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stats:

height: 5'2

sw: 135 lbs

cw: 85 lbs

lw: 75 lbs

ugw: 75lbs?

bmi: 15.5

about: ive had ts forever, been in and out of treatment for years, finally moved out tho and mostly safe. used to be super locked in obvs but i wanna be more muscular and less like.... b0n3sp0 so im kind of working on j maintaining for the most part rn. any questions or anything lmk!

other than this bs disease im super into music, i love shows and partying and raves nand all that stuff. never locked in enough on my screenager grind to be active on here lolol

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does it get better?

does the ocean have waves do the stars shine do birds fly do fruits ripen do flowers bloom do cats meow does tyler create

molochniychai

does any1 know where i can order w| p1ll$ ? Trying to find smth better than 🧊 lmaoooo

#no food #disordered eating mention #i hate food #no eating #a4a cult #diet coke nation #rexiia

why was barbie lowk cooking

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mfw my bf compliments my hip bones

mfw my bf tells me i have the build of a ballerina

mfw my bf tells me i shouldnt get any skinnier

all completely unprompted

i might be winning🥹🥹

#disordered eating mention #no food #i hate food #no eating #cassie ainsworth #diet coke nation #ana summer #a4a cult #⭐️ vent motiv #rexiia

b1ng3d again but i managed to stop myself midway through as well as put away a slice of pizza and had some raspberries instead. still in a deficit for the day so i'll count this as a win

ermmm j ate l0w c@l high protein breakfast and didnt even b1ng3?? even after barely eating yesterday??? lets freaking go? Locking in era staring NOW

#disordered eating mention #no food #rexxii #i hate food #no eating #anarexi

bruhhh finally we1gh3d myself today for the first time since jan/feb ish and i barely lost bruh💔 shit was prolly off by a lb or two cuz i already ate today and drank hella water and was wearing clothes but still... ts a sign that i gotta lock in

#disordered eating mention #no food #i hate food #no eating #4nbrain

getting so anxious deciding what to eat that you lose your appetite is the best feeling.

#3d b3h4v10r #no food #i hate food #disordered eating mention

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W1e1ad!!

Black coffee - 0

Grapes - 100

Bagel - 300

Almondmilk yogurt - 200

At least one pack of sm0kes - 0

Total: 600

Yayay better day td!! Locked in

gonna start posting wi3iad for accountability

soup (300)

tofu stir fry (200)

rice (200)

crackers (100)

pretzels (100)

protein smoothie (200)

dark chocolate (200)

carrot soup + bread (200)

total: 1500

-150 for exercise

net: 1350 (aka maintenance)

not horrible but wont lose if i keep up with ts, better day tmrw hopefully

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F@t distribution is the most unfair lottery game ever and I lost

ppl be expecting you to go to school full time, work 20+ hours a week, take extra college courses, maintain a 4.0, be skinny AND not be on stims like be so for real?? babygirl your expectations of me are too HIGH

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blondeicedblack

btw hot take it’s ok to stop your fast or eat a bit in general when ur at school or work especially if you’re walking a lot. exercising too bc it HURTS not to.

you’re still making progress if ur trying not to pass out mkay… !

starhaswings

if u dont have the energy to do the stuff u need to do, its OKAY TO BREAK UR FAST!! long term, fasting is gonna get u to a similar spot as high res (<400 per day). will also help not to b1ng3!! dont feel bad abt needing to still function in ur life

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3d vent. Idk I just need to let my thoughts out

Guys can I be totally honest? I actually don’t want to lose weight. Like I’m good with how I am now. If anything I want to start working out more and eating more/better and taking good care of my health and actually GAIN. But my life feels like it’s falling apart right now and there’s very very very few things I can control right now. And restricting helps give me the illusion that I’m in control of at least something. But I don’t want to lose weight. Which is very conflicting cuz if I restricting then I’m gonna lose weight. Like that’s just basic science. But I’m truly so miserable when I restrict now. I like it when I first relapse and I have a goal to work towards. But I’ve reached my goal. I’m good now. I don’t want to keep restricting. But I’m scared of losing the one thing I can control. I don’t know what to do. I’m scared to keep going but I’m also scared to start recovering

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