Random Thoughts

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I am a jealous person. Yes I admit it, it's a problem, but I dont let this define my actions yet my emotions are not controllable. Maybe I just wish that my loved ones were hard to get, but they give so easily. Maybe I'm the crazy one, the stubborn one but I don't give myself too easily. I've come to accept that no one is going to have the same attitude as me, maybe some. I am hesitant, I dont trust easily. Sure I get along but I'm not too friendly, maybe it's a me thing. It used to be worse when I was younger because I would get mad, now it bothers me but maybe not as much. Maybe I stopped caring a bit, who knows.

It’s crazy how our life can go different ways if different decisions were made. I stop and wonder frequently about things that could have happened in my life... and to be honest I like how everything has turned out. I am the person I am today because of it, and I’ve been blessed to have the parents that I have. Sure there has been some bumps along the road but I turned ok... I think LOL. I was lucky enough to not have experienced horrible things in my childhood, to live as comfortably as I have. My heart is felt for those that haven’t, but experiences make you stronger and make you who you are. It is unfortunate that the world is so unfair, and everyone gets a taste of it sooner or later, but we have to keep going and show the world that we are better and stronger. We only live once  (corny I know) and we have to make sure we live a life we are proud of. It will be hard but it is possible. I know that I am kind of happy to be in the place that i am right now but I wish that I would be a better person with more knowledge, discipline, and understanding of different things. We make our own story and it can go different ways, but we do choose, and I think that I been having an awakening time lately. I know these things are common sense and we all know these but actually feeling it is very different. Alright, I got to go,... I have to do homework. (I’ve been procrastinating for the past three hours)

If you need inspiration, or want something to read, I suggest to read this.

I couldn't say it any better.

We all have to find the balance of confidence. Having no confidence is bad and having too much confidence is not very attractive. Although others might think that having too much confidence is great you will find that the person in which you are interested in is way too stuck on themselves and it would feel like they don't turn to give a look at you. Too much confidence, I believe, makes you think that everything revolves around you. Thoughts of someone not being enough for you can pass through the mind, "they too ugly to be hanging with me" things like that. But some don't always show it, we are shy yet they show themselves after a while. "Aren't I so hot?" *sends pic of themselves* "omg who is that cutie?" This might be good for a couple of times but when it repeats itself it can be very annoying. Annoying is not good. Also this could make the individual thinj, that she or he is perfect and there is nothing that has to be changed but in reality there is always something to be changed to become a better person....

This made me feel much better, but made me sad inside El Chavo Del 8 will be missed.

It is crazy how people have made lots of minecraft songs with the beats of other songs and it is quite amazing. I just found out that they are not made only in English but also in other languages. So far my favorite is the creeper rap song 😬😬

Let's hope this doesn't happen after finals.

It has come to the finalization of our break and I had planned to do many things this couple of days off like writing an essay, doing my math homework and I was trying to at least attempt knitting a scarf so what did I do this break? NOTHING! all I did was watch the Walking Dead which I have been very addicted to. OK I'll do better next time (words I say every single time)

I'm not a huge fan of Dora to start with, I didn't grow up with her like other children born in the 90s, but I like to see shows evolving. I admit I have watched Dora before and not a big fan and when I heard about the new Dora I was curious. I thought what they had done to the show was just WOW. I didn't like it either. I didn't like that they cut off boots, backpack, and the map, the A1 Day 1 for Dora. It's as if she just forgot about them right after she left the woods or something and move to the city and has new friends. When I noticed that I was disappointed. I was waiting for some sort of boots appeared or that she at least kept her backpack. Eh. Overall I guess it's alright, at least they have Spanish included.

I've just started to watch the walking dead series a couple of weeks ago and I must say... WOW I absolutely love it! I'm in season two so far and it has made me cry some... I look forward to it, but first I need to do some homeworkkk. Btw HAPPY THANKSGIVING