this is my blog. I reblog stuff and sometimes write stuff, and very rarely do I draw stuff. You're welcome to scroll around, but if you find something, you dont like do be polite about it,ok? or you could just go out, you know, don't waste your time in my blog. You could find something better, yeah? Well, I'm just putting this in case someone passes by here. My blog is closer to a ghost blog than an actual journal-like blog
Okay so I don't know what exactly I should be putting here, but! This guide I'm reading about making master-lists for tumb says I can organize it however I want.
Essentially, I just wanna make it easier to fish out my writing dribbles so I might or might not add or edit this post every now and then.
currently worked on Wip:
its a piece for a writing challenge and i haven't posted any info abt it yet but here's the link to the challenge post if you want more info on it
Other works in progress:
this sci fi idea that i posted my thoughts on and currently working on and off on making it into an actual story
this is a short 2 chapter piece that i only wrote one chap from then forgot about it cuz life stuff, don't really know if i will ever complete it might actually absorb it into another story or something or make a story from it but its here if anyone's curious
this is also another story idea that i only posted one chap from it's on the back burner for now but I'm hoping to work on it more hopefully
Drabbles:
(those aren't actual works just things i wrote for one reason or another)
my first drabble chappy
my second drabble chappo inspired by the reblogged drawing from @zandrapaints (i was awestruck while doom scrolling and couldn't not write for it ><)
My third drabble chap was inspired by the reblogged drawing by @sk00pa
Guess this counts as my oldest drabble chapter so far? Cuz i probably wrote this in my pre tumbler era, I dont quite remember 🤔 it was fun to read again after all these years might come back to it later but for now a drabble it stays right here
well i guess this is it for now? i've got more works somewhere else but they aren't getting their place in this list until i fix them so that's it for actually posted stuff (probably)
This is smth I got inspired to write by a prompt I don't recall the blogs name but you'll see it if you click the link here
i'm probably gonna add more to this masterpost as i find more stuff i wrote and forgot abt but meh it's good enough for a list so far, gotta get some sleep now im sleepy ;<
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for the record im not technially 100% anti-AI, in the sense that its a broad category of tech being lumped under one umbrella term so it feels over-zealous to say i hate all of it all the time forever. but i also think trying to discuss what it actually IS good for is difficult right now when i cant take one step without something trying to convince me to use chatgpt to summarize my life and speed up my hobbies and turn my friends into chatbots and optimize my life into oblivion. i am certain there is nuance to the topic but can we stop cramming the square peg into the round hole before you start trying to sell me on the legitimate benefits of the square peg. please.
here's my super-quick, easy-to-digest summary that i use when i can't spend more than like 15 seconds on it but need someone to know the basic distinctions:
generative AI - bad evil AI. chatbots, LLMs, image generators, etc. this the one that steals shit.
analytical AI - helpful medical AI. this the one that helps detect cancer early.
game "AI" - fake AI. 100% human created and dictated. this the one that determines game mob behavior n stuff.
Pixel post dividers for everyone! It's not much, but feel free to use them if you'd like.
I don't know the ideal size for these, so let me know if they're too tall. I can make them a bit shorter next time.
reminder to worldbuilders: don't get caught up in things that aren't important to the story you're writing, like plot and characters! instead, try to focus on what readers actually care about: detailed plate tectonics
Why is the mountain range square. How did the mountain range form. Why is there one singular volcano in the center. Why does it act like a composite volcano but have magma that acts like it’s from a shield. If it’s hotspot based volcanic activity why is there only one volcano.
And then the misty mountains!!!! Why isn’t there a rain shadow!! And why is there a FOREST where the rain shadow should be!!!!!!!!
