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OML TY TY TYYY, if I had to be honest, I would’ve posted like 5 other fics with Chiruran as a whole if I had the chance, BUT IVE BEEN SWARMED WITH HOMEWORK AND TESTS SINCE ITS NEAR THE SCHOOL YEARR.

I promise I’m trying to think of ideas but I have writers block and I have zero idea what to write, BUT IM SERIOUSLY SO HAPPY YOURE A CHIRURAN FANN. This fandom is and HAS BEEN deprived of fanfics for a LONG while. If I remember correctly there was this one writer here who, most of the time, wrote about Chiruran but they deleted their account for some unknown reason (at least that’s what I know, plus I don’t want to pry if it’s a personal situation)

Eisaburou x reader oneshot!! (Not proofread, so expect mistakes in spelling)

Tw: fluff, reader being a bit depressed, but overall fluff! :D

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Being an angel was hard enough, and now that you finally had some time for yourself—after what, eons?—you had zero idea what to do.

Lazing on your bed wasn’t helping, and your mind, normally buzzing with frantic thoughts about what to do for the day and who you had meetings to set up with, was in a completely empty state, letting you rest after so so much work..!

Your door slid open as a familiar face was caught in the corner of your eyes.

“[Name], foods ready.” Eisaburou said, a smile on his face as you only smiled lightly, tho you continued to stare at the wall with zero interest in anything.

Eisaburou, being the man he normally was, got a bit worried. With a small frown, he quickly entered the room and shut the shoji door behind him, walking over and sitting down beside you.

“Is everything okay, [Name]?” Eisaburou asked, his voice soft as you only frowned. You didn’t want to bother him with your own problems…

“Yeah, kinda.” You mumbled, resting your head on his shoulder as you missed the way the brown haired boys face reddened.

“You know you can tell me anything, right?” He quickly composed himself, shaking away his lingering thoughts as he looked at your downcast expression. It made him worry even more..

“It’s just that… I don’t know what to do. I’ve been doing errands everyday since I’ve been created, and now that I finally have some time for myself, I.. I don’t know what to do!” You mumbled, your voice low as a frown made its way on your lips. That made Eisaburou’s heart slow at how devastated you looked.

“I’m not really sure how to comfort you, but you do know there’s a bunch of stuff you can do instead of errands. Like hobbies and whatnot.” The boy said, feeling you nod against his shoulders as a sign you were listening.

“You know how I practice swordsmanship—along with everyone else—that’s a hobby! Or you could do something more artistic, like drawing or pottery or poetry! Don’t think I haven’t seen how you look at different paintings when we’re talking through hallways together.” Eisaburou mumbled, his voice soft as your wind fluttered behind you both.

Appreciation flooded your heart at the brown haired boys words. He’s seen you staring at paintings? Why did that mar your heart flutter all of a sudden..?

“All and all, just try and relax with something soothing, goodness knows you need it with all the work you’ve done around Valhalla.” Eisaburou finished, his gaze drifting towards you to only see you staring at him. He got a bit bashful, his cheeks heating up in embarrassment.

“I-uh, let’s go. Foods gonna get cold, [Name]” Eisaburou finally said, quickly getting up as you only nodded, getting up along with him as you followed him through the halls.

The walk was quiet, filled with comfort and an unspoken tension of something else no one could really place nor word, but it brought both you and Eisaburou to be able to appreciate the others’ presence.

Before the swordsman could enter the room where everyone else was at, you pulled at his sleeve, making him stop dead in his tracks as he looked over at you in confusion.

Before he could say anything, you kissed his cheek, your next words making his heart skip a beat.

“Thanks for your advice, Eisaburou. You’re a good friend.” You mumbled, slipping past him with dusted pink cheeks as you entered the room where the other Shinsengumi captains were in.

Eisaburou was left standing behind you, his heart beating in his chest as he tried to calm his rapidly beating heart. Oh he was so going to show off to the others when you’re out of earshot.

A/n /19.04.2026/

Hehe, I felt like adding a bit of one of my favourite boys’ interactions with [Name]/you/reader etc etc.

Sorry for the long absence, I’ve been busy with school and whatnot. I’ve been scrambled with so many TESTS BRO IM SO COOKEDDDD

Plus this account is in the back of my mind most of the time since school and art is my first priority rn, I might not really update that much. Not only that but motivation has been LOWWWW man💔

Anyways, that’s all from your author, BAIBAIJ <3

Okita Souji x shinobu!reader

Tw:self sacrifice, a bit of not well executed angst, and I’m not sure what else…. I also tried out a new style of writing tho I feel like this is too short for my liking…

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• You knew Okita from a young age as some may say—way before Kondo came along and the male started going by the name ‘demon boy’. You both were close, like two little peas in a pot as your older sister said.

•It wasn’t long before you and Okita were ripped apart, with him being swept off by Kondo in the morning—leaving you feeling empty on the inside. Then that same night the demon attacking your parents’ house and mister Himejima coming along to save you. It was a disastrous day, because not only were you off to the Hashira corps full of rage for the demon that ripped apart your parents, but with regret that you couldn’t say goodbye to Okita.

•Okita himself wasn’t doing okay, with the feeling of guilt gnawing him on the inside for just disappearing like that. But your paths were different, and you two sadly weren’t bound to meet any time later whilst you were alive.

•After your sister died, you were trapped with responsibilities left and right, not only that but your plan on getting back on that damn upper moon for taking away your sister made you fill your whole body with wisteria. It was a plan that was bound to make you food for that demon, but if it meant taking revenge, then so be it.

•The brown haired boy, unlike you, couldn’t forget your face no matter how hard he tried. He didn’t know where you were, but he really wished he could see you once more. None of his friends nor Shinsengumi members knew about you other than Kondo—who had heard about you from the younger version of Okita—and Hijikata—who had pushed the boy long enough for him to spill his guts out on why he was always staring into the distance so much.

•Safe to say you two never met again… but fate played a role in your afterlife when you died—it was years before Okita was even able to start coughing blood.

•you remembered it like it was yesterday when your lungs were cut open, your collarbone was shattered, and you could barely breathe. You fought hard, leading the demon straight to his death when he started absorbing you. Kanao already knew what she had to do, even if it pained you that you had to leave her like so. It was so refreshing taking revenge tho… it made your whole body feel light.

•you arrived in Valhalla not long after, still in your older sister’s haori. Safe to say you were confused, but Skalmöld—the Valkyrie that brought you were—was quick to explain. It wasn’t long before your sister came into the garden you were both stationed at, feeling the tears start to fall before you could even resister the fact you were met face to face with the person who you took revenge for.

• “[Name]…” her voice, as light and soft as a gentle breeze made you choke on your sob, rushing to get up and let her embrace you in a quiet hug. Kanae cradled you without a word, her own tears falling down her face as you sobbed into her shoulder.

• “Kanae…! Kanae… I’m sorry..! I’m sorry I wasn’t fast enough to be there for you! I’m sorry I didn’t save you…! Im sorry I left everyone at the butterfly mansion…! I’m sorry I’m such a failure!” You rambled, your voice breaking as your knees almost buckled. Feeling your dear sister hold you upright, you looked at her, seeing the sight of disapproval in her gaze.

•”Don’t you dare apologise for something you had no control over. You were a child, [Name]. You should’ve lived your life free from the corps, yet you died saving the useless me… I’m sorry I made you suffer like that, my little sister.” She hushed you, sniffling as you only nodded with a shutter in your breath.

• in the days that followed, you let yourself be free, with your anger being shown like before, yet you still kept it to a degree. You let go things from the past—as much as it was hard to—and let yourself enjoy the now with the other Hashira sometimes around you, sometimes your sister, but most times alone. You needed time to heal, and they all gave you the space you needed.

• it was at that time that you remembered Okita and his cute smile. It was just a normal sunny day in the estate you were in, wearing some clothes called ‘pyjama’s’ that mitsuri gave to you. They were warm and fluffy, and were perfect for just letting the days pass by with gentle memories and small laughs.

• you were making some medicine for a little brown cat you found somewhere in the garden whilst you were walking around aimlessly. It was at that time that images of your childhood that flashed by you that made you stop. The first time you meet Okita, the time where he was feeling a cat a few houses away from yours whilst you were going out to buy food for a feast your family was preparing.

