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like the thing about "this can't just be a me and you thing" is that kris is definitely upset about it but all of their distress is 100% going to be directed inwards at themself. like if they have even one single thought about how they feel like susie or noelle are leaving them behind or how they feel hurt by them growing closer it will immediately turn into the strongest wave of self-directed hatred possible. they literally think they're evil for being alive. they believe they are intruding on all of their friends' lives and making them worse just by being around them. they're not gonna be wishing noelle was dead or something they will be wishing they could isolate themself so hard that they never existed so they could undo all the harm they think they've caused their friends