Wind blows clouds in from the sea, but mountains are so tall the clouds can't get past 'em, so you get deserts on the windward side of mountain ranges because clouds can't get there to water the land, or do so only very rarely.
this is because, as clouds are forced upwards by rising land, they cool and dump their rain. so the side of the mountain facing the ocean (or an inland sea, or a great lake) gets all the rain as the clouds are squeezed out, and the opposite side gets nothing.
my favorite thing is the american great lake snowbelts! so, the 'flow' of weather across north america, in very general terms, blows from the northwest on down south and east to the gulf of mexico.
so the wind is blowing from west to east, and in the winter it's a dryer wind than in the summer because it's colder. but after blowing across a great lake for a hundred miles, the wind is wet again. and that wet turns into snow. so for all of these lakes, the big cities are on the west side, not the east sides, because the east sides absolutely suck to live on.
the sole exception is buffalo, NY, which literally has to be there because, unfortunately, that's where all the important canal stuff between lake ontario and lake erie is happening.
also this always strikes me as cool, check out where cleveland is:
it's right at the edge of that snowbelt. and you see way more cities west of it than east, too.
#but again. mordor looks like that becaue sauron made it#and he's an ass
On a Watsonian level, sure.
On a Doylistic level, Mordor looks like that because plate tectonics was a fringe, ludicrous, laughable theory that nobody outside serious geology nerds had ever heard of until scientists proved seafloor spreading in the early 1960s. The first edition of the LotR trilogy was published in 54-55. We literally did not know that plate tectonics was real until almost a decade after the book was published, so obviously, it was not something Tolkien could have been considering as he made his maps.
I don't know enough meteorological history to know when white people figured out about rain shadows and added it to geology classes, or what would have been taught about volcanoes and such. But any education Tolkien got on the subject would have been in childhood/adolescence; his college education focused on the liberal arts, not the sciences, and his professional study was linguistics and the middle ages. So anything Medieval and earlier European authors wrote about he had a pretty good chance of knowing about. But not much exposure to modern science. So his science knowledge was probably limited to "what English schools taught at the turn of the 20th Century."
I mean, it's true he didn't know about plate tectonics, but he did know what mountains look like, and that it's not normally That. And it wasn't his style to break that kind of norm without cause.
LotR has recurring themes of the reckless imposition of one's will on the natural world creating ugliness, an order you thought was inherently an improvement that in fact is inferior to what you have displaced. (Typified by reckless tree-felling; a reflection of the despoiling of the English countryside and the world by Progress.)
Mordor is a rectangle because Sauron is an asshole.
#the rain shadow thing otoh was undoubtedly total ignorance#but those mountains were made as the fortress of a demigod#too steeped in evil to understand beauty#it's *supposed* to look like something that Shouldn't Exist#like quite often this is something that happens in worldbuilding yes#things are arranged Wrong because a person doesn't grasp the underlying logic#but mordor is a bad example for the same reason it's an obvious one#it's So Very Wrong because it was designed to be wrong#to give you a bad feeling with how much it shouldn't look like that#if he just wanted it unapproachable on all sides it could've been in a caldera formation it didn't *need* corners#the corners were a choice#tolkien's job involved lots of looking at maps and things okay#meanwhile people whose lives revolved around the weather generally knew where the rain happened#long before it was formalized into 'rain shadow effect'#people not having The Science doesn't mean they don't have eyes and brains
I wrote an entire paper in college analyzing the geology of the Misty Mountains and to a lesser extent the White Mountains (the Misty Mountains are easier because we get a cross-section via Moria). One thing I discovered that still knocks me for a loop when I think about it is:
Moria is the only place in Middle-Earth where mithril is found, right? That's kind of a big deal. So, why? What makes that location so special? Is it just random?
I found a paper that had just been published *that year*, 2011 or 2012 as I was writing it, that studied the locations of precious-metals mines in the Pyrenees, the similarly long skinny mountain chain that divides Spain and France. This paper discovered that where there was a bend in the mountain chain, from one of the continental plates having an awkward corner in it that got subducted under the other plate, that had dug deeper into the mantle and caused precious-metal-bearing ores to flow up to the surface in ways they didn't do anywhere else in the Pyrenees.
There's a conversation in The Fellowship of the Ring where one of the hobbits -- I don't have my copy handy or I'd get the direct quote -- asks why they can see the Misty Mountains ahead of them at one point if they're still heading south from Rivendell, and it's explained that south of Caradhras (which you may recall is the surface mountain under which Moria runs) the mountain chain bends and runs southwest instead of due south for a while.