• He was just standing there, letting the cat purr up against him. You were just passing by until that same cat noticed you, wiggling its tail and going up to you with a meow. Save to say you were disturbed, feeling its fur rub up against your legs that made your whole body lurch backwards with a small scream.

• “Disgusting!” You mumbled, the cat only staring at you in confusion whilst Okita looked at you in surprise. “Disgusting?” He mumbled, letting his head bop down like the cat as you looked over to him in astonishment.

• “don’t tell me you like the way their fur feels on your body?? It’s disturbing!” You commented, seeing Okita’s face turn from confusion to a little rage. “They’re not disgusting!! You’re just a hater!!!” He scuffed, picking the cat up and running off from you. If you didn’t like cats then what’s the point of being around you??

• it was a few days after that incident that you were walking back home from a walk to the nearby koi pond, this time seeing Okita’s face littered with cuts and scratches that were no doubt from a cat. You laughed at him before taking him to your house to put bandaids on them.

•Okita was amazed by the smile of pure happiness on your face after you were done, your cheeks pink and the edges of your eyes crinkled from the grin you were giving at your work. It was at that time that he felt his heart blaze up with a small childish crush that still churned butterflies in his stomach. That smile he never forgot till this day, with those eyes that made him whole body feel like he was on fire…

• you two started hanging out, and turned into best buddies not long after, Okita slowly introducing you to cats and making you at least be able not to puke at the thought of the countless little hairs on their body poking and prodding at you. And you introduced him to the koi fish pond that you took care of—the same one he continued to keep in tacked after you disappeared without a trace.

• that small memory lane made your small hands shake. You never got to see how Okita grew up… nor how he behaved—nothing! You just left him there…

• safe to say you let a few tears drop before going back to taking care of the medicine for the brown cat that was meowing on the bed, nursing it back to health with care you never knew you could achieve even with your patients back at the butterfly estate.

• you wondered how the butterfly girls were doing, maybe they started to grow up and forget about you. Aoi—unbeknownst to you—adapted your personality, taking care of the triplets as Kanao went off with Tanjiro to live a happily ever after with kids and all that other stuff. You weren’t really happy once you heard about it, but let it be, as it was Aoi’s choice whether she went down a path you knew all to well or not.

• it was years later, when you were walking around with a simple Yakuta that you got tailored to match the one you wore when you were a child to the T. You wore a calm smile, one that wasn’t due to hiding rage or sadness or anything. No, you were just content with your own skin and body after hating it for years upon years.

• there, at that same garden where you were treading together a flower crown, you heard Skalmöld hurriedly call out a name you knew all too well. You couldn’t even turn your head before you were tackled to the ground, a voice that you were bound to forget a few more years later calling out your name in a sob.

• you turned your head, seeing Okita’s red eyes staring right at you with fat tears in his eyes, your own shocked expression mirroring his as you let him throw himself once more. You didn’t even feel the small tears that fell down your own cheeks until you were crying into your childhood friend’s warm embrace.

• “Okita!” Your voice was like a pure angel to the boy’s ears, his whole body trembling as his hands roamed all around, panicking and not knowing where to place themselves, tho they slotted against your waist and pulled you into a bear crushing hug.

• “[Name]! [Name]!… how are you..? Why are you…?” Okita’s voice cracked as he pulled away, pulling on your shoulders and face with his own rough hands. Yet the gentle smile you gave him let his whole body relax. Your hands reached up to cradle his, your calloused palms resting against his hand—and it made him realised you probably went through hardships that made you into why you were right now.

• “it’s an incredibly long story, Okita. Please.. let’s save it for another day” your plea made him nod his head vigorously, pulling you back into his embrace as if he was scared you’d disappear once more if he let go.

• this time, he promised, he won’t let you go. This time, he promised, he’d let his feelings be known. And this time… he’d actually try to make you his.

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/A/N/ 21.03.2026./

I cooked this up at 1AM on a Friday night with a school trip (that I willingly signed up for) tomorrow at six o’clock in the damn morning. Safe to say I am… sleepy, my head is pounding, I’m sweaty because my grandma gave me medicine that makes me sweat like a furry dog on a hot summery day, and I’m just overall feeling drained.

THIS TIME IM STICKING TO MY MORALS AND NOT POSTING FOR A WEEK/MONTH. Bc tests are coming up and I need to study, my birthday is in a few days (so take this as a birthday post) and yeah…

Im not decorating or proof reading or anything bro, im going to sleep so goodnight and see yall in a month.

Cú Chulainn x demigoddess!reader (tho you can also view it as demigod bc the gender isn’t specific anywhere except for the demigoddess part!!)

Tw: fluff, injures tho not exactly specified, love at second smile?? Idk that’s it

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The golden rays in the sky shine brightly through your eyes as you peered up at them.

It had been, what? A week since you’ve been stuck in your room, cooped up like a chicken in its hay nest—said hay nest being your pillows and blankets—drawing commission after commission to be able to just live by and not get kicked out of Valhalla because of your uselessness.

The only thing you had to accompany you was your dog Kaira—a creamy white and chocolaty karakachanka.

And she betrayed you, dragging Prometheus by his pant leg to your room and making the gentle giant force you out. It had took a full night with you hooting and hollering for him to just let you go back to your comfortable hidie hole.

But Prometheus didn’t let you and now you were sitting in an infirmary bed, humming softly to the daylight.

“[Name]!! Get your ass over here immediately!” Prometheus’ loud voice boomed from the hallway, making you perk up and get up from the bed in a panic. Did Prometheus get himself in some sort of brawl??? Why was he being so urgent??

Running down the hall, you were met with Prometheus somewhat managing to drag a white haired boy by his armpits, a white haired dog running around in circles around them, barking wildly at them with worry.

It made your whole mind stop, quickly managing to get past said guard dog—that was more like chirping bird in your opinion—and haul the injured guy under his feet, your own dog coming over to bark side by side with said dog. What sort of ganging up business was this???

After somehow getting him on a medical bed, Prometheus checked his pulse, sweat-dropping as he told you to get some supplies that would be needed to treat the burns of this battler.

And you did just that, thinking about making the guy some food for when he wakes up so he can regain his energy—but that’ll be for after he’s gotten some rest and energy built up.

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“Kaira! Stop it! Down girl!” You scolded, having to keep the plate away from the massive dog that was pawing at your feet—almost making you tumble down and hit your own head in the process—, barking like a maniac at the food as if you didn’t feed her an hour ago.

“This is for that guy that literally has burn marks all around his body! He needs his nutrients and rest if he wants to survive so down!” You yelled, gently trying to push Kaira away whilst her curled tail only wagged left and right with her mouth glistening with saliva the more she smelled the delicious plate.

“Prometheus!!! Help me damn it!” Your frantic yelling was heard down the hall, making the giant male that was checking up on the injured one turn his head in pure disbelief.

“Coming…” he grumbled, getting up from his stool. Just as he was about to walk away, he heard a groan come from the bed—a weak curse falling from the half-gods’ lips in pain at his state.

His eyes shot wide open, immediately springing up from his back and letting out a groggy “where am I?” fall from his chest.

“Ah, so you’re awake already?” Prometheus’ dark voice comes from the side of the bed—making him seem much more threatening than he already was. The injured guy only shoots his eyes at the giant male and before Prometheus knew it, a medical bed was flying full speed towards him.

All that commotions made both you and your dog stop, turning your heads at one another before shrugging and quickly jogging off towards the medical room in confusion.

You stopped just by the no door, door entrance, seeing Prometheus start explaining how he was the first god to be called an outer god. The white haired male—who you overheard being called Cú Chulainn—was in a defensive crouching position next to said entrance, his bandages on the other side of the opened entrance.

You stood there awkwardly, holding a tray of food with dotted eyes whilst them both of them… talk-argued or something. Whilst in that whole situation, you figured out that Cú Chulainn was also an outer god, and despised the gods—which that you could agree on.

Just as the mummy look-alike was about to throw a punch, a woof came from beside you, making you turn your head in confusion. Oh, it was that dog.

Said dog immediately jumped towards the demigod, his whole personality switching the second he saw what you presumed was his dog. You could only shake your head in pure confusion as you walked into the room with slow steps.

