A Kingdom Or This

i added 158 words to my doc, woo!!!!

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yeah 😭 what i have of it so far doesn't quite feel right. i've got a lot of thoughts about Declan experiencing cabeswater, just in general, esp for the first time, but including too many of those thoughts here makes the fic feel....improperly weighted?? too focused on Ronan for a fic that is, ultimately, not about him but about Aurora. so i maaaaay have to start this one over from scratch, maybe, or at least rework what i have to see if i can shift that focus back to where it's supposed to be before i can manage to make any progress on it

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a smutty exploration of some thoughts i have about Hennessy being either genderfluid or bigender but repressed about it. Hennessy who dreams a clone of herself, the her she should be, the perfect idealized version of herself. Jordan as Hennessy, except firmly and confidently a and consistently woman. Jordan as Hennessy, except with a dick. Hennessy, obsessed both with Jordan's womanhood, which she won't admit that she doubts in herself, and with Jordan's dick, which she won't admit she covets for herself.

so the fic itself is drunk Hennessy climbing into bed with Jordan and bugging Jordan into letting her touch her dick, the implication being that this happens all the time and Jordan knows damn well it doesn't actually have anything to do with her 😂 like yeah yeah, be quick about it, i wanna go back to sleep, while Hennessy jerks her off panting and moaning and thinking about how, really, that dick is as much hers as it is Jordan's if you think about it, nOT THAT THAT MEANS ANYTHING

very normal fic that i'm definitely gonna finish at some point

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@minalover ghost tagged the entire dash so i'm hopping on it weeee

questions:

🌾 - what makes this fic grow? What do you need to make it grow?

🐄 - what trope do you feel like you're milking in this particular fic?

⏳ - spend some time on the fic, this could be editing, or writing, or making a mood board or social media post

🔏 - have you experienced writer's block on this fic? Is it over or are you still trying to unlock it?

🚜 - write something completely unrelated to any of the WIPs but related to the emoji the tractor dropped off.

💩 - what do you like least about this WIP?

❓ - what even is this? Tell me about it

the wips:

🫢 - declan csa There Is A Part I Can't Tell

🥺 - mattlan dubcon

🙏🏻 - decro And In The Telling

🚇 - mattlan subway

🧎🏻‍♂️ - what you earn 2?

🩲 - hennecest gender fuckery

🚼 - declansey abortion

🌹 - declora cabeswater

🐝 - declan & seondeok