Tolkien had absolutely no way to know *why* this particular feature of a mountain range was associated with intrusions of rare and unique metal ores, but he had gone backpacking in mountains enough to know How Things Should Look.
(And as prev excellently points out, when Jirt made screwed-up geology it was very much on purpose. Mordor shouldn't be square! Mount Doom shouldn't be doing any of the things it does! A composite volcano shouldn't even have especially hot lava! Even the Gulf of Udun, the circular feature at the upper left corner of the square, shouldn't be like that -- perfectly round features should be impact craters or calderas, not The Mountains Just Do This In A Suspiciously Convenient Way. These are all the way they are because Sauron forced them to be, in defiance of the laws of nature. Remember, he's akin to Balrogs and was a Maia of Aulë -- he's a volcano spirit in many ways.)
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This is not exactly a new WIP or anything it's a drabble I wrote before, I was reviewing it and touching it up and despite my previous thoughts about it I actually liked it? So yea here it is
Also I'm not sure but I think I wrote it as a part of a prompt? There was this one sentence prompt list that had many entries and this drabble is from a prompt of them if my memories are right
Don't really remember much else but hey it was fun to revisit this drabble after so long it's not completely writing but it's still kind of writing so it's progress i hope 😅
Fruitless wish
How many times have you thought of this?
This moment when everything seemed still, when you were all that you knew, when she was all you knew.
That moment ended ages ago, it was fruitless.
You couldn't make it last.
You couldn't take it, you weren't good enough for it.
But,
It made you who you are, at this moment in this time.
It was always you, in this nostalgic moment, and this current moment.
It was always you, just a little different you.
If that moment happened again, at this time, in this second, with the current you.
How would it go? Would it work? Would it be the same?
Well
It doesn't matter to you anymore does it?
Be it past you or now you, she never saw you.
It was you, but you weren't what she looked at.
Truthfully, nobody really looked at you, you were you, but no one really saw that.
The only one who truly saw you, was you all along.
What you wanted more than anything, wasn't others love or care
It was yours
Because you saw your flaws more than anyone
Because you saw your love more than anyone
Because you truly saw yourself, you simply wanted to change.
You didn't know how, didn't know where, didn't know why.
At one point all you saw was your flaws,
And so you ran away.
To her, to them, to anything and everything, never to look back.
Never to look back, forever if you had to.
You kept closing your eyes to your own reflection.
It never helped you after all! Didn't everything and everyone also close their eyes to you?
Why should it matter if you join them as well?! Right!
..right?
But
Was it really right?
No matter if it's her or them or anything and anyone.
Or even you.
If all the world saw you
Would you look back then? At you?
But if that's the case, more than anyone or anything,
The one who should look most of all those.
It's you isn't it?
It can only be you
Because it's you after all
I can't do that for you, I can't okay? It's not my reflection after all.
The only one who truly cares what becomes of you, enough to affect the present.
Ultimately, it's only, you.
And I can only love you, I can't change you, I can't twist you either, and I would not want to, even if I could.
The more I love you, the more I notice you know?
That's why, I know.
That no matter how long it's been.
No matter how much you change.
No matter who you meet,
You will always remain in that moment, with her.
Despite it's outcome, despite it's fruitlessness.
No matter how you change, even if you don't.
You will still be there, remembering her.
It really breaks me you know?
But, it's you, it's always been you.
But to that you.
It's always been her.
I hope that someday
You may see yourself, not just her.
Because ultimately, the one who judges you the most.
Is you.
…Goodbye for now, I know it's my own selfishness…but I hope things are a little different, the next time we meet
𖤝 they don't just "forget" to add ingredients. they follow the recipe EXACTLY and it still comes out wrong. like, they measured everything, they did the steps, and somehow it's inedible. the recipe said "salt to taste" and they panicked because what does that MEAN? how much is taste? they added a tablespoon. it was wrong.
𖤝 they have irrational fears of kitchen equipment. your character who can't cook is TERRIFIED of the garbage disposal, doesn't trust the oven (what if it just explodes?), thinks the pressure cooker is a bomb, and has definitely cut themselves on a can lid and now treats all cans like enemies.
