#tonowari

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OMG YESSSS I was thinking about thiss, I have a few drafts abt this, I'm planning on putting everything togheter to post here!

Chapter 5: Falling off the Deep End

Pairing: Tonowari x fem!avatar!reader

Summary: With emotions high, you and Tonowari finally admit your feelings to each other leading to rather dramatic and passionate confessions and for lust to spill over.

The vows said and mated before Eywa. Your future changes irreversibly.

Warnings: Angst, emotions, confessions, love. Jealous Tonowari, possessiveness. Cheating (Tonowari to Ronal. Sorry Ronal!) Longing, sexual tension, and....

SMUT! MDNI!!! 18+

Including: hint of dirty talk, Bit of a size kink (coz we like ourself our big man) kissing, touching/heavy petting, groping, fingering, oral f-receiving, big cock Tonowari, hand job, p in v sex, Passionate sex, Multiple orgasms, pulling out and cumming on reader/us, suggestive to multiple rounds.

Yes, When we go down the rabbit hole… we drown in it (Enjoy fellow Tonowari sluts <3)

Also mentions of Breeding cycle/Heat/Rut themes (including high temperatures)

Word Count: 8.4k

Author Note: I’m back 😊 And the gods said “LET THERE BE SMUT!!” Definitely a different vibe of smut from the last Fanfiction I wrote so I hope it works for Husband and us <3 Enjoy!

You were hidden in the forest by the time the anger started to dissolve. Pacing while moaning and complaining in your head. What the fuck did he mean by that? What just coz we kissed he owns me now? Well as hot as that is its bullshit! It’s clear we can’t be together so what’s the point? He can't have me so no one else can? Fuck off!

By the time you finally stopped running your feet left the forest floor and your toes found relief in the sand. The moon high in the sky as you walked a secluded beach. Stopping by the water, waves meeting your toes. The moonlight bathing your figure and the sounds of the party dim, only mild flickers of music under the sounds of the waves before you. You stared out to the sea. To the colours under the waves, the silence, the beauty but all you could think about was how your feelings were going to ruin everything for you... for your family. I won’t put my family in danger. No matter how much I love it here if I can’t keep this secret... if I can’t be around him. I’ll have no choice; I’ll have to leave. Tears weld in your eyes at the thought. You didn’t want to leave. Not your family. Not your new friends. Not the reef. And the thought of leaving him made your hand crutch to your chest and your tears fall. But I will. For my family, to prevent them from shame. I will.

"Vivena!" Oh fuck off! You quickly wiped your tears back with your hand.

“Go away” You groaned glancing back to the tree line to see the tall frame of the Olo’eyktan fast approaching you. You turned with every bit of anger and frustration you could muster. “I told you this was decided! Done. That we need to stay away from each other. What are you doing?!” Your emotions, anger, frustration, hurt, pain all pushing against your ribcage. He stopped in his tracks.

“Viv” His voice the same smooth authority it always was and with that same softness seemingly set aside for you.

“You shouldn’t be here. Go” He didn’t move. You took a step back. “What are you doing here?”

“I came to see you” You scoffed.

“And that’s the whole problem isn’t it! I’m trying to do the right thing and stay away from you and yet your always fuckin there!” You just about yelled in his face. But it didn’t come out as strong as intended. Your emotions were to heightened, heart too sore “Just go” you let out a sob before turning back to the ocean. You hoped he would listen. Agree with you, give up and go.

But Tonowari was not having it. For a second, he just watched you. How beautiful you looked standing there in that moment. The moonlight against your figure, the glistering of your syuratan [bioluminescence freckles] as well as the sea shells all over your dress. A vision, a goddess. Tonowari’s own and every weakness in Na’vi form.

You didn’t have time to argue or tell him off again before he had his chest crowded against your back in a matter of seconds. The familiar heat of his skin setting your own alight. His warm breath against your ear. 

“No” You tried to be strong but the word came out broken, laced with a sob and tears fell. You couldn’t help but fall into his strong embrace as your walls shattered. Two arms wrapping around your torso as your truth spilled forward. “I’m trying. Do you know how hard it is simply being in your presence?!” You shifted in his hold; a fools attempt to break free but Tonowari only held you firmer. “To see you behind every corner? In every reflection of the reef?” You couldn’t hold back anymore. “I’m trying so hard to be good. To follow the rules, to be a good sister, a good member of the clan. To fight against every urge in my body, my soul. And yet your always there. Always say the right thing. You don’t know how much this hurts…” Your eyes glassy, body going limp in his hold as you broke down. You could feel him react to every word you said. His fingers tightening their grip while laced in yours and holding your hand to your chest, his body almost shaking with the weight of his own breaths as he took in every word.

For a moment he just held you, let your breath steady and the tears dry. His own mind lost, reeling with what was said, what he would say? His warmth welcoming, comfortable, safe. But you needed to move. I can’t be here.

You shifted again this time stronger. Shaking out of his hold, using every ounce of strength still left in your veins. “Perhaps I should just go back to the forest, go back—”

“No!” He cut you off with that same authority he always had. The tone that reminded you of who he was. Turning back to face him.

“But—”

“No.” He dropped to his knees, and took your hips in his large hands. The action startling you. His hands holding you firm, unmoving. Your eyes looking down at him in a mix of tender surprise, of vulnerability.

“Tonowari… what? What are you doing?” He looked up at you like you were something to pray for. A goddess. A deity. “Get up” But his hands didn’t move. Strong, large and fitting perfectly into the curves of your hips. You let your hands rest on his broad shoulders.

