. You listened intently and watched his hands as he made lots of gestures to emphasize parts of the tale. “I took the chance that Eywa had bestowed on me and swung myself on the skimwing. I made the bond with it and together we escaped the akula. Naturally, it didn’t give up the chase. I felt as if Eywa was testing my will to survive. I needed to prove myself so I led the tsurak through the reef until there was nowhere left for us to go. The akula was hot on our trail and I was about to give up when the tsurak swam closer to the big wall of stone. At first, I tried to stop or change our course but it wouldn’t let me. Just as we were about to crash into the stone I saw a glimmer of light flow through some tall sea grass. I guess one could say that I had a leap of faith and let the tsurak lead me. It dove down to the seagrass and instead of crashing, we ended up here.” He looked down at you “That’s how I tamed my tsurak and became a man of the Metkayina. I came back lots of times after that and made it my own. It’s one of the most sacred places to me and I always feel at peace here.” he smiled and wrapped his arms around you again “That’s why I brought you here ma Paysyul.”

You were speechless and could only look at him as if he had told you all the secrets of Pandora. This moment felt too intimate to be shared with someone like you, so you looked away again and asked “How come I’ve never heard of the story of how our Olo'eyktan completed his Iknimaya?” “It’s because I haven’t told anyone” he replied leaning his head on the stone wall.

“Oh” you leaned your head on his chest and looked up at him “then why did you tell me?” He could only smile at your obliviousness and say “Because you are special” That made your face scrunch up in confusion and he could only chuckle.

He reached to his side and pulled something out of a pouch. He brought his arms around you again and kept the thing in his closed hands in front of you “Ma Paysyul, you are so incredibly special to me. Every moment I spend with you is like a ray of sunshine hitting the sea. It takes the weight of leading a clan off my shoulders and just makes me feel like a man being with the woman he adores. You are my favorite person in the world and I would lay down my life at any given moment to save you. I’d give up anything just to be with you. Ma Paysyul, will you let me love you?” He opened his hands slowly and presented you with the most beautiful necklace you’d ever seen.

It was mostly made of pearls and intertwined sundial shells. The second row was made of cowrie shells and woven string loops. The centerpiece was a beautiful small lion's paw shell. You admired it and put your hands in his to touch it while he was silently watching you.

Suddenly you whipped around and held his face between your hands. You just stared at him for a second until you pressed your lips to his. The kiss started out innocent but soon enough Tonowari pulled you closer and returned the kiss feverishly. Not letting you escape his affections till you started tapping his shoulder, he let go for just a few seconds so that you could catch your breath. “You are Metkayina, you should be able to hold your breath longer” he chuckled and laid his forehead against yours. “Well, I can’t do it as well as my Olo'eyktan. Maybe I need some more practice.” You teased back smiling.

He laughed wholeheartedly and kissed you again. This kiss was a gentler one. He let all his emotions flow through the kiss and licked your lips gently, asking for entry. You granted his wish and he slipped his tongue inside your mouth while his tail curled around you in an attempt to bring you even closer.

Your hands moved from his cheeks to the back of his neck and your finges wrapped around his thick curls. The two of you parted again and you panted a little bit while he said “I’ll take that as a yes” He let you have a little break and peppered kisses all around your face and neck.

You mewled when he kissed down your neck and let out a little moan as he sucked on an especially sensitive spot. “A-ah.. you’re going to leave a mark..” hearing you say that makes him bite down a little. You let out a surprised shriek and he silently apologized with a few licks around the bite mark. “That’s the point, ma Paysyul. I want everyone to see that you’re mine”

That made you gasp a little and you looked at him with wide eyes. You held eye contact with him for a few seconds and it felt like he was looking right into your soul and it made your eyes water. The tears started spilling and you pressed your face into his neck and hugged him tightly. He comforted you by caressing you back “Is everything alright? Is this not what you want?” He asked doubting himself. “N-no.. no, this is everything I ever wanted” you choked out between sobs “I'm so happy”.

Tonowari swears he felt his heart flutter as the two of you just sat there under the moonlight. Everything would always be all right if he had you. He raised his hand to your head and stroked your hair. That made you look up at him and smile. Then he moved you a bit so that you were sitting up straight and facing him. He picked up the necklace that he had placed to the side and offered it to you.

You swept your hair to the side and let him fasten it around your neck. Leaning forward you kissed his forehead gently. When you leaned back down he looked at you with so much adoration and love that it made you shiver.