mistah walk-down-me-i’m-a-walkway

older women’s anxiety is RUINING MY LIFE like ladies please GO TO THERAPY

why the FUCK are graham crackers so good

never underestimate the power of OCD. for instance, I woke up in the middle of the night with a tummy ache and within 15 seconds of awakening my stupid stupid theme started flaring up real bad. it does this from the moment I open my eyes to the moment I fall asleep. sleep is my only respite and yet sometimes I even dream about the theme. there is no escape. only desperately white-knuckling my way through episode after episode as my brain crumbles away a bit more each time

you ever have constant anxiety so bad that you get attacked by IBS and GERD at the same time bc lemme tell you I would take death sooner than continuing to suffer on this porcelain throne wondering which end it’s gonna come out of next lmfao

why is the PANIC ATTACK MEDICINE in the DIFFICULT TO OPEN BLISTER PACKAGE. my hands are SHAKING FROM PANIC and also I am WEARING $9 PRESS-ONS do you really think I can SHOVE MY THUMBNAIL in that LITTLE SILVER FLAP while I’m HAVING A PANIC ATTACK???? the jabronis at *checks trash* Alembic Pharmaceuticals Inc should COUNT THEIR DAYS for their ANNOYING PRODUCT DESIGN (once I get over all the panic attacks, that is)

fucking infuriating to Google things like “what is group therapy like” and “I am afraid to go to group therapy” and “anxious to start group therapy patient edition” and all the top results are THERAPISTS bitching about how they don’t like RUNNING group therapy sessions like I am sorry Google but that is extremely extremely unhelpful here! It is not very soothing to read that the professionals are also scared!!!

LMAO I woke up thinking “man I’m doing so good at sleeping tonight like I bet I actually slept all the way through to morning” and I looked at the time at it was midnight

I am god’s strongest soldier (I don’t post every single time I want to kms even though I REALLY WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW I WANT TO KMS bc I know it would be rude and annoying and put a damper on everyone’s day and also probably make people text me which I don’t want and also bc I’m not actually gonna do it I just really really REALLY want to lol)

got hit by a massive ocd trigger last night and I am straight up not having a good time right now bro

is there a hyperspecific German word for the tragedy of never getting to have the adulthood you idolized as a child? I’m not talking about like, “I wanted to be an astronaut but never made it,” I’m talking more like, I was a kid in 2004 looking up at super cool grown-ups living grown-up lives in 2004, but I’m a grown-up living my grown-up life in 2024, and 2024 is a very different world than 2004 was, so my life is very different than what I imagined adulthood would be like. I think that there’s something strangely painful about it. I think everyone in the world probably experiences it at some point. nobody gets to be the adults that they grew up watching. and it’s not exactly that it’s a bad thing—in a lot of cases it’s probably a good thing. it’s just weirdly sad sometimes.

truly, one of the most depressing parts of the October-January stretch is the inescapable and incessant christmas music everywhere you go. instantly makes my mood worse. LAY OFF THE HORNS AND JINGLE BELLS IT IS 8 O’CLOCK IN THE MORNING AND I AM TRYING TO BUY SULTANAS AND VITAMIN B12