progress not perfection is the only way to go

Thank you so much 💖

But somehow this is the place to go to when there is no place else.

I've had an headache for 36 days.

I wake up with the pain and most times I go to bed with it. I am really exhausted. I don't know how many pills I've taken. It must have been a lot.

Yesterday was one of the worst days. For a while I thought I was gonna die. That my head would just explode.

I need to study. I have exams in 3 weeks. 2 actually. I'm terrified. I know I could be so much better if I just wasnt in so much PAIN.

On top of that, my grandma is dying. She really is. It's terrible to see her like that. It's terrible not to be able to ease her suffering.

So yeah.

Cancer sucks. Chronic pain sucks.

I miss my therapist. Fuck.

I have been feeling so good a few weeks ago. Then came the pain.

I still havent had a chance to speak to my new therapist.

I don't want her anyway.