Hi everyone, my name Isa (fake name) I been trying to shift since June 2022 when I saw a titkok of a kpop shifter experience. Ever since then I been in my shifting journey. I will be posting shifting content so please if you are anti shifter or minor please dni. Its will just be uncomfortable for both of us. I am not here to talk about anything else besides shifting. Im also in my 20s and Latina. Anyways, enjoy

Master List:

⋆˚࿔ ☕︎ ⟡ ݁₊ ˎˊ˗ ☕︎ ⋆˚࿔ ☕︎ ⟡ ݁₊ ˎˊ˗ ⋆˚࿔ ☕︎ ⟡ ݁₊ ˎˊ˗ ☕︎ ⋆˚࿔ ☕︎ ⟡ ⋆˚࿔

⋆˚࿔ ☕︎ ⟡ ݁₊ ˎˊ˗ ☕︎ ⋆˚࿔ ☕︎ ⟡ ݁₊ ˎˊ˗ ⋆˚࿔ ☕︎ ⟡ ݁₊ ˎˊ˗ ☕︎ ⋆˚࿔ ☕︎ ⟡ ⋆˚࿔

I end up doing some journaling and realize I’m just scared to live in my drs. But I’m given permission to move forward with my shifting journey. Like damn I wonder how many shifters haven’t shifted because of fear, anxiety, and thinking you have to “work so hard” to shift.

I cant wait to go to my small town fall theme dr. Where the coffee shops establishments looked like this. We use to be WHIMSTICALLLLLLLL. What happened to us?!

Sooo I been feeling extra guilty lately, I know many of you might not believe in God. But I do. I believe there is god, faith, angels, and all that. There is a peace in me to believe. I wouldn't consider myself deeply into one religion more like I just believe, you know???? Anyways, lately I been feeling guilty that shifting is a sin. I know before you say anything. I understand why people say it isn't but I just cant help it. I keep hearing in my head that I shouldn't shift, maybe I'm too obsessed with it. In some form I want to take it as me needing a break. But its hard, I been wanting this since 2022 and now I'm in this weird spot where I think God saying I shouldn't ???? I feel it but it feels off. I cant explain it, its like a pang in my chest when asking both, yes or no. Should I shift or should I quit? Yet I come down to both answers? Maybe its a way to tell me to rest. I have asked and that's what I got. I haven't been focusing on my CR even if its all bad right now. I shouldn't say that when everyone is trying. I been slacking and keep fantasying about my DRs everyday since I found out about shifting. I now understand why people always said not to put shifting in a pedestal. I use to say it, maybe I was in denial because I was doing it also. But I couldnt help it, having so much free time now. It became an addicting hobby. I gave up in this life, yes with everyone around us its bad. But I should at least do my best with it. I should try. I was just wondering if anyone been in my position before, believing in shifting and feeling like your sinning. I decided now to give myself two weeks to not try to shift at all. Let my brain rest for a bit.

I fear with my post you can see I have various issues with my relationship to shift and just talking about it can be exhausting. I hope I dont discourage anyone with my post. But I hope to some degree my own hesitations and struggles can help confirm some people that its not easy for everyone. These days I struggled a lot with shifting and placed shifting in the "imagination" category. The affirmations "I can shift", "I will shift", "I am a shifting master", etc. Have actually exhaust me like no other. I believe I try, though I feel like I dont. It has become a major burden for me. Each day being here things get worst and the more I panic to shift. I get some might be annoyed and are point where "Shifting is easy" comes to mind. I cant relate. Shifting has felt very fake to me even if I know its real. I have experience things that made me believe in it beyond some trend. I want to stop daydreaming about the subject and just do it. I think there is also a unhealthy obsession and forcedness I constantly place myself in. Even with my realities I look at them and think "These are too soft". Which makes no sense and realize its a trauma response. I feel the need to make my realities some what tough for me in order for me to connect with them. I hate that. I know ill make it one day, me giving up isnt an option and if your reading this I hope you dont give up either.