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decided to be vulnerable with someone today. never doing that again

Sometimes I wish I could go back to when I was skinny

Born to understand but never to be understood.

i feel like i’m being watched and lied to 24/7 and it’s fucking exhausting.

“Mental health matters” until shizospec/cluster a/delusional people talk about what they experience and suddenly we are crazy

i don’t fucking know how to communicate that i’m feeling neglected and unloved and like i’m the second favorite. like how do you say that without wanting to fucking die.

sometimes all you need is someone to call you pretty and hug you. oh and be sickeningly obsessed with you

Thanks for hanging out with me! Was I cool? did you like me? What do you think of me in detail? Do you hate me?

are people aware i have serious abandonment issues or

Every time I let someone know me I regret it

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds