hi guys. it's been a while, huh?

honestly, i dont know if i was ever planning on coming back. i was in a bad spot when i went on hiatus. i was halfway in the grave mentally, and i had the mindset of "nothing ever works out for me, so why try anymore?" i was tired and sick of being disappointed, so i did what i always do: i quit as a defense mechanism.

but, today, i was hanging out with my best friend, when suddenly she said-

"god, i need to start manifesting. ur always getting what you want."

she had no idea that id stopped trying. that id given up. she just looked at my life, and saw a success story where i saw repeated failures.

so, let me tell you what i manifested in the last month, once i stopped actively trying to get anything.

- my own apartment for 500 a month with utilities included

- free furniture

- a good, reliable schedule at work

- my bank account never being below 500$

- constantly finding deals and coupons for stuff i want

- my z flip 6

- a haircut that always looks good on me

- 5 pounds of weight loss

- freedom

- a cat that's so amazingly sweet, well behaved, and extremely affectionate.

i didn't do anything for any of this.

seriously. i stopped doing everything id been doing when i went on hiatus. i stopped listening to subliminals, i stopped affirming, i stopped trying to shift, i stopped reading loa stuff online, i stopped EVERYTHING.