𖤝 they don't know when things are "done." the recipe says "cook until golden brown" but what SHADE of golden? there are like 87 shades! they've gone from raw to CHARCOAL with no middle ground. they've cut into chicken 6 times to check if it's done. they've served soup that was somehow both boiling and cold in the same bowl.
𖤝 their grocery shopping is chaos. they buy ingredients for a recipe and then have NO IDEA what to do with the leftovers. they have 47 half-used jars of spices they bought once and never touched again. they thought they were buying cilantro but it was parsley. they don't know the difference and they're too embarrassed to ask at this point.
𖤝 they have ONE dish they can make and they're weird about it. your character who can't cook has exactly one thing they can make successfully (maybe it's boxed mac and cheese, maybe it's scrambled eggs, maybe it's toast) and they will make it PERFECTLY and be SO PROUD and mention it constantly. "I'm not a chef but my [one thing] is pretty good actually."
𖤝 they've caused at least one kitchen fire. not a big one! probably! but they've definitely made smoke. they didn't know you're not supposed to microwave metal. they thought the toaster could handle a Pop-Tart (it could not). they left the stove on and went to check their phone "real quick" and that was 45 minutes ago and now there's smoke.
𖤝 they rely on takeout but feel GUILTY about it. your character orders delivery 6 nights a week and feels like a failure every time. they look at the pile of menus with shame. they know the delivery drivers by name. they've thought about learning to cook to save money but then they remember the Great Spaghetti Incident of last month and order Thai food instead.
“I’m a therapist and keep this poster in my waiting room, apparently it’s saved a few lives.”
I don’t like the phrase “a cry for help.” I just don’t like how it sounds. When somebody says to me, “I’m thinking about suicide. I have a plan: I just need a reason not to do it,” the last thing I see is helplessness.
I think your depression has been beating you up for years. It’s called you ugly, and stupid, and pathetic, and a failure, for so long that you’ve forgotten that it’s wrong. You don’t see any good in yourself, and you don’t have any hope.
But still here you are: you’ve come over to me, banged on my door and said, “HEY! Staying alive is REALLY HARD right now! Just give me something to fight with! I don’t care if it’s a stick! Give me a stick and I can stay alive!”
How is that helpless? I think that’s incredible. You’re like a marine: trapped for years behind enemy lines. Your gun has been taken away, you’re out of ammo, you’re malnourished, and you’ve probably caught some kind of jungle virus that’s making you hallucinate giant spiders.
And you’re still just going, “GIVE ME A STICK. I’M NOT DYING OUT HERE.”
“A cry for help” makes it sound like I’m supposed to take pity on you, but you don’t need my pity. This isn’t pathetic. This is the will to survive. This is how humans lived long enough to become the dominant species.
With NO hope, running on NOTHING, you’re ready to cut through a hundred miles of hostile jungle with nothing but a stick, if that’s what it takes to get to safety.
Every time I see this post I stop to read the whole image. It always helps — even on the good days.
Because it wasn’t weakness. It wasn’t shameful to seek help. It wasn’t pathetic to “cry for help”. I was looking for a stick, be that from myself or from someone else. I was trying to find a way out. I was trying to heal myself.
But you’re not lazy. Lazy is when you shrug things off because you can’t summon up the give-a-damn. When you’re curled up tight in your chair at your desk, alone and grey and desperately wishing that you had your life in order, that you did all those things you had to do, that it didn’t feel like breaking rocks just to feed and clothe yourself and get some sleep, that’s not lazy.
People don’t understand. You tell them “It’s hard.” They tell you “No it isn’t, you’re just lazy.”
You start to wonder if they’re right.
is breaking those rocks easy for everyone else? Are they that much stronger than you?
They don’t look like they’re struggling.
“Just try harder,” they say. But you’re trying. It’s not working.
Breaking boulders in your path until you’re spent isn’t lazy. And you do it day after day after day.
