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Let’s get introspective and hit insecurities the Rising and Moon could develop. 

Aries Rising can form insecurities around their external confidence and strength. An insecure one will want to appear “all that” by showing off, bragging, maybe acting arrogant. They find insecurity in their ability to establish direction or assertion in the public sphere and might try to dominate space.

Aries Moon insecurities are aimed toward identity and self-worth via winning or conquest. Challenges help Aries Moon develop. Battles and competitions are enticing but can reward their emotional fulfillment or can reassure a self-doubt.

Taurus Rising insecurities can exist in the physical realm with looks, material possessions, and money. Watch for a more insecure Taurus Rising putting an emphasis on weight, beauty, fashion, cars, purses, etc. They could hide their body too.

Taurus Moon has insecurities around security and stability. They cling, is possessive, and territorial over others, places, things, even ideas. They can have a fear of change and losing security that makes them stay in unhealthy relationships.

Gemini Rising insecurities lie in how they communicate, connect, how others judge their intellect and information. You’ll see emphasis on jokes, trend-following, show of intellect, caution of communication or overshare of it with a insecure Gemini Rising.

Gemini Moon insecurities are tied to their intellect, social standing and acceptance, and possible lack of depth or emotional grasp. An insecure Gemini Moon keeps things light and avoids too much self-analyzation. They avoid judgment of others but observe every nuance of others. 

Cancer Rising has insecurities revolving around emotional offenses. They can be shyer, protective of views, maybe judgmental.

Cancer Moon is insecure in their individuality sometimes clinging to family or community views with blind faith. Security is a huge doubt.  You can find an insecure Cancer Moon being possessive, clingy, controlling, and manipulative.

Leo Rising has their insecurities bundled up in ego and identity. You’ll find an insecure one boastful, opinionated, cocky, and harshly competitive. 

Leo Moon fears being forgotten, insecurity stems from lack of recognition and positive self-esteem. Common signs of low self-esteem will show.

Virgo Rising insecurities stem from a lack of perfection in the physical world or lack of usefulness. An insecure Virgo Rising may become health and beauty obsessed, judgmental about looks, and must be “important” somehow to a group or person.

Virgo Moon insecurity is embedded in not being useful or needed. An insecure one easily gets used or turns into a doormat. They practice unhealthy giving and attachments. 

Libra Rising insecurity has to do with acceptance and admiration. An insecure one can exploit their talents, focus too much on looks, or even throw others under a bus. 

Libra Moon insecurity is about being liked and connected. They attach self-worth to who they associate with, fear being alone, and fear disapproval.

Scorpio Rising’s insecurity is appearing weak or vulnerable. They might act aggressively tough or be highly reserved. An insecure Scorpio Rising doesn’t want others knowing the real them whatever it is.

Scorpio Moon insecurity revolves around lack of control and fear of betrayal. Possession, manipulation, jealousy, and abuse take form with this.

Sagittarius Rising insecurities actually revolve around appearing foolish. They avoid “being wrong”, joke about themselves to avoid mocking from others. Sagittarius Rising can have an insecurity of being labeled or pin down to something too specific, as if their impression is trapped. An insecure Sagittarius Rising has a hard time accepting negative reputations, feedback, or being categorized even if that category true and not negative.

Sagittarius Moon insecurity is fear of being trapped or held down. With immaturity this leads to avoiding responsibility and commitments. They can be insecure in how their morals line up to the rest of the world or community morals. 

Capricorn Rising: Capricorn in general has great insecurity in lack of control. Within the Rising they try to control environment with strictness, demands, or pushiness. They can be insecure in their authority. They may overcompensate and push others around to get this or lack a lot of assertion.

Capricorn Moon insecurity in lack of control shows most in their work and close relationships. They are controlling and critical. Their insecurity can focus on stability. They may get dependent, not take risk, and become rigid to safeguard their stability.

Aquarius Rising is insecure about acceptance/rejection. You will find an insecure one conforming, being opinionated, and displaying plenty of faux confidence.

Aquarius Moon fears rejection and wants approval but tends to hide their uniqueness due to this. They might be quiet observers.They can be insecure in their ability to become close with others. They fear intimacy, avoid emotional exploration, and become cold.

Pisces Rising has insecurities wrapped in guilt or shame. This could take form in wanting to please others, hating on those more carefree, being used, or attempting to escape with self-inflicted ignorance. 

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3 cups Sugar (attraction) 1¼ cup Lemon Juice (warding, purifying, cleansing, healing) 2 cups Cranberry Juice (healing, protection, love, divination) Rosemary (cleansing, purifying, healing, protection) Moon Water (first quarter to extra boost~) Lemon Slices to garnish

*use Mars, Sun, and Moon 

Aries: If you have made this sign mad, you probably did not have to try very hard (probably just made one mad by saying that). This sign will do one or both of these two things when angry, yell or punch. Aries is a fire sign, so their anger is very quick with a tiny fuse. Being a Cardinal sign, their expression of anger is often a want for change. Combine these two together, and you have the very expression of red-faced anger.

Taurus: Another sign that is not very difficult to get mad. Taurus, however, will not act as directly as Aries will. Taurus is the epitome of stubbornness, so they will hold a grudge and form bitterness. You will miss out on the love that Taurus is capable of giving, so you will eventually feel worthless over time because you know that you have wronged them in some way. If Taurus is the one who messed up, they will eventually apologize, just give them about six months and twenty-seven gifts. Just kidding, but really. 

Gemini: Oh, shit. You fucked over a Gemini. First of all, they will try to laugh it off. If that is not their first reaction, run like Hell. A Gemini may not fight (but who the hell knows with this fuckers), but they will certainly use their connection with Mercury to berate and belittle you. They will likely bring you to tears and feel no remorse. This sign is also likely to blackmail you. Even if you straighten things out, they will never forget about how you hurt them.

Cancer: I would say their first reaction would be to cry, but it really depends on what kind of relationship you have with them. If you do not have a close relationship, they will be the most cold-hearted bitch you have ever met. Like Aries, they will likely want to get physical. They are ruled by the moon, so their expression of anger can be purely from how they feel, and if they are mad, you’re pretty fucked, I’d say. If you are close to them, they will try to keep off their anger, but once you have crossed that threshold, they will victimize to a point where you are nothing but the bad guy in the whole situation.

Leo: Oh, boo-hoo, you hurt their ego. They will get over it, but their anger will stem from their very weak self-expression. They will see you as a personal attacker, and they will defend themselves in any way possible. This sign can often become vindictive and is known to fight dirty. I have known some Leos to use their “Mr(s). Popularity” to turn people against the person who harmed the Leo. Being a fixed sign, it may take them a bit, but they will get over it.

Virgo: PETTYYYY BITCH. Virgo is the zodiac’s very own perfectionist. Nobody can do it better than them. A Virgo will not stoop down and fight dirty; no, they will do much worse. They will maintain their perfect status and bitch you out in every possible way. Every argument against them is flawed, and they will poke holes in those flaws. Virgo will develop the best argument against you, and when all is said and done, you will admit that you are wrong because you stand in the presence of sheer perfection.

Libra: Oh my dear Jesus have mercy God, you done fucked up, haven’t you? We all know that Libra is the sign of love, beauty, balance, harmony, sugar, rainbows, etc. However, if you have made a Libra mad, you have truly fucked up, and you deserve it. Libra serves justice, being the scales of law. The Libra will begin with the cold shoulder, then, when you least expect it, the exalting Saturn nature of Libra will serve justice. Every bad thing you have done, Libra will remind you about. Being an air sign, Libra’s anger is very powerful and forceful, but not explosive like fire. Libra will take and take and take, and when they finally lose balance, all hell will break loose. Libra is not one to hold a grudge, but if you have pissed them off enough, you may as well kiss every good thing goodbye. 

Scorpio: This is the scariest sign to see truly angry. Pluto and Mars rule this sign, so we have the abyss of the unknown but the pulsing energy of mars as well. Scorpio will, like Cancer, victimize themselves. Secondly, like Gemini, they will pull out all their receipts on you so they can blackmail you. Their anger is so intense that you can feel it radiating from them. If you happen to earn their trust and forgiveness again, you know that their heart belongs to you.

Sagittarius: Okay, this sign can go a lot of different ways, one way is that they will laugh their ass off at your stupidity. You have pissed them off, so prepare to pay the consequences. Their fiery nature will want to fight you. If you get into an argument with them, you will likely lose, so don’t bother trying unless you’re a Virgo. Once they get over it, they will never bring it up again, and honestly, your fights and arguments may bring you two closer together. Now, when they totally ghost you, you may never see them again.

Capricorn: Oh dear, this is not going to be pretty, so prepare yourself for the absolute heartlessness of an infuriated Capricorn. This is kinda the feeling you get when you were a little kid and your parents were upset with you. First of all, the Capricorn will remind you about how disappointed they are in you. Secondly, they will begin this condescending rant about your childishness. Lastly, like Leo, they will try to turn the masses against you. They will not admit they are wrong, and like Libra, they are a pretty chill sign, so if you have angered them, you have truly fucked up.

