“RPF is Fine” - Martyn

There are dark jakey forces at work in this world

i kinda hate ethubs

he did this AFTER he was on a call with Etho where etho was helping him with his gear troubles. and he repeated the thing etho said but made it sound way meaner by omitting the context and follow up.

stole some guy's dog and drove off but then i realized i didnt even want this thing so i threw it out the window and it shattered like a vase

taking off a mask to reveal what lies beneath as a romantic gesture is overdone, and besides i want to see the romantic or even platonic potential of protecting someone's identity beneath the mask, without any expectation of ever being allowed to see what's under it. picking it up and holding it gently to their face when it's knocked off and they're in danger of being exposed, without trying to catch a glimpse of what they "really" look like under there. throwing yourself in front of them to hide them from view while they put themselves back together without taking advantage or looking back to see what you're protecting. learning to read them by body language, tone of voice, and behaviour so well that you never need to see their face to feel like you know and understand them.

and needless to say. the mask stays on during sex.

like objectively etho is straight up mean a lot of times, bdubs just likes it. but he's also prone to like. when the end rod shaming starts he says how can i shame bdubs everything he touches turns to gold! and so he shames him on empty interiors, things he hasn't done. which is so shades of it's perfect you're etho and menacing the crastle but immediately cutting in i don't want bdubs to die as he leaves and so on. they both got so delicate with each other after s7 started and it makes me sick

"they should be in a healthy relationship with good communication" they should be obsessive freaks who stalk each other and have zero boundaries

mcyt is such a funny fandom because some of you genuinely don't think about the characters and it's crazy

mcyt fans will be like yeah my favorite ship is the smart, nerdy twink and the big friendly hunk and all the other characters are supporting roles haha. and then you look at the characters and it's a genuinely intriguing look at manipulation and guilt and how it can lead people to dark, desperate places. and also the hunk is literally physically disabled but no one wants to talk about that because it's hard to draw yaoi fanart that incorporates a wheelchair

Ethos penguin phase...

every few days i want to make a 'you like "him" because the ways "he" fails to perform masculinity limit "his" access to patriarchal power enabling you to better imagine yourself as having power over "him" partially by misogynizing "him", i like her because i think she should be on estrogen' joke about another fictional character and i hold myself back because fictional character fans are scary.

hey why did my sniffing cats get flagged as mature content?? hello????

hello male protagonist. your clone is a girl but dont worry about it

fool me once, kill yourself. fool me twice, kill myself. fool me thrice kill scott smajor. or something like that