You’re not lazy. Most people don’t have those rocks to break. They don’t even know what it’s like to have to break rocks to get things done. They don’t understand how hard you have to work, and how hopeless you can feel, when you try and fail to do what they do so easily. Things are harder for you. They really are. And if those people had to deal with your problems, they wouldn’t be doing any better.
You’re not lazy. You’re not weak. You’re fighting hard.
I guess I just want you to know that I know that.
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I'm supercimi i write fictional stories and drabbles, and i have more wips than i can count.
i'm often busy so my online time is ever dwindling, but! one thing i can't quit despite all the responsibilities and stress is writing.
Although i'm not very good at it, and im really not consistent with it, i still love it a lot, and i always come back to it one way or another.
Despite all my worries, i decided to keep writing.
I will keep writing, even if its inconsistent, even if its slow.
As such, this is my writing side blog.
Everything and anything i will post here will be written by me, be it digitally or traditionally
i tend to be horribly disorganized when it comes to anything related to planning so i can't promise this will be the tidiest blog you see,
but. i will keep trying to organize it as much as i can because i don't want my stories to keep being lost in the great sea of my main blog.
There's still many things to fix and touch up before i post any new writing, but all of my old writing will eventually be moved here, and also listed in someway for ease of access.
Never really thought about that before because i tend to just write the idea i have without thinking of its genre ...exept for one or two wips who had been thought of with a genre in mind 😅
But some genres i noticed i write more often are history and fantasy and sometimes even supernatural and fantasy
I also like drama that leans towards tragedy but hadn't really tried writing that one yet...i think?
I'm supercimi i write fictional stories and drabbles, and i have more wips than i can count.
i'm often busy so my online time is ever dwindling, but! one thing i can't quit despite all the responsibilities and stress is writing.
Although i'm not very good at it, and im really not consistent with it, i still love it a lot, and i always come back to it one way or another.
Despite all my worries, i decided to keep writing.
I will keep writing, even if its inconsistent, even if its slow.
As such, this is my writing side blog.
Everything and anything i will post here will be written by me, be it digitally or traditionally
i tend to be horribly disorganized when it comes to anything related to planning so i can't promise this will be the tidiest blog you see,
but. i will keep trying to organize it as much as i can because i don't want my stories to keep being lost in the great sea of my main blog.
There's still many things to fix and touch up before i post any new writing, but all of my old writing will eventually be moved here, and also listed in someway for ease of access.
From now until Christmas, I have a weekly scene from Butterfly on Friday for all of you that's been written and formatted! Not only that, but I will be hosting a reading marathon for myself of the series of many of you!
But! This is only the first half of the Surprise! On Christmas day, I have 2 posts scheduled for your lovely entertainment to begin the second half of it and to be my Christmas Gift to all of you!
I've been working tirelessly for the past three months to deliver the best product to all of you that I can while still juggling my GPA, my future, and my own life!
This marks the start of something new for me, and I really hope you're excited for what I have planned!
To kick it off, I've revamped my Butterfly Masterpost and your First Scene is already posted!
This is my most recent train of thoughts for anything storytelling related
Its pretty silly looking and its barely an outline for a scene
But
I love it, so here it is :
i wrote it as simply as i could, just so i dont forget the string of scenes attached to this train of thoughts, or even if i did this thingy, it would remind me of it.
Maybe it'd help, maybe not, but it's better than depending on my brain to remember on it’s own
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In my sci fi wip i would either die when the planet explodes or somehow get lucky and be stranded on its remains alongside the other unfortunate survivors
In my fantasy wip ...dunno i think i would be able to live out pretty peacefully as long as i stay far away from the main cast...and their kingdom or any other kingdom thats involved with them aomehow...wait...? It seems like i would be on the run instead of living out peacefully at least Untill the chaos supsides
In my industrial revolution kinda wip
I would just like to find my mc in there and adobt him and help him keep his friends from Leaving :(
There's alzo my fairytale wip
I don't think I'll have any role in it honestly the main cast is busy with themselves and their conflicts are between them as well so i don't think I'll have anything to do...maybe I'll start a gossib network to help them out and get some money outta that ;>
I forgot if i have any other wips ......i think I do, but i think that's enough for now. i got chores to do