“I guessed he was yours. He was barking and jumping all around you as Prometheus dragged you to the medical room.” You hummed, your voice as soft as gentle waves as you put the tray full of food on the drawer next to one of the medical beds, shaking your head as you looked at the small mess both of the unruly males made.

“You should thank him, no matter how great your recoverability is… had he not alerted me towards your collapse, who knows why state you’d be on right now. That’s how dreadful your injuries were” Prometheus added, making you nod your head as your own dog jogged into the room in a fancy style, making you raise a brow at how Kaira was showing off. The heck was up with her..?

You could only shake your head as she tried to get that other dog’s attention all on her, rolling your eyes as she shot you a side eye.

“Let them be you dumbass—they’re besties can’t you see?” You grumbled, feeling Kaira only jerk her head into your thigh harshly to get you to shut up as to ‘not embarrass her’ or something.

“Hey, who’re you??” Cú Chulainn asked, his brow raising in confusing at the fact you were literally arguing with a dog—that unbeknownst to him—was trying to get the attention of Geas, which you presumed was the name of the dog. Call yourself akinator with how one heck of a job you were doing.

“A good old fashioned outer goddess of the arts and crafts. [Name]’s the name.” You hummed in a slow tone, a gentle smile on your face at the fact you met someone new today. Great, thts enough with meeting people for you, so maybe you should get going back to your hidie hole.

“Don’t you even dare run off after this [Name]. You promised to watch my match didn’t you?” Prometheus immediately caught the back of your collar with one hand the second you made an attempt to get yourself out of here. You could only had your head low in shame as both the males started talking once more.

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After Cú Chulainn ate up—trying to resist complimenting your cooking skills—, Prometheus said goodbye to the male an you were left alone with helping the demigod out of the forest with your dog leading the way. What? You weren’t a forest expert.

You walked next to Cú Chulainn, the calming breeze and gentle songs of the birds drifting you away from where you were and making you hum along.

“[Name], was it? Thanks for making me food, it’s been a long time since I’ve had a nice warm meal.” Those words snapped you out of your trance, turning your head towards the bandaged up male next to you with an amused expression.

“Wow.. had zero idea you one how to compliment people. Thought you were some sort of tsundere or something.” You hummed, a smirk appearing on your face as you lightly teased, seeing Cú Chulainn’s cheeks dust in pink from the embarrassment. Tsundere?? The heck did that mean??

“I’m not a tsundere or whatever that is!! And I am very able to say compliments!” He argued back, whilst you only mumbled a ‘sure… sure…’ with your head to the crooked to the side—trying to hide the fact you were so close to laughing your ass off.

You couldn’t help it as giggles bursted from you, a hand immediately covering your mouth as you threw your head back. When was it that you laughed like this outside of Prometheus again?

As your laughter died down, your kind smile graced—his words not mine—Cú Chulainn’s eyes. Those [e/c] eyes met his firey ones and his heart couldn’t stop beating upon this situation.

“Still, thanks for the compliment, Cú Chulainn. You’re the only one outside of Prometheus that has complimented my otherwise basic cooking skills” you said, your thankfulness evident as you tuned to look once more to the trees that littered the woods around you, completely missing the red face the injured male was sporting.

“We’re almost out of the forest, so you can go your own way afterwards, right?” You asked, turning your eyes towards the male as he only nodded, his head hung low—which made you worry that you actually offended him by your comment about him being a tsundere, even when he had zero idea what it meant.

“Y-yeah, I can. So don’t worry your head over it” Cú Chulainn mumbled, his voice weak whilst you only hummed, your brows knitted together in confusion as to why the male was acting so strangely. You thought you were doing a good job making a new acquaintance… guess not…

Whilst you were panicking, Cú Chulainn was trying not to scream in pure rage. Why was his head still beating like he was on some roller coaster and why was his stomach flipping backwards every time his mind pictured your kind smile. Was he sick?? There was no way, his body was immune to most sicknesses so how??

He reached a hand towards his chest, feeling the warmth that spread through his insides and made him whole body feel lighter than before. What was this feeling and why was it the first time in his whole existence feeling it now? Was this Rah cursing him for beating him??…

Unbeknownst to both of you, the only ones that could see just how ridiculous you both looked was both your own dog and his, that were leading the way out of the woods slowly. Why slowly? They wanted to at least give you both some time to talk before you both could part and start living your own lives again.

Finally, the trees cleared up and the green meadow leading towards the village full of demigods and outsiders was seen, making you stop in your tracks with a small frown.

Cú Chulainn also stopped, looking at the same scenery as you but thinking a completely different thing—why was it that it now had to end? I mean sure he could visit you any time he wished, but just a few more minutes would be enough…

Why was he wishing for more time with you in the first place?? He had better things to do, much better things to do.

Looking over at the boy, you now only noticed just how badly he tried to hide the lick of sadness that graced his heart as he looked at the village.

You sighed, reaching your hands over to grab his own and bring them close to you. That made the male turn his head towards you, seeing the look of happiness on your face—as if you discovered something new just now.

“I’ll come see you again sometime soon, Cú Chulainn. You’re in the battle for competing for the last spot for Ragnarok, right? I’ll come see your next match. I promise!!” You declared, your voice loud and clear as to help it reach Cú Chulainn’s ears.

Giving him a small goodbye as he only stared at you in pure shock, feeling you let go of his hand and wave at him as you jogged back towards the place you came from, your dog barking—probably curses at you—before immediately following afterwards.

Cú Chulainn was left standing there, Geas looking up at him in frustration before going behind him and pushing him forwards, not giving him enough time to recover from his whole situation as they both walked back towards the outer demigods village.

Cú Chulainn was probably going to be thinking of that same smile at night today…

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Small Cú Chulainn oneshot before bed—feeling kind sick rn so probably gonna stop posting for a week or so. (￣ ￣|||)

I really need to build my immune system up bc if a pandemic starts once more I’m gonna seriously just kneel over and die, I WILL NOT SURVIVE :C (literally jinxing myself at this point)

Anyways, hope yall liked this, bc gods apocalypse, apocalypse of the gods or wtv it’s called is really looked down upon whilst I actually quite like it. Idk why I enjoy it, I guess I’ll eat up mostly anything related to RoR. Tho the artstyle kinda pisses me off at a few scenes, I know that the artist is trying their best and I can’t judge bc my art looks like a hot mess!! ╮( ˘ ､ ˘ )╭

!!/A/N/!!

•hi hi!! Sorry for being inactive these days, I e just been re-reading the RoR manga and started up on the apocalypse of the gods, which for someone that practically likes anything, is quite cool. Might and up writing for AOTG at some point, tho I’m not sure!! ┐(￣ヮ￣)┌

Also feel free to ignore this post since it’s kinda trash—I’m not good at writing heartfelt scenes and forbidden love as I’m not really good at wetting anything in general when it comes to bittersweet stuff. How people make fics that make me actually feel something is beyond me, tho I just think it’s my messy wording and diverting the fanfic to other stuff. For now I’ll try better at my writing, tho this is just for fun so please don’t send any hate. If you have any ideas on how I should improve please to say!! (」°ロ°)」

Also I should really start using the wiki to help me with the characters would act and whatnot. Also I’m not sure if I’m using the dash thing correctly even after I tired to learn tutorials from TikTok and etc, so don’t accuse my of using AI for any of this—I’m strictly against it and hat with it a full passion!!

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Paring: Anubis (RoR) x reader

!!Tw: attempt at forbidden love and bittersweet romance, don’t think it turned out great. Angst…? Not really much of a happy ending. Yearning??

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The cloudy weather pared with the greyish light pierced through the massive curtains you held in your room in Valhalla, hitting you in a rough way that made you groan and squint your eyes.

Today Ragnarok continues onto round 10 with 5-4 for the gods, and your good friend Anubis was dying to go on a one on one with the humans, claiming that the reeking scent of death emitted from them in ways he couldn’t even describe.

He had practically begged you to come and watch him, and you were planning to do that… had you not been so tired.

