#(better now)

Imagine you look into your fave server for the first time in like 11 hours. It's 18+, small group, and then you start to spiral over the owners friend who was there for two days at that point saying " k*ll yourself " in general chat all-caps. And then when you decide to go to the one mod, admin, and owner to explain what's going on and why you're deeply uncomfortable with that- and that you feel like you have to divulge your own attempt to fit in and get them to spoiler or tone-mark their "jokes"- he decides you hate mentally ill people because you mistook pluralkit for tupper the night before. which you apologized for at the time. 🫩. Anyways God forbid the mental health condition stops being quirky. I didn't even ask them to stop i just said I was temporarily stepping away because of it and they decided I can't take a joke and hate mentally ill people. Some mental health advocates they are.