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DOES ANYONE KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT I FEEL LIKE IM GOING INSANE.

this is what i sent

But I see this:

[id: tags saying "wait wait i wanna know where they plan on using their full name, why'd you cut it off"]

First of all, he set out to find him and jUST THAT SCENE ALRIGHT :

THIS FUCKING SCENE, after HOURS of waiting and walking restlessly up and down and worrying and craving aND FUCKING MISSING HIM like eVEN RAOUL said he never saw him so worried and angry nOW WHAT DOES THAT TELL YOU he gets there, and, he just hugs him, he just hold him against him, because he is so glad that he is back, and I just, I am in tears, because at the end of the day that pet bullshit half of it is only a disguise to keep him close because he fucking loves him and oh my god

tHEN NEXT :

We sincerely need to talk about this, first of all does Iason gives a flying fuck about Guy ? Nope, not a single fuck is given for that guy (…), he just broke his fucking arm so hardcore the motherfucker passed out and he was gonna leave him there cause he doesn’t give a shit, and also, we need to say it Iason is a two meters tall figure of power and authority and he’s packed tons of awe and fear and respect from head to toe and right down to his fucking pants (sorry), but just because Riki implores him, he is able to bend him to his will solely because he’s being asked that one favor of saving Guy, Iason does it, he fucking goes back in there and carries Guy’s body back out to Riki’s demand. He doesn’t care about Guy, he’s just doing it for Riki. (-sounds of me wailing and crying in the background-)

(also can we just talk about how Riki just asks him that ? Like you wouldn’t normally ask favors from a Blondie -well he’s Riki anyway but yeah-, he just got closer to him and put his hands on his shoulders and pleaded him to save Guy, and I don’t know to me it just shows how intimate their relationship have grown in a way. (-lays on the fucking floor-)

Alright so now they’re walking and all, lil detail :

Iason slightly turning his head around to make sure Riki’s following, to make sure he can keep up with his pace. 

Now third point, THE SCENE WHERE AI NO KUSABI DRASTICALLY GOES UP LEVEL 455415 OF ANGST :

EVERYTHING IS EXPLODING AND FALLING AND 

Mr Mink’s got his priority set straight.

NOW EVERYTHING’S COLLAPSING AROUND THEM And there’s Riki that’s so confused and weak but then there’s Iason he knows he fucking knows he knows he has to save Riki at this point they’re between life and death and he knows he grasps this he only has one priority in mind and I don’t know it’s like it seems so important to him right at this instant I think that he doesn’t even care about himself anymore he just wants to save him he just wants Riki to live.

Look at his frown, look at how he’s clenching his teeth, look at how he’s running to get Riki to safety, look at his determination.

and then 

Dramatic and emotional close up

CONSLUSION OF THIS : IASON FUCKING LOST HIS LEGS FOR RIKI, I actually believe that he was ready for anything to save Riki I don’t know it kind of feels to me like all these months after Riki returned to Tanagura all those feelings have built up and up to come to this one single scene where the whole plot would be completed and where we could see what Iason’s really feeling and what he’s really all about and holy shit I don’t know how to explain but it’s killing me.

Also bonus, because every second of this entire scene matters and that I need to talk about something else :

Look at that, just look at that. He knows he’s doomed, it’s over for him, and he knows it, previously he was all about saving Riki, and he still is, but I think that now he has taken himself out of the equation, he’s not even about getting him back he just knows that’s over he just wants him out there alive aND HAPPY, I don’t know to me it feels like in a few second he got the fact that it was over for him and him with Riki and that he made his peace for it, and I think that if he was able to do so that quickly (if obviously I’m right), is just because once again, hE JUST LOVES RIKI SO MUCH GOD I AM GONE I AM OUT OF HERE I AM DEAD. He just inquire if Riki can carry out and get out of here and live and he tells him to just Go, and I just. It’s like he gives him his benediction of something. I think I’m gonna stop there for this scene cause I can’t find my word and I’m pretty much wailing at this point.

Bonus of the bonus :

As Riki leaves his field of vision, he just… peacefully closes his eyes. It does feel like he’s ready to die.

*eternally crying and wailing*

(after that we can obviously talk about how when Riki comes back, he says his name in surprise because he had not planned this at all, and then he just, SMILES, because he’s so happy that Riki is back).

Also one last bonus thingy :

Riki’s reactions. (◡‿◡✿) I’m actually convinced he felt all of that I’ve been dying over since the beginning of this post. He’s crying. Seriously, he’s crying.

(God his reactions to Iason fascinates me so much haaaaaaa)

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