“No. You’re not going anywhere. You are Metkayina now. Your place is here, in this clan and….” He leaned forward face towards your abdomen, warm breath ticking the skin just above the top of your loincloth. “And with me” He raised his head and looked up to you.

“What?”

“You think I don’t feel it too? You think you’re not in my thoughts every other moment of the day? That my mind isn’t racked with guilt and desire in equal parts before I sleep at night; next to a woman that I’ve already sworn myself to before Eywa? A woman that barely crosses my mind coz I’m too busy thinking of you” He stood up taking your hands in his. “I’ve prayed to Eywa for strength and guidance. I’ve tried to ignore my feelings. But I can’t anymore than you can” You couldn’t help but reach forward and touch his face. Your fingertips tracing the tattoo from his chin to his brow before coming to rest in his hair. He closed the distance, forehead gentle against your own. You broke the moment of peace as your thoughts spiralled. You sighed.

“But what choice do we have? You can’t ask me to stay and let us both continue to suffer in each other’s presence…” You pulled your head back, eyes meeting his “Your mated” You signed again looking down and stepping back from him. Watching his hands, body reach for you. “You can’t claim me, I can’t be your woman” You turned your back, long strides up the beach, where the sand met the rocks, the forest.

“I can and I will” The tone of his words had you whip your head back, body turning to find him already crowding you against a large moss-covered rock.

“Tonowari… you can’t mean that…” He took your face in his large hands. You gulped, all this close contact making your head spin and your heart beat loudly in your chest.

“I mean it. I knew it the moment we kissed, the moment I held you. That there isn’t a damn thing I wouldn’t do to call you mine and there’s nothing anyone can do to change that” His forehead back on yours as his chest met yours and arms slipped around your body. “And seeing those men speak to you tonight, want to court you…” His ears twitched, back straightened. “Gave me thoughts unbecoming for a Olo'eyktan” I’m going to melt right here and now.

“I didn’t know I could make the big Olo'eyktan jealous?” You teased lightening the mood. He chuckled, breath warm against your face.

“Oh you know what you’re doing?” He smirked looking down, gentle and admiring eyes over your outfit. Reaching out to run a finger down the intricate net design off your shoulder. You felt a warmth under your skin. Not totally unwelcomed and not completely obvious as your heat but mild and there. Enough to remind you that time this close to him could only lead to one thing. You prayed internally your heat would stay away.

“I should go. I can’t be this close to you… without…” He smiled, amused.

“Without what?” You returned the smile. You waited for his grip around you to relax before reaching up towards his ear.

“Without wanting to climb you like a fuckin tree” Tone low and a little raspy, breath against his ear. Your body leaving his before the last word left your lips. But that didn’t last long…

One minute you were taking a step towards the forest and the next you were lifted in the air. A firm grasp around your waist and Tonowari had your legs wrapped around his midsection, your chest tight against his own. Lips collided with his by the fingers curled around the back of your neck. Back softly leaning against the moss of the same large rock as before as his body pressed against yours. 

The silence of the night broken by a sympathy of groans and moans as your kiss turned messy fast. Your lips battling for dominance for only a moment before you willing gave it. Muscles relaxing into his hold, fingers like vines around his shoulders, neck, hair. His hands once again groping your thighs, your ass. You moaned into his mouth.

He came up for only a single breath before running kisses down your neck “Tell me more…” His normally levelled voice, measured words long gone as he rasped every heavy word against your neck “about what you…want to do to me... with me” You groaned into his hair. Fingers tightening on the strands at the back.

“If I do that…” You took a breath yourself as your own lips kissed his shoulder “…even Eywa herself will blush”

He groaned and you wanted to cum on the stop. For a second your spiralled mind registered something other had the feel of his kiss and hands, a cool wind on your hardened nipples. Your head leaned back, hitting the moss covered stone. Eyes glassy as you noticed the shoulders of your dress and top had dropped down your arms, material slack under your exposed breasts.

Tonowari’s eyes glanced up, meeting yours and his warm breath stopped just above the place he wished, dreamed to explore. A plea in his gaze, you nodded as you gasped for breath. Tonowari didn’t waste time.

“Oh fuck” You arched your back as his face collided with the soft flesh of your breasts. Open mouth kisses as his hands stayed poised on both ass cheeks holding you firm against him.

“You’re so beautiful…it hurts” Your eyes closed as the sensations overwhelmed you further. His lips like heaven, tongue tracing from your nipple to the tiny growth marks along the sides of your full breasts. He kissed like he was worshipping them. Because he was. Like he was reciting every curve to memory. Because he was. And the hottest part? When you shifted in his hold, moved your core against his lower abdomen. You felt him. A sizeable, growing mass right under your clothed tragically wet core. The dirty moan that left your lips was quickly swallowed by Tonowari’s own groan as his lips once again met yours.

A noise in the forest broke the tension. Whether it was an Ikran in the trees or some other creature of Pandora going about its evening; it was enough to have Tonowari pause his movements. Taking deep, ragged exhales and resting his forehead against your shoulder.

“We… should… stop” Tonowari raised his head, finding your gaze. You both looked a mess. Pieces of hair loose around your faces, lips kiss-bitten, eyes heavy with want. You took a deep breath.

