Your paracetamol smile

I will forever be grateful for how you taught me to write by letting me find all the words myself.     27/04/19

There had been the point where my heart had whispered maybe your love is the only thing able to save him so i held on to you, imagining that loosing my feelings for you would mean to loose your last hope how naive i had been to think that i would be the only one able to love you to think that it would be my task to save you so when you said i met someone. i never thought that i would find someone like her. i felt free. i just hope that she loves you. i just hope that she mends your wounds the way i never could. you deserve it so much.                                                                                          17/04/19

The confusion i felt in the weeks after our night of truth it had been my body unsure of how to burn without the warmth of my feelings for you my mind unsure of how to keep me awake at night without thinking about you my hand unsure of what to write poetry about if not your eyes it had been the last gasp of my love before the fire flickered and went out in a mere heartbeat because it had been burning for too long without new fuel                                                                   23/04/19

You smiled and i surrendered. -I tried so often to close this book but the wind blew through the pages and made them whisper so seductively and auspiciously that i never managed to close our story all the way.                         26/01/19

I watch the back of your head. Your dark locks, your bronze neck. And I don´t feel anything. Nothing at all, and i think it´s over, maybe something changed and i lost my feelings. Because looking at you, hearing your voice or even seeing you smile, doesn´t make me feel this fire anymore. And then you turn around, i feel your gaze reaching out for me over our distance and then our eyes meet, and my insides ignite and start to blaze so fiercely it hurts.  -falling into your eyes every damn time           07/02/19

You ask me why someone in this world would be able to fall in love with you and all I want to whisper into this dark and tender night is ´because when you smile the first thing i see is the sun but in your eyes i can find the whole depth of the universe, with all its darkness and every single one of its stars´.                 23/01/19