You slowly got up from the cloud you were previously lazing on, yawning as your robes crinkled underneath your movements. Being the goddess of sleep wasn’t easy, having to deal with extracting the nightmares and delivering peaceful dreams to children and teens alike by jumping from dreamworld to dreamworld took a toll on your already aching body.

But you made a promise, you were going to fulfil that promise

—unless you wanted a whining Anubis planted on his hands and feet like a dog outside of your door, staring at you with those same eyes that looked at you as if you’ve hung the stars up themselves.

Planting down both feet from the bed, getting your slippers on. Your once messy hair brung itself back to life as your powers slowly woke up themselves, infiltrating every strand and letting the stars in your hair shine through. It gently untangles itself and runs down your back, making you seem as ethereal as you truly were.

Stretching your arms and legs came next, trying to get the drowsiness of doing your job out of your system as you entered the bathroom and started to brush your teeth. You looked at yourself in the mirror, semi-dark circles around your [e/c] eyes made you grumble in frustration. Once more, you were overworking yourself.

You quickly gurgled some water and spit it out, washing your face next before heading off to get dressed for the day.

Today you decided it was time to actually make yourself presentable, putting on a long silky dress that reached past your ankles. It drifted from a dark, almost unnoticeable, blue to the starry sky at night, effortlessly making your body shape look ravishingly alluring.

Its sleeves—that were strapped onto the v-necked bodice with a cream white edge in a way that left your shoulders exposed—were extremely long, reaching the floor, and loose on your skin, yet were soft and gentle as to not cause your skin to itch from how sensitive it had grown to be. They, unlike the dress, were a creamy white just like the edges of the bodice.

Lastly, you put on a head veil, using your shimmering magic to bobby pin it to stay on your head and not slip off. It’s not like you had anything to hide, it’s just that you were sensitive to light, and it would be much better if it you didn’t end up getting a nasty sunburn by it.

Your shoes weren’t anything special, just some sweet black and golden heels, a gift from Anubis, that made you taller than you already were—a staggering 200 centimetres that left most gods, both male and female, staggering behind in the dust.

Walking out of your room in slow steps, you closed the door behind you, your heels clicking with every inch you took towards the door where all of the main gods of the pantheons resided in. You heard some commotion coming from inside that left you raising a brow, but opened the door nonetheless.

Immediately everything went quiet, turning to look at you whilst you only raised a brow beneath yours veil. Anubis immediately perked up, his once head that hung low snapping towards you.

Before you knew it, he was at your feet, grabbing your hand and starting to whine about how unfair the situation he was in was.

“Hey hey, slow down your words Anubis.” You mumbled, your voice soft as he sighed, dramatically rubbing at his tearful eyes.

“Susano’o stole my spot!! Susano’o stole my spot!! I was supposed to be the round 10 fighter! Not that guy!” Anubis howled, sniffing as you shook your head, snapping your attention to the gods that were standing in the room.

“He said he was giving the spot to me!” Susano’o said, no regards for the fact he was a thick-headed individual that Anubis couldn’t possibly get through.

You only sighed, letting Anubis cling onto your side with his head hung over your shoulder, his sadness somewhat dissolving by the fact you actually came here to watch his match.

You hair slowly rose up, its light burning into the room whilst you tried not to anger yourself once more over such a stupid issue—even after you got ready for a full fledged two hours, two hours which you could’ve rested in.

“So I got dressed for nothing? Are you being serious you old geezers?” You scoffed, your tone snapping as the males in the room only looked off somewhere—as if your anger wasn’t enough to put them into eternal slumber in nightmares in need be.

“Let’s get going Anubis, I’m tired and want to go back to sleep—so you can watch the match in my room.” You mumbled, frustration filling your heart as you kicked the door open, practically breaking it open as Anubis followed after you, feeling a bit of panic in his heart as he saw you stork off in long strides.

“Hey wait up [Name]!! You know I’m fast but not that fast!” Anubis grumbled, running on all fours after you as you slowed your steps, your heels thumping on the ground with each movement your legs took.

“I got dressed up for nothing! I came here to specifically watch you beat some ass yet Susano’o steals your round?? You’ve got to be kidding me! I’ve been working tirelessly to just be able to afford 20 minutes of my time to spare to you to watch you fight and yet you just give up?? Like that?? Anubis what were you thinking?” You scolded, feeling the tiredness seep into your skin as the dog-like god only hung his head low, letting himself be scolded by you.

He knew how hard your job was, and felt extremely guilty over just letting Susano’o get his round, but you both knew how the Japanese god could get!

“In my defence, Susano’o wouldn’t listen to a word I said, so stop scolding me!” Anubis whined, frowning as you stopped in your tracks, taking deep breaths as your hair slowly dimmed down, your shoulders that were previously holding in such tension relaxed.

“You’re right, I’m sorry Anubis, but I’ve just been slammed with having to deal with the nightmares of kids and teens and removing them and placing in a good relaxing slumber… just, I’m tired and got myself all dolled up for nothing.” You huffed, turning towards the god of death as he only nodded to your words.

“Yeah, I’m sorry too—I know how hard your job is and yet when you finally have time to watch me fight I just give it away, sorry..” Anubis weakly said. His apologies were rough and weak, and weren’t good at all, but he was trying on fixing that all for you—one of probably his only friends outside of the Egyptian pantheon.

“It’s alright. Let’s just get going to my room so I can finally take a nap. There’s a screen there so you can watch the match if you want to.” You replied, your features softening as your steps slow down whilst Anubis happily skipped around, his earlier anger now completely gone from the fact he was around you.

The god didn’t know why, but when he’s around you he feels free and warm inside, his mind spinning with possibilities of what could happen yet he never took it far, his attention spanning somewhere else—either that being how pretty your face looked with or without makeup, how you always seemed so carefree with him around (which unknowingly boosted his ego), or how your smile and laugh echoed through his brain like a mantra when he tries to rest.

Speaking of resting, when it came to him needing to sleep at lonely nights, he always feels empty—like his bed is too big for one person. And when he stared up at the ceiling of his room, he always found your voice to echo through his mind to bring him some sense of fulfilment in the emptiness of his love life.

It’s infuriating how much his brain requires your attention to work at times, yet it brings him comfort, reminding him of the fact he was friends with such a wonder of the world.

And now, staring at you as you talked about the nightmares you dealt with and the dreams you gave the children who had said nightmares, with such a pure smile of happiness at the fact you seemed to bring some kid calmness during his sleep brought his emotions crashing into him—both jealousy and happiness—happiness by the fact you were happy, yet jealous he wasn’t the one bringing you said happiness.

Tho he buried those feelings down. You both were from different pantheons, it’s be considered blasphemy to even try and have a crush on you, which he unknowingly already did.

He snapped out of his thoughts as you both arrived at your room, letting you open the door before he hopped right in, a cloud immediately wrapping around him and drifting him up into the air whilst you closed the door behind you.

You removed your veil, sitting down on your vanity to remove all of the accessories you had on before undressing. Anubis shamelessly stared, his eyes raking over your body in pure adoration before he turned around, shaking his head as his face grew as red as a tomato. Since when has he been such a pervert for looking at you like that?

You put on your dark blue robes, letting a cloud drift you into the air as you got yourself comfortable.

“Hey [Name]…” Anubis whispered, his cloud drifting up towards you as you opened as eye weakly. You were met with the face of Anubis just inches away, his cheeks pink as he tried to murmur something you didn’t pick up.

“Anubis, speak up before you annoy me again.” You murmured, the god of death stopping as his words slowly came out.

“Let me cuddle up to you… please please please??” He asked, his puppy dog eyes staring right at yours as you only sighed, the cloud Anubis was previously on conjoining itself with the one you were on. Your arms opened up slightly, giving the god just enough space to squeeze in and snuggle up against you.

A blanket slowly landed on both of you from on of the clouds as Anubis stuffed his face into the crook of your neck, his hand raking over the fluffy robes that were on your waist and hips, memorising you as if this was the last time he would ever be able to feel you.

You slowly drift off into sleep as he finally let his heart beat,—for once in his entire dead life—beat for a person he couldn’t have, a god that he couldn’t love due to a stupid book filled with rules that would keep the pantheons at peace up the heavens.

It brought him a sense of longing, wanting to know what it would be like to have you as his and his only, to have your sweet smile all to himself for just one day, for just a day where he would be yours and you would be his.

