#-mold

Everytime. Every time there’s something to do there’s ALWAYS the techkin headmates being like? Task? Task for me? To execute? To research? To sort? To organise? To complete? Complete task? Collect? Collect and organise information? Prepare resources? For me?

Tfw an alter is an overthinker and cant sleep because of it so you try to switch in as the idgafer but they also wont let you do that because the reason why they want to sleep in the first place requires them being present in the morning

Cracks me tf up when I’m demonised by family for just. Existing. Because I make us kind of not want to exist anymore. Meanwhile your darling daughter. Your sweet darling daughter that you think I’m taking away from you? She thinks there’s no escape nor way of fixing the situation and relationship you find yourselves in and on multiple occasions thinks to herself “okay so we BOTH need to die. Because you’d be too sad if just I did. So. Realllyyy hoping something takes the both of us out simultaneously”

“Kill or be killed” and what if I want both.

Tell me to grow wings. Lets do something crazy

It doesnt matter, after all is said and done. There is nothing we can do. No amount of kindness nor indignation will change our circumstances. The best we can do is shut down and stop caring.

That was SUCH a good shot to end on btw. Fucked me up so badly. Like yes you may escape but a part of you will always stay in that moment, stay in that state of fear that paralysed you into becoming part of the furniture