“We should” You let your forehead rest against his. Your body still tingling, limbs heavy and core pulsing with desire “Any longer and well, I wouldn’t have stopped” Tonowari’s eyes were darker than you’d ever seen them but still with that softness. That look like you came from the heavens. You felt his muscles flex under your touch and his eyes closed at your words.

“Me neither” He gently loosened his grip on your ass, your legs unlocking and feet touching the ground. A large hand pulling the straps of your top up your shoulders, admiring eyes taking in one last look before your chest was covered. This posture straightened, ears flicking back like he’d just came up with an idea.

“Come with me” Tonowari took your hand in his and gestured the forest. You gave him a questioning look.

“Where?”

“I want to show you something. A place I know you’ll appreciate” You held his hand but hesitated to move. But haven’t we just proved that we lack the willpower to be alone together without jumping each other? “We will return to the village after but first I want to show you something” You couldn’t say no.

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You stood there hand on your heart, wonder and awe in your eyes. You were in what could only be described as one of the most beautiful caves you’d ever seen. Hidden higher in the rock formations, a collection of fresh water pools dripping in bioluminescence colour and touched by the forest. Vines, moss, flowers lining the walls. And the best part? A view overlooking the night sky, the ocean and a glow surrounded my floating rock formations. The cove of the ancestors!

You were so lost with the beaty of the view, standing by the edge, that for a second you remembered you were not alone. “It’s so beautiful. Thank you for bringing me----” Your words cut off as your turned to face him. Only to be surprised to find Tonowari on his knees before you. No longer wearing his Olo'eyktan garments or anything other than his loincloth. His Akula tooth necklace, chest plate, even his dagger resting on the ground by his side. Everything that made him look and radiate the chief that he was, forgotten. Who he is bare in front of you. His hands took yours. “Tonowari…what?” The way he looked up at you… oh Eywa…

“I kneel before you not just as Olo'eyktan but as a man laid bare. A man that wants nothing more than to claim you as his woman…” You laced your fingers in his. Eyes welling with emotion, love “I know we haven’t done this right so far, you deserve a proper courtship, to be fought for, showered with love and gifts before I could think myself worthy of even a single kiss…And I will do that. One word from you and I’ll stand before Ronal, our families, the whole clan and tell them that Eywa has bestowed the greatest gift to me. That the All Mother in her wisdom brought you to me, made it clear that we are to be mated, bonded for life” You exhale the breath you didn’t realise you were holding “I’m not naïve, we both know others will have their opinions, question us. But who are they to question the will of Eywa” You reached for him, your fingers holding his jaw.

He melted in your touch “If you can look past everything else, to what we truly want… I, Tonowari te Tsika'u Arvak'itan ask you Vivena te Suli vitra Mo'at'ite to bond yourself to me as my mate. Everything else will work out with time but all I know is that here and now I want to call you mine. Ma yawntu [my beloved], ma tìyawn [my love], muntxate [wife]…” He smiled “Ma Vivena”

Vivena of the Sully Family, soul daughter of Mo’at, he saw you.

Past the fact you were born human, lived in an avatar body... He saw your determination, your strength to be a true Na’vi first in your home clan and now as Metkayina. And he saw deeper, to the parts of yourself that made up your soul. Your kindness, your humour, dedication to family, honour to the Na’vi way…your bond with Eywa.

He saw you.

“I see you Tonowari te Tsika'u Arvak'itan” You took his face in both your hands, leaning your body down till you joined him on the cool ground. Till you were level with him and the rawest in his gaze “And I would be honoured to call you mine. No matter what we face tomorrow, today and always I am yours”

“I see you Ma Vivena” And by the look in his eyes, his soul shining through you knew he meant it with his whole being. You wiped away the few lingering tears of joy in your eyes. And did the only thing you could. What you wanted to do since the moment you first saw him. You jumped him.

His back hit the soft ground, moss and grass like a blanket beneath solid muscle. Large, sea-hardened arms wrapping around you in reflex as your body landed on his, lips meeting his own. Your passion was eagerly reciprocated, his lips just as eager on your own. A low groan leaving him and his normally controlled countenance. 

The seconds past by in a whirl of heavy breaths against a calm breeze. Your arms once again wrapped around his broad shoulders, holding him close as the fear, the hesitation of the past moons melted away. His own hands keeping you locked in position, one groping your thigh as you straddled him. The other threaded into your curls at the back of your head and neck, guiding your movements with that same possessive, dominance that you’d only seen glimpses of as yet. Your body shifting on top of his as all the sensations drove your breath ragged and an ache travel to your core. Your clothed heat obscenely slick and rutting against his clothed cock, a pleasant hardness underneath the material that was driving you mad and brain dizzy.

“tìyawn [love]” Lust and the last of his restraint dripping off his lips as Tonowari hovered against your own. A hand pausing its explorations to hold the side of your head. Thumb running along your cheekbone, making you open your dazed eyes. You could of came right there by how dark the blue had turned in his eyes. Black all but eclipsing the blue “I meant… what I said…” His words pushed out between breaths especially when you leaned down and started kissing down his neck. His firming grip on your thigh turned ass let you know when you found the spot you wanted, right at his scent gland “Viv…” You felt his muscles all tense around you, before the hand on your hair tightened, not to hurt you but enough to pull you back to meet his gaze. Drunk, lustful filled and completely wrecked gaze. “You’re not helping” There was amusement to the words. You leaned back; fingers spread over the toned muscle of his pecs, over the intricate lines of tattoos. A playful but still dazed smirk on your lips.