But it was forbidden—and only the fates knew if you even liked him back, let alone love him the same as he did you. The sensation of pain that was washing over his heart made his eyes tear up, yet he didn’t let his sobs escaped knowing that you needed to rest and sleep peacefully for just one days

Blasted be the mystery of love, leaving him stumped in his head at what to do. Should he breaks rules and let himself run loose and chase his heart, or should he leave you be, watching as you find yourself someone that would bring you more happiness that he could ever dream of gifting you?

Blasted be that book that he just wanted to rip to shreds, a simple book that tells the gods what to do and tells the gods who to love and who not. He just wanted you—was that so hard to ask for…?

Anubis shrugged his thoughts away, wanting to remain in this position forever until time came to an end. Having you in his arms felt oh so normal, so why must the fates be this cruel with his heart?

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Afterthoughts and just blurbs of what it was supposed to be!!

•that’s it—I hope yall liked it, and I hope you all noticed the fact I tried to make the reader somewhat alike to Luna from MLP since at first I was thinking about making this a sunshine x grumpy type of love. Tho my emotions got mixed up and I got thrown off the rails. I’ve also been working on a RoR x twisted wonderland!Reader since I’ve been in that fandom for roughly a year or two beforehand, and I’ve been getting into it with the RSA students came out!! Safe to say I’ve been a RSA enthusiast since I first met Chenya and later on neige and the seven fae dwarfs!! I even have a bunch of OC’s in gl2 for RSA that I need to draw but I’m too lazy too…. Anyways back on topic, would you be interested in it?? I am just doing it mostly for myself and I’m not even sure if the plot would be good but I do have plans…!

First ever fanfic?? And it’s about a fandom that has zero to no people in it these days…? Yea bro I’m cooked. (＞﹏＜)

I wasn’t exactly planning it out to be like this, and I think I made the reader all like ‘soft, scared and shy person’…. Ugh bro it feels so disturbing bc it’s reminding me of those old 2020 y/n stories but only if y/b was chubby. 💔💔

This was possibly meant to stay in my drafts bc… well holy moly I feel like I failed with portraying the feeling of being in between chubby and skinny. And this is coming from a person that’s literally in that category…(⇀‸↼‶)

I already know my writing is ass, I just did this to be self indulgent in my own little world. I promise I’ll try and make the reader a lot more confident, strong and just overall a better portrayal of a person with good intentions. Just bare with me until I figure it out please (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞

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Tw: insecurities about one’s body, a smidge of comparison, a sprinkle of harassment at the end, but overall fluff and bestowing happiness to an overworked angel!reader x most of the Shinsengumi excluding Kondo, Genzaburou and Kai—kind of, I’ll figure him out in some other fanfic. Rushed ending bc I needed to get to sleep and I’m too lazy to change it. This fanfic isn’t the best bc I’m not the best at writing, but I hope you all like it my sweet Chiruran Shinsengumi requiem fans!! (And RoR fans that are just finding this bc I’m tagging it in the RoR tag as well for more people to start writing about them!!)

!!!Also, the reader in this is referred to being a chubby woman!!!

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A DAY AT THE BEACH (ft the Shinsengumi)

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Being the Shinsengumi's unofficial nurse was....

Exhausting!!

It all started with Eisaburou dying and coming into Valhalla, who was than greeted by you-an angel that was ostracised by the others for not having a human partner to take care of, being sent to look after him —and got his wounds patched up as quick as possible. You tried not to double kill him during the process so you don't send him to Hellheim, since you weren't the best at healing.

Tho it all worked out, somehow!!

And it wasn't long before the others started piling up, and you were left to deal with them just because no one else wanted to.

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"Come on!! Just two more spoonfuls and you're done!" You said, frustrated with the fact Okita was acting like a brat and complaining about its taste. He was turning his head left and right, squirming away whilst Yamanami held him under the armpit with his arms.

Eisaburou and Todõ were trying not to giggle in the background at your struggling. And only god knows where Genzaburou was.

The medicine you were forcing him to take was made specifically for tuberculosis-which Okita had contracted when he was a human and was now getting over it with the help of said medicine. You had to practically beg the gods Sukunabikona and Okuninushi to make it all so Okitawould get better, and the least the demon child could do was actually try and eat it.

"NOO!! It tastes like grass and dead bugs! I'm sure I don't need-" the thrashing male complained, before getting a spoonful of the medicine shoved down his throat with so much force he felt as if he was going to choke.

Yamanami, who had his glasses on crookedly from Souji accidentally hitting him, sighed.

"There's no way it's that bad, Souji." He mumbled, letting you feed the brown haired boy another spoon before letting him go, watching with mild disinterested at how the demon child scrambled away from you.

"Well, it's making you feel better, isn't it Okita? Last time I checked, you were throwing up blood like a lunatic." Todõ hummed with his arms behind his head, whilst you packed your stuff and looked at the time, frowning at the fact you were ten minutes behind normal schedule.

"Say-" Tōdō turned towards you, about to ask you how much more of this Okita would need to endure, but you were already running off, cursing under your breath about work and 'stupid chores?

It left the four dumbfounded at the fact you left just like that.

But Eisaburou couldn't blame you. He knew your packed schedule better than anyone, and he really hoped you didn't overwork yourself like last time. Tho he wouldn't mind taking care of you once more if he was being honest...

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And that left you with where you were right now. Being relieved of your duties for a week straight.

And what better way to spend it other than heading to the seaside?

Being on the beach wasn't half bad in all honesty, if you didn't despised the fact you thought looked weird. No wonder you were covering your cute yellow and pink two piece bikini with an oversized shirt.

So you see, normally, angels were made in visions of the gods, —they can't get rid of said bodies no matter how hard they try because of said fact-that being said, normally, as any other god, they'd make said angels look tall and skinny as models. But you? Oh you? Yeah, no.

You didn't disliked how you looked in all honesty, considering you were made in the vision of the goddess Amaterasu, created from pure light and sunshine. And that fact was something you were more than grateful about.

But you don't understand why'd she'd make you like how you looked right now. You had a tummy, your legs were chubbier, your arms were fatter, and sure you looked pretty normal, but compared to other angels...? It made your stomach churn with the disgusting taste of envy. Envy of the fact they looked just like how you wished to.

Swaying lightly from side to side, you thought about just going home, locking yourself in your room and just sleeping until your free week was over. It would be pathetic, but you couldn't help it...

Tho you snapped out of it quickly, hearing your name being called as footsteps grew near.

Turning your head, you were met with Eisaburou stopping just a foot away from your hammock. He was wearing normal swimwear pants that reached his knees, sunglasses perched up on his head, and a few bracelets that you gave him for the years spent together. If Eisaburou was wearing his, did that mean the others were wearing theirs?

"[Name]!! Me and the others heard you were going to go to the beach, and decided to come with... tho I hope you don't mind." His voice came out soft yet excited, staring at you with a crooked toothed smile. You couldn't help the small giggle that escaped you as you replied.

"You're already here, plus I wouldn't mind the company." You sighed, a kind smile playing on your face as your whole thought process came to a screeching halt at the idea of spending a day at the beach.

“Then let’s go, the others are already waiting!!” Eisaburou hummed, grabbing your wrist and tugging gently—like how he always does when he’s growing impatient. You couldn’t help but laugh, getting out of the hammock with a little to no effort and racing after the short male with quick steps—his hand not letting go of yours for even a second.

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After arriving, the dark haired boy let go of your hand, whilst you waved at the others, who were all in their own style of swimming trunks. Some, like Sanosuke, Kondo and Saito, were wearing opened up button tops, whilst others, like Hijikata, Okita and Kei were just free styling it.

Tho one thing they all had were the bracelets you gave them, sitting prettily on their wrists.

And Koto has here too! You were quite excited to see her again, considering the last time you were able to talk to her was a few months ago.

She looked over, waving at both you and Eisaburou with a smile, whilst you hesitated in waving back (considering embarrassment was gnawing at you when you looked at her body and compared it to yours)—tho did it anyways since it was only nice to return the gesture.

“[Name], it’s so nice to see you again!” Koto hummed, leaving Hijikata’s side with him frowning—mostly because he couldn’t spend a lick of time with his wife without anyone interrupting.

