schizophrenic, DID system , ADHD , POTS, half-blind
⚠️ ! BLOG CONTAINS MEDICAL + MORBID THEMES ! ⚠️
(extra info + tag list under the cut)
hey i'm 17 this is my blog space
this is a blog mainly for logging my experiences as a schizophrenic nonhuman. being an reanimated lab experiment is a huge core part of my identity and its who i am. i regularly talk about my experiences with cotard's delusion and clinical lycanthropy/zoanthropy (as well as others) as a creature living in constant psychosis.
i experience object sentience and talk about that here: @graveyardhoarde
i also am the host of a DID system nicknamed arcadia. sometimes it won't be me posting, so we tag each post with the alter posting it to avoid confusion.
anywayz thanks for reading! feel free to send asks or DMs, i'm always down to chat!
here's what i look like! art by me:
TAG LIST
17.txt: 17′s post sign off
scientist.txt: dimitri’s post sign off
[alter’s name].txt: any other alter will now sign their name.txt
arcadia.txt: posts about our system in general
my art
rotting roadkill: posts about cotard’s delusion
coyothropy: posts about clinical lycanthropy (coyote style)
schizoxperiment: posts about being a schizophrenic experiment
creepy crawlings: posts about bugs
bad luck: vent posts
any triggering content will be tagged as # [thing] (ex: #paranoia)
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i think it was kind of a major failing to frame the self diagnosis issue around whether it's "valid" or not rather than the fact that unless an official diagnosis is necessary for you to access actually beneficial pharmaceuticals/treatment, accomodations or disability benefits, you should actively avoid on-paper diagnosis for your basic safety and access to care
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[Image description: Grayscale drawing of a cat-like creature with wings and a long serpentine tail looking at a TV screen in the darkness. Text reads "I saw the TV glow when I was only a pup." There is a second panel focusing in on the creature's face and more text that reads "I don't think it was a color humans can see." End description.]
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