“And you keep stopping. If you want to wait till our mating ceremony before the clan you need to tell me” Your voice soft as you relaxed in his arms.

“I…” You could see the confliction in his eyes. He looked pained. “We… shouldn’t… but…” Tonowari hid his face into the curve of your shoulder. Huffs of warm air against your skin. “I… don’t know”  

“Did I just make the mighty Olo'eyktan stutter?” That earned you a harsh grope on your ass, one so delightful you let out a gasp turned moan and fell forward onto his shoulder. Only leaning up when he did. Face inches from his again. “I mean it.. if you want me to stop I will” He let out another deep exhale, head leaning back against the ground. Eyes flicked to you.

“Of course I don’t want you to stop. I’m trying to be respectful to you. Not assume. I meant what I said, you deserve a proper courtship. To be showered in gifts. I thought to wait till our mating ceremony to be respectful to you. But every time you touch me…” Arms wrapping around you again as he leaned forward, forehead against your own “… kiss me. I lose my senses, my restraint crumbles like I’m not a man but some excitable boy” He huffed against your skin. You couldn’t help it; you laughed softly but vibrantly in his hold. The sound causing Tonowari to join you. As the joyful sound mellowed down you thought of your next move.

“We both know there’s not a single part of you that could ever be compared to a boy. No. Your all man. My man” Then you abruptly stood, stepping out of his hold. Standing to his side as two large, questioning eyes followed you. Before Tonowari could utter a word you reached down to the hem of your dress and pulled it swiftly up your body and over your head. Dropping the garment gently on the ground. And watching those same eyes scan your body with a lustful kind of wonder.

“And while I appreciate that…” You stepped forward “Know it matters not to me, only if it does to you” You dropped down, straddling his body again with a grace and ease of someone that belonged there. Tonowari’s hands finding your flesh instantly as he sat up. Holding you close in his lap. “We have made the vow before Eywa, and in my eyes I was yours the moment I met you on the beach and everyday since… But if you want to wai---” Your words were lost when Tonowari closed the gap and kissed you with a newfound hunger. You gasped for breath when his grip tightened on your ass again “We don’t…” His kiss turned harsh down your neck as you struggled to get your words out “have to mate yet.. but…fuck…” You felt his bulge under your clothed core as his grip moved to your hips guiding a movement that had you holding onto his shoulders and rocking in his hold. Brain turning hazed again “I need this… need something”

You reached for his hand on your left hip guiding it to your lower abdomen, the lining of your loincloth, dripping his fingers under the fabric. The kisses on your neck stopped, a groan against your skin as he realised what you were doing.

“Are.. you sure?” Hot breath against your scent gland. You couldn’t answer. Only guided his hand all the way down in a swift movement and letting out a gasp when you feel his fingers flex against your folds. You were embarrassingly wet but couldn’t bring yourself to care and by the gods delightful sound Tonowari let out when he felt you, he was not disappointed.

Half a second later you were on your back. Your body pressed down by the sheer weight of Tonowari, Oh and how glorious it was. It was like you’d snapped the last thread of his restraint. He was all over you and you matched his actions with equal passion, equal hunger. His lips started at yours then trailed downwards. The soft skin of your neck, your clavicle, your cleavage as it heaved out of your top by how heavy and ragged your breathing was. 

Thick tongue trailing across your breast, around your nipple as it peaked out of your top. The sensations alone riling you up, back arching, hands grabbing at his biceps. You closed your eyes, head back. Surrendering to the touch, the bliss. The path of his tongue down your body. A kiss above your belly button, below, at the edge of your loincloth. You looked down.

Two large sea blue eyes, tender and intoxicating looking up at you like you held the moon in your hands. You nodded, reaching for the ties of your loincloth around your tail. Tonowari’s fingers following yours. The material falling to the ground with a flick of his wrist.

You hesitated, a shyness creeping in as Tonowari settled between your spread legs. His eyes fixed on your core as the final trends of blue were eclipsed with black. A hunger burning through his stare. He kissed the inside of your thigh, again then again. The action relaxing you.

“May I?” You smiled down at him, pushing the slyness away. You wanted this. Needed this. Another nod was all he needed.

One long lick of his thick tongue up your folds and you wanted to pray to Eywa in thanks. His hands, fingers firm around your hips, strong shoulders between your thighs. The view alone inspired an orgasm but his mouth…. Hells and then when his fingers entered you… He devoured you.

Sucking on your clit, moving his fingers in and out in a perfect rhythm. Drinking everything you gave him like you were the altar he prayed to, groaning in wonderous delight at the finest meal of his life.

His mouth felt like heaven. His fingers like he knew exactly what to do, like he knew every inch of your body. You moaned and shook against the moss, the grass, the night air. The coldness a welcomed contrast to how hot your body felt. How your back arched as the familiar sensation began to build. That warmth spreading through your muscles as his mouth latched onto your clit and sucked. Just as his fingers found a spot that you hadn’t even discovered yet.

“Fuck! Tonowari….” Your fingers tightened in his braids. The pleasure coming to a peak “I’m gonna….”

“Do it. Release for me” And by Eywa you did. Every muscle in your body tensing as the pleasure peaked.

“Fuck!” That glorious wave of bliss hitting you like lightning and vibrating through your limbs. That flash of euphoria making you gasp, your core tightening around Tonowari’s long, thick fingers. Groaning as his mouth collected every drop you blessed him with. You went limb in his hold, your mind dazed, off the planet. Your heart echoing in your ears.

