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Otogiri and Niou kissing.

— Hey, Nakamura, look!

I got an update from my surgeon today. I have tried everything- my insurance denied me so i asked if i could have a long-term payment plan. they will not let me set up a payment plan like that because my surgery is “cosmetic”. i don’t know what else to do at this point.

It feels really upsetting to me that i feel like i’ve been forced into a situation where my only option is to cry and beg everyone. My transition should not be traumatizing. My transition shouldn’t be an uphill battle. I should not end every appointment, checkup, and visit feeling less certain about my future.

Enough venting. or well, i guess that all is just context.

You can donate to my gofundme down below. every dollar will go to the surgery itself, or my care and recovery afterwards. My surgery is in about 6 months, I would appreciate if i could get as much help as possible.

And of course, I do still also have commissions open, should you want to recieve something in exchange for your money. which is understandable.

together

an eater

i need her