Things that I can’t explain that involved the Gods and My Guides:
(This will be long as I will add to them) this have been on my mind and it is 1:50am they’re all I can think about, plus my brain won’t shut up about them
Once I was doing something for Aphrodite I can’t remember exactly what but I went to sleep and had a dream about a peacock showing up in my neighborhood and approaching my house and leaving a feather as it left once I came out to look at it.
I can’t sing for the life of me but I felt the warmth of Apollo arms on my arms (like a behind hug idk) and suddenly I was able to match pitch to the songs as I clean my depression room. Didn’t last long but it was comforting but also sooooo random
The other day I was driving and a fly was on my review mirror for a little while, then I took a shower and saw two little spiders, and I felt like I was dying most of the day because I had the worst cramp (tmi but it felt like someone took a knife as was cutting me up at my uterus)
Not an event/moment but it going to be a year since I first felt/acknowledge Hades in my life and I swear all I want to do is curl up in a pile of blankets and just fall into the hole that is the world but also want to look back at my growth *shrugs*
I was washing a dish and I saw a glimpse of a bird landing on the fences outside the window and it was so BIG like a hawk or something close to it. The moment didn’t last long and I haven’t seen it since. I just it was bigger than the small birds we have in my neighborhood (blue jays, red birds, and other little birds)
Hopefully I can sleep now but also I can’t wait to see how this grows time now is 2:11am please can I sleep now
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