met some ffxiv streamers that I watch regularly at fanfest and I’m still embarrassed about (ironically) how shy and embarrassed I was
like, they’re just people. I know I’m pretty socially anxious, but it was kinda parasocial of me to get so nervous and I hate it I hate it I hate it, I hope they weren’t uncomfortable
update: messaged in one of their twitch chats and she was like ‘hey, you’re fine no worries :)’ so I think we’re good, phew