“Narlor [Visual Beauty]” You heard, just as his mouth left you. You couldn’t look down yet. Your head still back, eyes closed, lost as those final waves left their warmth throughout your body. The feelings of soft kisses down your thigh before a familiar weight landed on your chest. Your arms wrapping around his shoulders on instinct. A warm breath settling into the curve of your shoulder.

“Are you ok Ma yawntu [my beloved]” Your eyes opened, a soft smile on your lips. Finding Tonowari already leaning up and looking at you. The most beautiful kind of admiration, surrender staring back at you.

“Ok? That was amazing” You leaned up, kissing him. “I think I left my body for a second there” His grin was all smug pride and a deep joy as he melted into your kiss. You had other things on your mind. Like that gloriously tented loincloth rocking against your thigh. You reached down, a gentle finger on the outline, testing the waters. Tonowari shifted abruptly above you, eyes flashing open with a guttural groan at that sinful little smile on your face.

“Viv…” His head bowed forward into your shoulder as your hand explored the obscenely large and delicious shape hidden beneath. Your fingers wrapping around his cock. He groaned louder in your ear. You couldn’t even see him yet but by the gods, what you could feel had your brain recircuiting. Oh Fuck yes.

“Lay back I want to take care of you too” You whispered into his ear as he groaned again. Your hand not stopping your gentle movements until his hand made it, taking yours in his. You pulled back and looked at him, questioning from your brow to the twitch of your ears.

“You don’t have too. I’ll take care---” You cut him off but pulling his hips down to you own. So his clothed sharf rubbed against your sensitive core and your hands could reach around his hips to untie his loincloth. You were very eager to see what you were working with. And oh… you weren’t disappointed. Well fuck me…

You stared down as Tonowari hovered above you, supporting his weight by the elbow near your head. His expression a mix of smug admiration at the look on your face. And a hint of concern.

“Bloody hells…” For a cock it was a work of art. A perfect amount of long and thick; and most definitely proportionate with his overall size. So much so it was bigger than you expected or had seen before; again much like his height and sheer broadness. You reached down again first on yourself, gathering your slick on your fingers before touching what you had only dreamt about. An action that had Tonowari moan and bow his head into your shoulder. Your long fingers came in handy as you explored, a gentle touch turned to a stroke which led to the man above you rutting into your hand.

A sympathy of heavy breaths and groans against your neck, the side of your face. Your body reacting to the sound as you heated, the tension rising within you. The same tension appearing to rise within your mate too. Tonowari’s shoulder muscles flexed under your fingers, tail thrashing against the grass.

But you didn’t stop your movements. That feeling of making your mate happy, of having such a strong, resilient man groaning and moaning to your touch… not to mention the thoughts of having him in your mouth, in your heat… Oh Eywa…

You felt the moment the air shifted. The moment you flicked a switch in Tonowari’s natural instincts. He rolled his hips flush against yours forcing you to let go and grab his hips, back, shoulders with both hands. A moan left you at the sensation. Eyes closing as his cock slided through your slick, your folds so smoothly. A noise leaving Tonowari’s lips unlike any before, louder, deeper, rougher. Not a groan, a growl… Harsh, animalistic and enough to send your core aching. His free hand not supporting himself, leaving a bruise on your hip. That I fucken welcomed!

“…Tonowari…” You were both teetering on the edge. One perfectly angled thrust and it was done. And you didn’t have a single bit of willpower, or desire to stop it. Too lost in the overwhelming feelings, the sensations. Your own instincts wanting nothing more than to ride him for eternity.

“I….oh Eywa” Tonowari whispered against your cheek before colliding with your lips again, fingers curling around the back of your neck. The hint of domination resurfacing in the power of his body against yours, the force of his kiss, the strength of his hands. And you welcomed it. More than you ever thought you would. Matching the intensity as your lips danced and your hips rolled but still following his lead. It was intoxicating… and fuckin frustrating. You whimpered… yes, you whimpered with one particular fluid thrust, his cock hitting your clit as he moved.

“Oh fuck…. please.…I need….” His rutting felt stronger, your legs locking around his hips. Tonowari broke the kiss, forehead hovering above yours as he caught his breath and his words. You opened your eyes. His were already on you. Your fingers curling behind his neck. Your hot breath matching his. “I need to mate you… oh we should wait but---” You swallowed his words pulling him in, curling around his body like a vine.

“Fuck I want that…” Kissing like you wanted to devour each other whole “…. I know we shouldn’t…If someone found out we mated….”

“Shh” His forehead against your own as your breaths mingled, heavy and lustful “It wouldn’t matter what anyone said. To mate you is to take you as my woman. A sacred bond that only Eywa herself stands above. The judgment of others means nothing to the will of Eywa. I’ll claim you in front of them all” You whimpered against his lips. Your emotions flooding your senses.

Relief that he shared the dept of your feelings, that he would stand by you knowing the consequences you would both have to face. Love that finally… finally Eywa had given you your mate, while not the mate you expected, nor traditions would encourage. Still yours. And desire. Your hips shifting under the pressure of his perfect body, hotly bothered. Frustrated beyond belief at feeling every inch of him against you, of feeling what you really wanted. “I need…" Reaching back to the ties of your top and throwing it off in a flash of heated desperation.

“What do you need ma tìyawn?” His free hand reached for your thigh as he took no time in licking a stripe up the flesh of your now fully exposed breasts.