You quickly shook your head free of those thoughts. This was your best friend!! You shouldn’t be thinking about her like that…

“Hi Koto!! you look so pretty!!” You exclaimed, clasping her hands in yours as you smiled. It felt refreshing to see her face again, and maybe this time you can actually get her to go to the hot springs with you!!

“You do too, tho what’s with the shirt?” She looked around before asking, seeing as the Shinsengumi was already a good distance away to not hear both of you over the waves. Those are the perks of being nestled so close to the sea for the day.

“Oh… nothing really… I’m just unsure with my looks.” You muttered, a weak smile on your face as Koto only frowned. How could someone as cute as you be afraid of their looks??—is what the yellow haired girl thought, watching as you set your stuff up on a lounge chair close to the other members and right next to Koto’s towel.

Sighing, she thought of a way to make you comfortable. She knew you were insecure, and it probably doubled when you sat next to people that have chiseled abs. All this knowledge came from you being comfortable enough to tell her, and she was more than happy with that fact. It made her feel all giddy about the fact you trusted her the most!!

Hell, you can even say she revealed in the glory of knowing all of this instead of the Shinsengumi.

Shaking her head, Koto came back to her senses and ran over to you, getting out her suncream and looking over at you. You were already spread out on your beach chair on your stomach, sunglasses on and shade from the summer umbrella you put up not even a few second ago.

“I turn my back and you’re already resting… welp, can you at least put some suncream on my back?” The yellow haired girl sighed, a smirk playing on her fact as she saw you get up to not only give her some space but to also do what she requested from you.

Sitting down, Koto handed you her suncream, shivering a bit at the cool feeling of said cream, which you only giggled at.

After you were done, Koto turned around, as expected look on her face.

“Everything alright, Koto?” You asked, blinking at her as she only frowned in mild annoyance at your stupidity.

“Let me do you next!!” She hummed, snatching the suncream from you and waiting for you to take off your shirt.

“E-eh?! Absolutely not..! Plus not like I’m gonna get a sun burn on my back” you huffed, wrapping your hands around yourself as the yellow haired girl sighed.

“Come on, [Name]!!”

“No!”

She put her hands on your shirt, tugging a bit. “Yes!”

“Nuh uh!” You refused, your wings gently smacking her hand away whilst Koto got ready to wrestle you. This was the only way to be able to get you to at least gain a little bit of confidence.

“I’ve seen you before!! And you’re good looking under that shirt, so come on!!” She angrily frowned once more, already knowing that your resolve was cracking. Koto knew you like the back of her hand, having seen you in not only your most vulnerable states but also in your most confident and happy ones.

And she wanted this memory to be happy, so she wasn’t giving up!!! She’ll just have to compliment you enough to be able to butter you up to take your shirt off.

“G-good looking…? Koto stop it…!” You mumbled, your cheeks turning red at the compliments she started to give out of nowhere.

“Mhm! In fact, you’re really pretty, I’m sure some guy would 100% ask for your time so you can go on a date! But you’re not gonna get anywhere once you stay wrapped up in that shirt, wallowing about the fact you think you look disgusting!!” She snapped, her voice a little louder as she pumped her fist.

The yellow haired girl wasn’t the best in giving out confidence boosts, but she was trying—and it was surprisingly working.

“F-fine…” you mumbled, slowly taking your shirt off and letting it sit on your beach chair, whist you only looked at yourself, your cheeks a blazing red.

A low whistle came from the beach chair up front, Saito peaking out from it with a big smirk.

“My my… mind if I take you out on a date once this is over, [Name]?” He said, watching you go completely red whilst Koto only glared at him, picking up your shirt—without you even noticing— and throwing it at him.

“That’s the only thing you’re getting from [Name] in a long while, you Sadist!” She yelled, watching the boy only mumbled a curse as he went back to just lying on his beach chair, a cocktail in hand.

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After finally putting on some suncream, you and Koto got up, ready to grab some drinks. You were going to put your shirt back on, but noticing it was gone, you blinked in pure confusion. Where the hell did it go?

“Come on!! Let’s get some lemonade, [Name].” She said, grabbing your hand and already tugging you along to go buy drinks.

“Do the others want something?” You muttered, looking around but only seeing a handful of the others around.

“Tōdō and Nagakura are already buying most of them drinks. Plus Hijikata asked me to buy him whatever I was drinking, so we don’t need to get anything else other than drinks for us.” Koto explained, already leading you towards the bar that was at least a small walk away, both of your arms entangled.

“Got it!” You hummed, a smile on your face. You still felt a bit embarrassed to be walking around, considering there were a few angels littering left and right—their bodies made you frown a bit. But at least Koto was here with you, and she was making sure you were having a good and comfortable time.

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It wasn’t long before you and Koto arrived at the bar, sitting down on those tall bar chairs. The bartender to come over in not even a minute, giving Koto and you a professional smile. You didn’t even notice her since you were distracted with getting sand out of your feathers.

“What can I get for both of you cuties?” She said, her voice teasing as she wiggled her brows at you two. You quickly looked over, giving the woman a gentle smile whilst Koto only giggled, blushing at the nicknames.

“I’d like a strawberry lemonade, please.” You replied, shaking your wings a bit before letting them rest close to you—mostly because you didn’t want anyone to trip on them.

“And I’d like two fresh peach lemonade’s, miss.” Koto added, already taking out her wallet before she felt a hand—undeniably yours—lower it. Looking over, you were asking how much the total was.

“For you two? On the house. Can’t let two beauties pay for some measly old lemonades.” The bartender replied, already going over to making your requests so you two didn’t have to wait in line to get them.

“Hey, Koto!! What beauty is next to you—“ Nagakura’s wife voice boomed, waving his hand to signal both you and Koto to look over.

“[NAME]?!” He spoke, his whole jaw dropping as you shyly waved at him, your cheeks red not only from the compliments of the bartender but also from Nagakura unintentionally… hitting on you? Complimenting you…? You didn’t even know at this point…

“Hi there Nagakura!!” You said, shaking your head to get rid of the whole flustered feeling that was growing on you.

“Nagakura!… wait, wasn’t Tōdō supposed to be with you?” Koto replied, throwing a raised brow whilst thinking about the fact that Nagakura called you a beauty.

In all honesty, you shouldn’t be dating the renowned pervert of Shinsengumi. You deserved someone way better than that.

“He up and left me.” The black haired boy shook his head, going over and sitting down next to you. He had ordered a Rum punch and was waiting for his own order for the others to be done.

“He also left to with paying the tab for everyone, including himself. That asshole—I swear I’m going to kill him one day!” Nagakura grumbled, a permanent frown on his face from the whole ordeal.

“I can pay for your tab if you want me to. I have way too much money on me anyways.” You responded, already taking out your wallet, awaiting for the Shingengumi captain to tell you how much his tab was.

“Absolutely not!!” Both Nagakura and Koto yelled at your words, one shocked that you even thought about that, and the other angry that you’d even think about doing something like that.

“Eh?” You mumbled, looking over at the angry Koto and the flabbergasted expression on Nagakura.

“You aren’t paying the tab of that absolute pervert, [Name]!!” Koto scolded, bonking your head and grabbing your wallet.

“Pervert?!!! Come on!—“

“You’ve lost wallet privileges for the rest of the day—meaning I’ll be paying for your stuff.” Koto slyly said, a smirk in her face.

“W-what?!! Koto, don’t joke around like that! I can pay for my own self you know?” You rambled, trying to grab your wallet back whilst the only evaded your attempts.

“Your drinks are done, cuties.” The bartender said, giving you two your orders with a wink, leaving to serve the other people with a much more annoyed look on her face.

Giving a glare at Koto, you grabbed your drink, your eyes immediately seeing the number that was writing on both yours and Koto’s cups.

“She gave us her number..?” You mumbled, your cheeks turning red as you glanced up at the bartender, seeing that she was already staring at you with a grin. Holy hell, your stomach was doing jumping jacks…!

You completely missed the angry glare Nagakura was giving the woman, sipping on his drink bitterly. How could she hit on you without Koto giving her a judgmental look?? Literally how the hell do you even get that woman’s approval about either hitting on or dating you?!!!

