welcome to the danger zone

when you like a beautiful mutual's selfie and you feel like the sewer witch touching them with your gross long finger

really oxidized coin fell out of my wallet and I said out loud to the cashier “oh no, my yucky penny”

Surely THIS time when I get reassurance it will fix me and I will never need validation again!

i must not get takeout. takeout is the wallet-killer. takeout is the little-death that brings total obliteration. i will face the kitchen, fridge, and pantry. i will make choices about what to cook and then execute them. when hunger is gone there will be nothing. only i will remain.

Yup im just another homo loser with no hope for future i guess i should just wash my ass all day,like a stupid fuck

*through gritted teeth* the world is GOOD. people are kind. Humans are NOT inherently selfish. you will make it through this year. recovery is possible. people you don't know yet will love you. You are going to do things you can't even imagine right now. You are going to read a rlly good book. You are going to eat some rlly good food. You are going to experience joy again. Things can get better. Situations can change. You can choose to be kinder. The world can change for the better.

briefly taking my phone out at work and looking at images of my favourite character like im a soldier in the trenches looking at a picture of their loved one back home

inshallah he will be drank