“You” You pulled back, a moment of stillness as you both looked into each others soul. Looking for hesitation, guilt, uncertainty. The weight of what it truly meant if you physically mated before Eywa; layering the thick tension in the cave. The cold air doing nothing to ease the fire in your connection. You were done. “I need you. Now”

“I don’t want to hurt you” A softness pushed through the lust, your Tonowari. The one that cared for you, your happiness, your wellbeing… always above his own wants. You cupped his face, bringing to your lips once more.

“You won’t… ever” Your voice heavy, breathless, as soft as you could get it.

“I may not fit, not all and that’s ok” Oh it’ll fit.

“We’ll go slow” You reassured, already reaching down.

“You’ll tell me if its too much?” He pleaded even as he adjusted his position over you and took his cock in his hand.

“Of course…” You replied. “Just don’t spill inside me. We can’t do a pregnancy yet” It would pain him to do it but no less the gentleman (and too busy staring down at your slick covered heat) he nodded.

You took a deep breath; a fools attempt to relax your muscles. Too much anticipation, too much need. Your eyes closed at the pressure of the head of his cock nudging against your entrance, at the first inch entering you. Hard, big, intimidating. but oh so wanted.

Controlled, measured, slow movements as Tonowari’s will to never hurt you overpowered his raw instincts. His hesitation clear. You cupped the side of his face with your hand, a single finger under his chin to raise his eyes to yours.

“I’m ok. Keep going….” Guiding his lips to yours again. Feeling his muscles relax under your touch and his body take over. His weight holding you down. Your eyes closed, head fell back as another inch entered you, the sting of pain as your tight walls stretched around his girthy cock. Your arms locking around his neck. A devastating groan coming from your mate.

“….Tight… ahh…” Another inch, then another, again and again along with the increasingly glorious noises leaving his lips “So…good…” You moaned, mouth agape for words that didn’t come, letting your body adjust. Looking down when he finally stilled. He looked beyond wrecked, still holding himself back… and the remaining multiple inches still in his hand.

“Do not hide yourself from me” You encouraged, locking eyes with him again. Fingers digging into the muscles behind his shoulders and neck. His concerned for you overshadowing the lust in his eyes. But you knew what you both wanted. Locking your legs tighter around his hips, pulling him closer and giving you both what you wanted. A deep masculine grunt into your ear as he was sheathed fully within you. Knocking the breath from your lungs.

“Ahh Fuck! Yes…” All you could think about was the feeling, the stretch how it morphed into pleasure. Relax! Relax! A mantra repeated over and over again until you felt it. The deep pressure as his cock kissed your cervix and your cunt all but swallowed his dick. Through your half-lidded eyes you saw Tonowari throw his head back in pleasure. A deep loud groan following before he opened his eyes and looked down “How.. did..?” You gave a gentle rock as your body adjusted. You felt like he was halfway up your abdomen even though you knew that was anatomically impossible. His hands gripped your hips tighter. You knew you’d be wearing one of your high waisted skirts tomorrow.

“Oh..Eywa..” Lucid, kisses down your neck as Tonowari failed to hide his wonder. How amazing you felt. How you took every inch perfectly. Velvet walls wrapping around him so well he knew he wouldn’t be lasting. He wouldn’t be showing you the extent of his stamina tonight. “You feel so perfect….” He huffed in your ear.

“Move… please” And he did. Testing the waters with a few mild rocks that had you moan. “More” Pulling back sheathing himself again in one deep thrust, sending you moaning and gasping. You did everything you could to stop yourself from scratching his back as your hands hastily looked for something to hold on to. Looping your arms around his strong neck as you held on while he repeated the action. Finding his rhythm and increasing his speed. You found paradise.

His mouth everywhere, yours everywhere. You gasping, moaning, cussing. Multiple “Fuck!” “Yes…!” and him guttural groans, grunts and praises of all kinds leaving his lips as he still couldn’t believe how perfect you were, how amazing this felt. How well you fitted him in every way. Voice dry, deep, wrecked.

Your thoughts? They were void. Scattered. Non-existent. Too lost on the sensations, the sheer pleasure. Every sound he made. The glorious drag of his cock within your walls, the pressure every time he hit your cervix just right. When his fingers reached down and found your clit. Your body shook as the familiar sensation built.

“Release for me tìyawn [love]… Ma Vivena” His fingers rubbing firm circles on your clit, his beautiful cock pounding deep and strong, finding that spot that had you fight the argue to bite down into his neck. “Ma mate”

And oh how you did. With his face between your breasts and the continued drag of his cock on all the right spots. The mountain your hormones, your body was climbing peaked.

“Tonowari!” You cried out. The thread snapping. Your body shifted and trembled. Euphoria once again vibrating through your bones, muscles, everywhere. Your walls spasmed violently around his cock and your slick coating his cock and balls, the soft grass underneath.

“Fuck!” Tonowari cursed pushing himself up from your body in a flash and withdrawing in the last second. You barely noticed as your body trembled in the afterglow, too fucked out to pay attention at the sudden loss of pressure above you. Long, thick ropes of cum released on your skin. From your folds to your breasts, streaks of white painting your blue skin as the mountain of a Na’vi above you groaned and shuddered, milking the last drops of seed with his hand. Before collapsing to the ground beside you, pulling you into his side.

Your eyelids heavy, body numb with that heavy kind of pleasure deep in your bones. Leaned against your mate’s strong form and the melody of his own ragged breaths.

“We are never going to stop doing that” You spoke into the quiet. Tonowari laughed, a rich hearty laugh as he nuzzled into you.

“Never” You hummed into the bliss of the moment. A wide, indulgent and oh so satisfied grin across your lips. You glanced down. “I better wash, you’ve claimed me in more ways than one” He followed your eyes to the mess of cum trailing down your body. Tonowari was on his feet in a second.

“Come Ma Vivena” He was reaching down and lifting you up before the last traces of your orgasm had left your muscles and dazed mind.

“Tonowari!” You laughed as he cradled you bridal style against his chest and walked into the warm pool close behind you both. The water a perfect balm to your heated skin.

You both settled shoulder height into the comforting swell of the water. Tonowari still holding you protectively against his chest, your arm around his wide shoulders as both your free hands wiped the evidence of your passions off your skin.

“Thankyou” You smiled up at him.

“I should be thanking you tìyawn [love]… that was incredible” His hands not leaving your skin. You laughed at the smirk on his face. The wonder and tenderness in his eyes yet to leave.

“Not for the sex. For not spilling your seed in me. We should wait till everyone knows” His breath warm against the side of your face as you leaned into him.  

“Children are the greatest gift Eywa can bestow on her people” His large hand sliding down to your hips, fingers tracing on your lower abdomen, above your womb. “When the great mother feels right to bless us, I will be the happiest of men-” You wanted to melt into the water “But I understand your caution. We will be careful until you are ready. To make Tsaheylu, to bond our blood. And then when you are, I will make sure all know of our bond”

“When we don’t have to hide anymore…” The thought a paradise in your mind, but one you knew would not come easy.

“There will never be a doubt of our bond after tonight. We are mated in every way most sacred to our people, to Eywa. All that is left is for our bond to be read before the clan. I’ll speak to the elders at first light” That had your eyes flick to his. He cupped your face seeing your hesitation. “I meant what I said, I will do right by you. I will get the blessings from the elders and then I will talk with Ronal” Your fingers laced in his as your brows narrowed.

“The elders won’t like it… And Ronal….” Your heart sank into your chest. Fear flickering across your expression. Tonowari lifted your gaze back to him. To his expression. Shining with an unwavering certainly, not a single doubt in his mind.

“The elders will be surprised at first, shocked perhaps but even they will not question the will of Eywa” He shifted you in front of him, your feet meeting the stone as he caged you in his embrace. Forehead dropping to yours. Your arms resting on his shoulders, fingers light against the markings of his tattoos. “They will not deny their chief this happiness; when I have sacrificed my entire life for my clan. My people. Lived a life as a warrior to duty. To serve what is best over what want my heart truthy wants”

“But you love being Olo'eyktan, serving your people”

“I do. I have lived my life for Eywa, her guidance, her plan. I followed my parents’ advice in all things, I worked harder than anyone of my brothers, grew strong, mated the best Tsakarem, led my clan in wisdom and strength. I follow Eywa’s path for me without question and that will not stop with you. I know Eywa has brought you to me and yet I also know it goes against everything I’ve known before you” You watched the sincerity in his eyes “I’ve never questioned Eywa before you arrived and yet you’ve had me doing just that. But I was wrong, we were both wrong to deny ourselves. And I will not anymore, I will not ignore the first thing in my life that feels so incredibly right” Your eyes were glassy, breath mingling with his.

“But Tonowari. You love your life, your wife. Your family”

“I do. And I wish I didn’t have to disrupt it all… hurt my Tsahik in order to follow     Eywa’s plan for me, the direction of my very soul. But I can’t. I need to tell her. Ronal will understand with time” You leaned back, reality hitting.

“Time? She’ll slip something in my food before then” You replied, partly in jest but also in truth. Tonowari shifted, ears straightened back. Eyebrows narrowed.

“You question my ability to protect you?”

“No never” Your fingers tracing soothing patterns against his neck. “But Ronal won’t understand. The clan won’t understand. They’ll only see a stranger that bewitched their chief” Tonowari let out a rare chuckle, you frowned.

“I’m not the first man to have two mates in their lifetime”

“That’s different. That’s widows finding another after loss and mourning, that’s rare but accepted. This is having two wives side my side”

“Is that what your worried about? What others will think?”

“I’m worried about the impact on my family, your family. I don’t want to bring you all shame” He sighed and tightened his grip around you. Strong arms bringing you further into his chest, into a hug.

“Shame would be to ignore what our souls truly ache for. To ignore what the great mother so clearly wants of us. What we want.”

“But Tonowari. Your wife? Children? How will we tell them?”

“Ronal may be my mate but she is also Tsahik. She won’t like it at first but even she will not go against the will of Eywa or my orders as Olo'eyktan. My children won’t understand at first but they will also accept with time. Tsireya already loves you like an aunt, a mother figure. And Aonung, well he’s still young. Still learning the ways of the adolescence of boyhood to man. He will learn to accept”

“And what of my family? Jake won’t like it. Neytiri… I don’t even know what she’ll think”

“She will thank Eywa for your happiness” You looked up to him “You doubt their love for you… JakeSully will be protective, worried for your honour. I would think less of him if he didn’t. And both he and his mate will have questions of course, they all will. Neytiri is the daughter of a Tsahik. She knows the way of things but also knows you can’t always pick who you love. They both just want you safe, happy” You nodded lost in his words, his eyes. “And I will spend every day for the rest of my life making sure you feel just that. Happy and safe” You relaxed into his hold. Into the safety of his strength, his unwavering devotion.