The only one that had the right to do a thing like that is probably Sanosuke, Eisaburou, and Okita a little bit, but mostly Eisaburou and Sanosuke.

He got why Eisaburou was allowed to hit on you—even when the boy never did it because he got way too flustered—but Sanosuke?? SERIOUSLY?? He’s never even seen both of you talking…!

Okay maybe he has, but come on!! It was all so unfair in his eyes…!

“Sir, your order’s ready.” The bartender said, giving him a tray with his drinks with a gentle smile, going back to serving the other people, whilst Nagakura paid and got the tray in hand, looking back at both yours and Koto with a much more relaxed expression.

“Say, what about we head back? The others are probably whining about their drinks not arriving faster.” The black haired boy spoke, getting out of his chair and looking over at both of you.

Both of you looked at each other before getting your stuff and walking over to Nagakura, with you in between the your friends.

“The weather is way too hot these days…” Koto mumbled, sipping on her lemonade whilst you only giggled, stretching your wings as you walked beside the yellow haired girl.

“We can head into the water later if you wanna.” You hummed, a content smile on your lips as you sipped your own drink.

“Won’t your wings get wet?” The girl rose a brow, throwing you a glance as you only shook your head at the thought.

“Eh, the sun can act as my drier. Plus what friend would I be if I left you alone with your husband… god knows what both of you would do in the water-“

“[Name]!” The yellow haired woman screeched, her face a blazing red as you only grinned, Nagakura having to hold his laughter in. Koto already disliked him, it’d be better if she didn’t despise him for the rest of the afterlife they have-which is forever.

“What? I don’t want you two having more babies you know.” You muttered, averting your gaze from her as she hit your shoulder lightly, her face a blazing red.

Nagakura could only watch the bickering between both of you, smiling at the fact you were actually relaxed and not running around in a panic and doing errands for the Shinsengumi.

He knew all of the members could be a bit overwhelming, so seeing you actually having fun was warming his dead heart.

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It wasn’t long before you reached the beach chairs and towels where the Shinsengumi were drying off, having been in the water for a good while.

You were a few feet behind Koto, already feeling the embarrassment climbing up your spine whilst Eisaburou immediately noticed you.

His heart rate picked up at the sight of you, his cheeks turning a light shade of pink as his eyes immediately shot away. He didn’t want you to think of him as a weirdo for checking you out…

Sanosuke had to do a double take. Good golly, was it only him or was it getting hot in here?

Tōdō almost drowned in the shallow water after slipping—how? He was distracted by the sight in front of his eyes.

Mostly everyone got quiet, only Kondo and Genzaburou continued to talk about… since when did they get into football…?

Koto looked over, watching you walk next to her with a smile plastered on your face, trying to shake the embarrassment away.

Saito looked over once more, now finally getting a good look at you—and he could only whistle whilst giving you that same smirk he gave you at first. You’re seriously getting huge Déjà vu from this whole situation.

Sliding next to you the second Koto was called over by Hijikata, Saito wrapped an arm around your hip, tugging you over so you hit thighs as he rested his head on your shoulder.

“Think about that date, would you [Name]…?~ I’d love to see you all dressed up for me you know.” He hummed, his tone a low whisper before getting dragged away from you by his collar by Kondo whilst Okita slid up next to you, already dragging you towards the sand to build a sand castle with you.

“Come on come on!! The castle is waiting for her queen, [Name].” Okita hummed, letting you first put your drink down before following him.

Sitting down in the sand, both of you started building a sand castle whilst the others did who knows what. At one point, Tōdō came along and helped both of you before Hijikata challenged him to see who can do three laps around the coast faster.

It wasn’t long before you and Koto decided to have a dip in the water, tho Saito came in and picked you up by the waist, throwing you into the water with him coming in after you.

“[Name]…?!!!” Koto worriedly yelled, th coldness of the water making her stop from reaching you. Plus as much as Saito was a sadist, he’d know better than to put your life in danger.

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Underneath the water, the white haired male and you were play fighting, the fish that was swimming around looking at both of you weirdly as both of you giggled like idiots. It was fun to be around Saito, no matter how much he pissed you off or flustered you at times.

His arms slid around your waist, one of his hands stroking your wet feathers whilst the other went up-up-up to cradle your head.

To before he could do what he’s always wished to do with you, you pushed his away, your cheeks red from needing to take a breather.

Oh… yeah… You weren’t always known for being the best at holding your breath…—is what he thought, following after you not long after.

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Tho you had to resurface for oxygen, shaking your head to get rid of the hair that was covering your eyes. You threw a thumbs up sign at Koto who only sighed in relief.

“Thank goodness… only the gods know what I’d do to that sadist if he actually did anything to you…” Koto mumbled, feeling like a mother taking care of her child when it came to you.

“You’d probably throw him off a bridge someday if he ever did do something to me.” You giggled, walking over to her and dragging her over to the more deeper parts of the water. Safe to say you both had a lot of fun playing around and splashing once another.

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At one point, Kai and Tōdō held a water fight tournament.

Basically, Kondo and Kai—because they were the most bulkiest and would work for a great base—would hold the competitors on their shoulders and would have them push one other until one of said competitors of them lose their balance and fall in the water.

And you and Koto were to be chosen as the referee’s if things got too violent.

“Okay, since we have uneven numbers, Okita would be placed in the second matches, and whoever wins from Nagakura, Tōdō, Yamanami and Genzaburou would have to fight Okita before going off to the finals.” You mumbled, a clipboard in hand while making the whole scene in there.

Koto watched beside you as you scribbled, the excited little grin on your face as you did so made her smile softly.

Normally you were always stumbling around trying to get your work done… and seeing you this relaxed made her feel better.

“How long until you’re both done?” Eisaburou asked, walking over to you and butting in to see the competition board.

“W-wait, I’m against Hijikata??!! You have to be kidding me [Name]!” The dark brown haired boy suddenly whined, his eyes widening whilst you only laughed. “You love torturing me, don’t you…?”

“Of course I do! Don’t worry, I’ll kiss your boo-boo’s so it gets all better!” You giggle, resting your head on his shoulder as Eisaburou blushed at the thought.

Koto could only stand there with a disapproving look in her eyes, tho she couldn’t say anything since Eisaburou was the samurai you were first assigned to before having to deal with the whole packaged deal, so it’d be better if she just let it go.

“Okay okay, let’s get this party rolling!! And don’t worry Eisaburou, I’m rooting for you all the way, okay?” You hummed, suddenly getting up whilst said boy stumbled a bit, getting up on his feet in no time at your words.

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And now, the first round between Hijikata and Eisaburou was on.

It was actually a tight clash, both of them shoving once another and trying hard to make one of them fall. Tho in the end Eisaburou was the one that fell.

He was disheartened at the defeat, but it quickly disappeared once you came along and kissed his cheek outside of the gazes of the others, whispering that he did well on his part.

The boy was left to rest on his beach chair, his face a blooming red whilst you only went back to the others where the next match was beginning.

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Next up was Saito versus Sanosuke, both of them glaring at one another before you blew the whistle and both of them immediately started pushing one another. It was actually kind of hard to track them since Kai and Kondo were standout at the fact the two dudes were literally clashing as if this were a sword fight.

Tho unsurprisingly Saito won, Sanosuke leaving the water a sulking mess and sitting down on his beach chair with a frown.

Koto immediately saw this as a chance to get both of you close, shoving you over to make you compliment the black haired boy on his skills.

“Sano, you did really well.” You mumbled, patting his head a few times with that same cheery smile you always had on when you were with Sanosuke.

He only hummed, watching you go back to the competition. With you now way out of sight, he sighed, his cheeks a warm pink as hearts flew above him. Safe to say he was whipped…

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Now, it was Tōdō versus Nagakura. And the whole fight was a comedic relief from Sanosuke and Saito.

At first, Kai was carrying Tōdō, and whilst getting into the water, they fell at least twice, whilst the others just watched, giggling amongst themselves.

After the fight started, they started shoving each other, Kai accidentally slipped on a rock and they both almost choked trying to get up. You had to literally call a time out so they can regain their dignity and confidence.

