@mossyspaceboi is the main blog
Twâs on the blog, I will do my best to remember them in tags. Cancer, death, suicidal ideation and thoughts. Abuse of various kinds.
I needed space to vent about my bullshit because sometimes yelling into the void and occasionally getting validated by strangers is better than being alone on a piece of paper in a dark room⌠edge lord behavior
Me/Cfs is lonely as hell and ruined my life and my in-laws are 90% of the reason Iâve collapsed so hard and become almost entirely house bound and use a wheelchair now.
Moved across country for my daughter, to be near an abusive as all hell ex whoâs mother died and now him and his dad are like⌠my wife and iâs biggest supporters and itâs fucking weird and scary and idk how to feel about it.
My wifeâs family has basically disowned her after she came out, unless of course itâs to shame her about choosing to move across country to support her wife and child and get out of a state that is literally 1. Killing her wife, and 2. Could at best put her in prison for using the bathroom. Because her incubator was diagnosed with cancer /while we were packing our shit/.
-disclaimer I do want her to recover, Iâm not trying to make light of her diagnosis. I do however think itâs bullshit to use it to shame people and yes I do struggle with guilt over it because itâs fucking cancer and itâs scary as hell-
We are absolutely going into debt over the move. Like bad debt. Probably wonât recover debt. I struggle with this. I flip between wanting to save as much as I can and then giving no shits and just wanting to make life comfortable. The world is falling apart and has been since I was born so idk đ¤ˇđť money seems fake
I have a 3d printer and sometimes come up with shit to print to make life easier, or find other shit and make it work. Or just make things idk.
I do art, fuck ai, damn I love space, no I donât know a lot about space, I want to be moss floating in space, let me live inside a spaceship
