But.. but you knew what tomorrow could bring… what the news of your mating would bring, at least now. You brought your forehead to his.

“I love you and our families too much to cause unrest at a time when the clan, all Na’vi are already on the brink of war with the sky people” He stared at you “You know this” His expression wavered but he nodded. “We will tell them, we will tell them all. But let’s keep our mating between just us for now, until the time is right” You could see the conflict in his expression. He knew you were right. “Ronal is carrying your child; I will not risk her health or the babes for my own needs. And I will not cloud the clan with unrest at a time when everyone is already on edge” You watched him exhale, taking in the wisdom of your words.

“You are right” He left a tender kiss on your forehead “And I could not love you more for your kindness, your wisdom. We will wait... for now. But I will not stop finding you. Having time together. In the shadows or not, you are still my mate” Tonowari’s hand once again drew your eyes to his. Lips hovering against his own.

“There is nothing. Not the highest tide or the eastern rip that could stop me from wanting to spend every moment possible with you” You smiled. “You love me?”

“I thought that was obvious” The softness of his lips met yours. Your vulnerability melting into him. Into the kiss that mirrored all the love, the truth in his words, his vows. “More than anything, everything. Ma yawntu [my beloved] Ma Vivena”

You separated slowly when your breaths demanded it. Your finger followed the pattern of his facial tattoo from his chin to his brow. Enjoying watching his muscles relax under your touch and his eyes close in bliss. You tucked a damp lock behind his ear. “I love you too Ma Tonowari” His eyes opened to that, a grin spreading. You wanted to see that grin every day for the rest of your life.

You collided your lips with his again. Arms tightening around his shoulders. As Tonowari responded just as eagerly, hands firm on your hip and back. Unsurprisingly the kiss turned messy fast.

“Be careful tìyawn [love]” Tonowari warned as your movements ripped a groan from the back of his throat. No power behind his words.

“What?” You parted from him breathless. All doe eyed, playing mock innocent even as your fingers traced low across his abdomen. Tonowari’s eyes lingering in lust and prideful amusement.

“You know what…you little seductress… you’ll---” You cut him off with a firm hand around his hardening cock. Delighting in the broken moan your Olo'eyktan let out. Enjoying watching the blue in his eyes be swallowed in black once again, his breath deepen and the way he looked at you. The way you always wanted him to look at you.

One minute you were teasing him with long, steady strokes and the next you were climbing him with a rushed kind of grace and sitting yourself down on his wonderous cock. Feeling that familiar stretch give that same pleasurable burn as you let out a long moan. Tonowari’s arms tightening around your back, before his hands firmly squeezed the globe of your ass and the flesh of your thighs around his hips. Sending you pulling upwards on his cock before pushing back down.

“Ohhhh… Ma Vivena…” A mess of shattered words, groans and disturbed water interrupting the stillness of the cave.

And just like that you’d fallen into the deep end…. And you never wanted to resurface.

Well fuck me indeed.

Hi Anon!

Thank you for the recs but I'm afraid none of them are my cuppa tea XD which is fine! I'm glad you've found your favourites and there are those that itch that scratch.

Tonowari & Ronal — Reef People. Leaders of a clan that survived long before the Sullys ever swam into their waters, and will survive long after.

Ronal, sharp-eyed, unwavering — a tsahìk who challenges Jake to his face and has never once needed his permission to.

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summary: you and tonowari's discovery was imminent but you never expected the fallout to be this nuclear.

contents: fem!sullyreader x tonowari, agegap, sm angst, fighting, themes of shame, guilt, blame, belonging and so much angst y'all gonna hate me hehehe

notes: so... i am back. sorry this took so long to update i had to momentarily be an adult and i had insane writers block. but i hope u guys enjoy

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As you went to sleep, you silently prayed tomorrow wouldn’t come. Yet, the sun rose once again.

Sleep never really came during the night. Every time you shut your eyes, the image of your father’s face burned in your mind. The disappointment, the anger, the darkness of his gaze as though he no longer recognized his daughter in front of him.

Dawn arrived, yet the weight of the day was already crushing your chest.

Breakfast was always loud, someone would be talking over another. Lo’ak would be irritating Neteyam, Tuk would be sat next to Neytiri asking questions when it was too early to give an answer. Kiri would be sitting with Spider laughing together.

It was a familiar chaos, where even in the breezy shores it still felt like home.

Today.

Today it felt like a funeral.

Considering the fact that Uturu is a very sacred Na'vi practise, I doubt Ronal would ever allow someone to bind conditions to it and thus "change" the core of the concept very much. Furthermore, I also don't really see either of them holding much interest in an alliance like that. If you remember, the Metkayina wanted to stay out of the whole RDA vs Pandora conflict at the start of ATWOW to the point of seriously considering rejecting Jake and his family over it. 'Strengthening their clan against enemies' is something you do when you go to war, not when you seek peace. Especially when I can't exactly see either how mating their kids could strengthen them...I mean, if it's about bringing fresh blood and capable hands into the clan you already achieve that by just granting them uturu. And if it's something like a political marriage and thus alliance between the Metkayina and Omatikaya they are striving for, then we circle back to the whole "but Tonowari and Ronal explicity didn't want to get involved with whatever war the Omatikaya had going on with the RDA at the time".

Not to mention that I also don't think that neither Tonowari or Ronal would forcefully mate their children to someone for politics on a pure character standpoint.