And the match re-started. Tho safe to say Nagakura won that one with Tōdō leaving a sulking mess underneath his towel. You had to cheer him up with a promise to buy him ice cream after the whole competition was over.

And you had to give him a kiss on the cheek to stop sulking—tho he was already in a much better attitude the second you came over to him. He was just milking your attention and wallet.

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And now, the forth round begins—

“Wait, where’s Genzaburou…?” You muttered, looking around with dotted eyes. Said man was on his beach chair, already on his fifth cocktail…

“He’s drunk, isn’t he…?” Koto muttered, shaking her head in disbelief as you only sighed, grabbing Yamanami’s wrist and hauling it up.

“Yamanami is the winner of this round my default! Now on with the next one!”

The green haired boy only nodded, noting the fact your hands were still as soft as always, and your cheery personality was once again showing.

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Ah… now it was Hijikata versus Saito… oh good lord you were praying to your creator to let this whole match be normal..

And it was everything but normal.

They were already throwing death glares at one another with those scary grins on their faces, whilst Kondo and Kai sweat dropped. Kondo would normally scold them, but he didn’t want to disturb the enthralling atmosphere.

And, once you blew the whistle (aka a shell you found to be said whistle), they were at each other’s throats.

Hair pulling, shoving one another’s face, wiggling so much that their support beams (Kondo and Kai) almost fell. It was a sight.

And somehow, Hijikata won… it left you flabbergasted and Saito a frustrated mess.

Walking over to the grumbling white haired samurai, you patted his shoulder. “You’ll get him next time, Saito. Dont beat yourself up over it okay?”

The next thing you knew you were wrapped in his arms, his teeth nibbling on your shoulder as he continued to curse Hijikata out.

“Eh??? Saito I’m not your damn chew toy, now let go!!” You yelled, shoving his face away. He only huffed, letting you go whilst you looked at your shoulder, bite marks on it. Thank god it was only that.

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Walking back over, you let the next round commence—Aka Yamanami versus Nagakura.

Tho you were a bit distracted this round, considering some guy continued to stare at you—and you noticed, you just didn’t say anything.

“…me]…? [Name]!” The girl next to you yelled, making you snap out of your thoughts and look over to her with a raised brow.

“Y-yeah? Sorry, I was a bit distracted.” You mumbled, your cheeks pink from embarrassment as Koto only sighed, waving over to see the fight.

Yamanami was in the water with a completely annoyed expression, whilst Nagakura stood atop Kai’s shoulders, a winning grin in his face.

“I won!!—“

“You’ll still need to go against Okita if you want to fight against Hijikata.” You hummed with dotted eyes, going over to call said man whilst Nagakura only stood there with his jaw on the sea floor. Yeah, he was done for.

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Next match, Nagakura versus Okita.

Safe to say Okita won with little to no struggle, considering he had a healthy enough body to withstand Onigo’s full presence. And a duo of those two was like swimming up to deaths door in a floaty.

Nagakura left with a sore back from hitting the water too hard and a bump on his head. You gave the clipboard to Koto and told her to carry out the next water fight between Hijikata and Okita whilst you went over to put some soothing cream on the boy that won third place.

Whilst going over to your beach chair, the same man that was staring at you earlier went over to you, leaning on your chair whilst you were searching through your bag for that cream.

“Hey there, sweetheart… say, how about you and I grab a drink—I’ll pay.” He hummed, eyeing you up and down whilst you completely froze, feeling a shiver run down your back as your feathers fluffed up in defence—aka fly away.

“S-sorry, sir… I’m not interested..” you mumbled, your voice low as you looked over at the man. He was good looking, that was for sure, but he was creepy… like extra super creepy looking.

“Come on, don’t be like that. You’ll only make me want you even more.” The boy whistled, walking over to you whilst you immediately shot up, your hands twitching in fear.

You took a step back, he took a step forward. It made your heart rate spike up.

“P-please leave me alone, sir. I’m not interested…”

“Come on, doll, you know you wa-“ he couldn’t even complete his sentence before a wooden nichirin sword hit him square in the head, knocking him unconscious.

“Bullseye!”

“Great job Okita”

“Mhm”

“I probably could’ve done better.”

“What an ass.” You heard Saito’s voice grumble, whilst you felt an arm wrap around you, pulling you into a side hug.

“You alright, [Name]?” Koto murmured, her voice low as you only sighed a breath of relief.

“I keep freezing up in situations like these…” you muttered, resting your head on Koto’s shoulder whilst your wings relaxed.

“It’s fine. Tho we seriously need to start training you to fight against people like this… what if we’re not here to protect you next timeee!!” Koto frowned, cradling you in her hold as if you were her child.

“Who won?” You asked, casting a side glance at the yellow haired woman whilst she only nodded at the shortest person in the group.

“Okita did. Hijikata was knocked down and almost fell unconscious.” Koto replied, whilst you looked over at Hijikata and tried not to giggle. He had a black eye and looked as if he’d gone through hell.

“I thought they were only shoving themselves?”

“Well someone wasn’t happy you weren’t watchi—

“[Name], [Name]!! What’s the prize for winning?!” Koto was rudely interrupted by Okita as he stopped right next to you, looking right at you. He was happy you were almost the same height—you were just possibly a few centimetres taller. Tho his hair did help with his height.

“I haven’t planned that out yet… but you still need to go up against Hijikata if you want to win first place.” you muttered, thinking about what sort of reward you could give the winner.

“How about a picnic with you? All alone, just both of us!” The boy happily hummed, completely ignoring the fact he still has to fight Hijikata if he wanted to be graced by your gift, swaying from side to side whilst you only nodded.

And unbeknownst to you Okita was talking about a date.

“What?! No, I’m not allowing it!” Eisaburou suddenly said, wrapping his hand around your wrist with a flabbergasted expression on his face, whilst Okita only grabbed your other hand and tugged.

“I think what you meant to say was ‘yes’ , Eisaburou!”

“I’m putting my foot down and saying no! It’s either no date or all of us coming to hang out!” he grumbled, tugging you towards him whilst you only sighed. Here we go again…

“Guys, I need to bring some soothing cream to Nagakura… so please let me go…” you mumbled, tugging at your own wrists—and they immediately let go, watching as you searched through your bag and took out said cream, your steps fading away as Okita suddenly dropped to his knees.

He wanted that damn date so bad! Why wouldn’t Eisaburou just let him!!! He’s acting as if it’s most of the Shinsengumi that has you or it’s no one…! It wasn’t fair!

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It wasn’t long before you waved your friends goodbye—

And before you ask, Okita didn’t feel like fighting Hijikata for whatever reason, so by default the taller boy was the winner.

You wanted to get home quicker and finally sleep since you were surprisingly tired… maybe you spent way too much time having fun and exhausted all of your strength that was left.

The day car and went, and before you knew it you were walking home alone, finally dried off and feeling a lot more better about yourself. What was meant to be a day that you would’ve probably spent it wrapped up under blankets just overthinking about your body was turned into a day that was filled with laughter and fun.

The Shinsengumi were good friends—even with their weirdness and the fact they exhausted you most of the time, and not to mention Koto was an amazing person for making you feel a lot more comfortable in your skin than you were before. Tho you wondered what happened to that man that was hitting on you earlier…

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“Make sure to pack him underneath the sand real nice, Saito!!” Okita hummed, sparing swords with Hijikata on the back as the sun set beneath the horizon.

Said white haired boy only hummed, hitting the man on the head with a shovel to get his own hidden frustration down. At least Hijikata won a date with his wife, whilst he still had to fight all these other men for your hand— it wasn’t fair!!

He threw the shovel away, looking down at the man with a scary grin.

Said man was buried with only his head sticking out near the waves. Every time a wave hit, his head was dragged underneath the water.

“If you even feel like you’re good enough for [Name], think again you brainless maggot…”

Those were the last words the buried man heard before his head was engulfed by a wave.

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That was it…! Hope yall liked it…. Also it isn’t proofread, I don’t have time to do that these days💔💔 plus there’s a chance I missed some TW, and I’m super sorry if I did that (T_T) I feel like I was rushing through most of the stuff and only showed the Shinsengumi only liking the reader because of their actions instead of their personality… (ಥ﹏ಥ)—BUT I TRIED MY BEST!! Okay, anyways, BYEEEE