Aquarius: This sign will start off by hurting your pride in every way possible. Aquarius is about social balance, so they need to bring down their mighty enemy. It is possible that this sign will go out of their way to find things to be mad at people about, so you shouldn’t get super defensive when they come at you with something. However, this is not to say it won’t hurt like hell when they attack you. They will remind you how dumb you are for attacking them, and how “you will be sorry.’ Just get over it yourself, and they will.

                 LOUDON POSSESSIONS ( 1630 – 1634)

It was a mass possession of Ursuline nuns in Loudon ( France) which the main accused was Father Urbain Grandier, accused to be the source of their demonic possessions. The Mother Superior Jeanne des Anges and the sisters has been possessed during a period of four years. This case is one of the most interesting since it opened a debate over witchcraft and also the possibility that Grandier has been executed for his political believes and missteps. 27 nuns claimed to be possessed, in 1634 Grandier has been executed but the exorcisms for the nuns continued until 1637. The Ursuline convent was established in 1626 by 17 nuns from really noble families. Some of them were sent them because their families could not find suitors of comparable rank to marry them. These nuns purchased an house no one would because it was haunted, and they settled the convent there. There was no furniture and they slept on the floor. In 1627 was appointed as Mother Superior Jeanne des Anges, daughter of a baron. The parish priest of St. Pierre – du – Marche in Loudon, a town in Poitiers, was Father Grandier. He was handsome, wealthy and enjoyed the support of noble people. He inspired admiration but also envy. Grandier was often arrogant and and townspeople suspected him of fathering a child by Philippa Trincant, daughter of the King’s solicitor in Loudon. He even courted Madeleine de Brou, daughter of the King’s councilor. In June 1630 Grandier was arrested and found guilty by his enemy, the bishop of Poitiers. Since he had important political connections he was restored to his clerical duties. Jean de Laubardemont, one of his enemies, along with a capuchin monk, Father Tranquille, called to the cardinal Richelieu’s attention a satire on him that Grandier was supposed to have written. Grandier was arrested as a witch. Experts continued to doubt that the possessions of the nuns were real. Most of the nuns that denounced to be possessed failed the test of knowledge of foreign languages not known to them prior to their possession. The nuns failed tests for clervoyance, levitation and supernatural strength. The case against Grandier was also being used against the Protestant Huguenots. After the Protestant Reformation, Catholics and protestants battled each other in possession cases to demonstrate their own power. Even Grandier’s lover came forward with accusations of adultery, incest and sacrilege. The mother superior claimed to be possessed by Isacaaron, devil of debauchery. Pillet de Mesnadiere, one of cardinal Richelieu’s personal physicians, determined where some of the demons resided in the body of the possessed nuns.

Jeanne des Anges: Leviathan in the center of the forehead, Beherit in the stomach, Balaam under the second rib on the right side, Isacaaron under the last rib on the left.

Agnes de la Motte – Barace: Asmodeus under the heart and Beherit in the stomach.

Louise of Jesus: Eazaz under the heart and Caron in the center of the forehead.

Claire de Sazilly: Zabulon in the forehead, Nepthali in the right arm, Elymi on one side of the stomach, the enemy of the Virgin in the neck, Verrine in the left temple ,and Concupiscence of the Order of the Cherubim in the left rib.

Seraphica: a bewitchment of the stomach consisting of a drop of water guarded sometimes by Baruch and other times by Carreau.

Anne d’Escobleau: a magic bayberry leaf in the stomach guarded by Elymi.

Elizabeth Blanchard: a devil under each armpit, the Coal of Impurity in the left buttock, devils under the heart and under the left breast.

Françoise Filatreau: Ginnillion in the forebrain, Jabel throughout the body, and Dog’s Tail in the stomach.

Father Grandier was forced to exorcise the nuns himself and the nuns replied in Greek ( but they have been previously coached to do that). One of the most interesting items from the exorcisms and trial was the alleged pact between the Devil and Grandier, allegedly stolen from Lucifer’s cabinet of devilish agreements by Asmodeus and presented to the cour as proof of Grandier’s complicity. Written backward by Grandier, it was signed in blood. Co signers of this pact were Satan, Beelzebub, Lucifer, Elimi, Leviathan and Astaroth and the recorder, Baalberith, countersigned the pact. The royal commission passed the sentence on August 18, 1634. Grandier was burned alive but even under extreme torture he supported his innocence. He has been promised to be strangled before burning but it was not true. One monk who witnessed the execution reported that a large fly buzzed about Grandier’s head, symbolizing that Beelzebub, the lord of the flies, had appeared to carry Grandier’s soul to hell.

Source: Aldous Huxley - The devils of Loudon