I'm talking about my poop again on my blog but I took one single normal ass dump for the whole day today and it has been so many months since that happened to me. I keep waiting to feel that unpleasant post-shit feeling where it's like all crampy or whatever and you just feel slimy but it's not there I just feel fine. and I've just been eating normal I even had a milkshake with dinner and a lot of the time I regret those instantly and maybe I will tomorrow but I'm actually fine tonight. and the dry eye has gotten a lot better and I managed a mid-week shower last week and I brushed my teeth today and ive been smoking less. the apathy is starting to slough off of me. I love medication I love being on pills and injections that can change the way my brain and body work so that I can feel like a person.






















