i Dont Have The Time To Hate The Things I Once Did

one day i will find the romantic love i seek. and it’s okay that it’s not today

fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

my mum was googling for an article about why everyone in the lord of the rings film is white (like to be clear she was annoyed by this) and the google ai was apparently like “everybody in the lord of the rings is not white. gandalf is grey.”

sad reality of the fanfic-to-published work economy is that the weirdest people are willing to do it. that's why there's now hundreds of shitty no plot cishet hate-to-love enemies-to-lovers books that are ex reylo fanfic. and it's not even good. that's because the people who wrote book-quality steve/bucky and kirk/spock fic are too normal to think to themselves "i should get this porn published". they're too busy working in local government offices

everyone I am happy to announce that the stevebucky fanfic author I had in mind while writing this post has officially reblogged it.

springsteen by eric church is just about the only modern country song by a male artist that i can tolerate

funny how a melody sounds like a memory

what subreddit was this?

possibly re-entering my most toxic era

by “toxic” i mean carcinogenic

for clarity i am not talking about the pack-a-day era. i mean to consume copious amounts of american cheese

possibly re-entering my most toxic era

by “toxic” i mean carcinogenic

cat: I will just hang out on your lap now me: yay cat: I have brought ten knives