clow @sorcererclow - Tumblr Blog

I'm Clow

He/It/any

Genderweird/genderqueer

Autistic

Adult

Current main fandoms: The Summer Hikaru Died, Naruto, Link Click

I have a discord book club you may join if you're extremely based (and over 18 yrs old)

Things you might find here:

BL and GL manga

Anime/manga in general (Death Note, CLAMP, TSHD, Naruto, etc.)

Videogames, especially indie horror ones. (Mouthwashing, OFF, Ib, Rule of Rose, Pokemon, etc.)

Horror media (ARG's, Backrooms, SCP, Horror podcasts, etc.)

Books (Mostly fantasy and horror fiction, mostly queer)

Politics/Geopolitics/Communism (I keep it to a minimum, this is more of a fandom and personal blog)

Sometimes fanart/OC's

Some writing

Media analyisis

Current tags:

I don't tag most things but you can ask me to if you want to block a tag for whatever reason, including tagging spoilers.

Text posts by me: #clowposting

Live blogging stuff: #clow re reading tshd, #clow watches naruto, #clow reads frankenstein, #clow watches link click

Art: #clowart

The Summer Hikaru Died analysis: #hgsn analysis

Tags for blocking if you wish: #politics

Feel free to ask me anything. You can message me if we are mutuals.

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transmortifried

idk why people are still trying to do "hear me out"s on tumblr

you could talk about wanting to fuck the space needle on here and people would still call you a poser for insisting on fucking "conventionally attractive architecture" as if that's a coherent, easily-recognizable category

charlesoberonn

I want to fuck Antoni Gaudi's unbuilt Hotel Attraction skyscraper design

anatomizer

"hear me out" and it's a picture of the most fuckable building you've ever seen. c'mon now.

thepersonalmossblog

“hear me out” and it’s the fucking dildopolis

cutecipher

basketball players fight over the basketball because they are hypnotized before each game to believe it is their egg

wirelessmousegirl

You're just saying that because your a sick pervert who gets off to themes and ideas

pansyfemme

close your eyes and imagine freshly roasted root vegetables perfectly seasoned and crispy as far as the eye can see

nighttimepatrons

Sam trying to get Frodo to take one more step

nighttimepatrons

Sam psychologically tormenting Gollum

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starbeamtwinkle-remade

zapatism

your outie has a semi-popular account on a failing microblogging plataform

vikx67

*Riku proceeding to walk up to the Demon tide*

#real yearning here

excusemewhileiplaykh

rockingkitteh

NEVERMIND WE ARE SO BACK

#YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

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i-suggest-aro

imagine if people actually took romantic consent seriously. wouldn't it be fucking awesome. i know they never will, but just. take a moment and imagine it with me

i-suggest-aro

no more "just give them a chance, maybe you'll end up liking them!", no more "if you're going to reject someone, at least apologize to them!", no more shaming people for breaking up/divorcing, no more demonizing people for rejecting other peoples' romantic advances, no more shoving romance in romance repulsed peoples' face on purpose to provoke us, no more "i know we agreed to just be friends with benefits, but i thought you were going to fall in love with me eventually!", no more "i can fix them" when the only thing "wrong" with them is that they want to fuck without dating.

wouldn't it be nice?

sorcererclow

A friend I used to hang out with every week once confessed his feelings for me, which I didn't reciprocate. I wanted to stay friends, didn't see why we couldn't, we had been friends the whole time without any romance, why did that have to change? but he decided to stop hanging out with me.

I was heartbroken and felt tossed aside. I didn't understand why our friendship wasn't worth anything to him if he couldn't have me romantically or sexually. I felt betrayed and dehumanised, like I didn't matter to him as a person but only as a romantic prospect.

When I told other friends about it, to my surprise they all sided with him. "He is heartbroken, it's hard to get rejected" even my THERAPIST said this. It's not like I didn't empathize with him, but wasn't I rejected too? No one else could see that but me, they placed me as some sort of villain that had power over him in that situation, when all I did was set a boundary between friendship and romance. All I did was not consent to the terms he wanted for our relationship, I rejected them, my terms were different and he rejected those.

I've had my heart broken by friends over and over and it hurt the same, if not more, than any romantic heartbreak. Why is friendship undervalued next to romantic feelings?

To be honest, to this day I'm still pissed that no one sided with me on this. There's so much unraveling that needs to get done around how we view different relationships in our lives, and I feel like most people can't even scratch the surface when it comes to this questioning.

randomlini

First, I find it wrong that people defend him for feeling rejected and I’m also aware that friendship in general is undervalued compared to romance. So no, you don’t own him any romantic relationship. However, the same thing could be said about you when it comes to friendships. He doesn’t owe you any friendship. Also, keep that in mind that not everyone wants to have friends, feels comfortable interacting with friends after being rejected or feel the need to process their feelings first before any friendship. Consent matters too when it come to friendships.

sorcererclow

Yeah I'm not taking your opinions seriously:

#antizionists dni???#never seen that one before

catchymemes

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easel-eisel

this email couldve been a meeting where we stand on seven tall pillars with our faces in shadow

mlarayoukai-archive

You show a cat something and they're like sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff ooooh I understand now. Don't care

9puppiesdrowninginapool

Ken was created from Barbie’s rib

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