HER BODY HAD PRACTICALLY LAID ACROSS THE BAR so that she could continue to look at the photographs from the tilted perspective of where they were in Dusty's hands, unable to pass up any opportunity to relive the proposal that, overall, couldn't have gone better, except for the thirty seconds where an affirmative response had yet to be given and the queenpin had convinced herself it was a negative over just how off-guard she had managed to catch her now fiancƩ. The grin that had already been painted on her face from the simple re-viewing of photographs she had already tirelessly flipped through on many occasions since they were developed, the pages in the travel book that were dedicated to Alaska having many different trips to have photos stuck into them of, but even still, that didn't stop her from also making sure to shove one from that day in there, too, seeing it as just as important to the story of their relationship as were any of the other successful or...less successful trips they had taken over the years, grew at the provided compliments. "A lil' more fairytale than I ever thought I was gonna get to have." Collecting the stack of Polaroids back, one thumb brushed over the top one, a thoughtless action that proved still how unbelievable the entire shift in the relationship to a new level, at least title-wise was, despite everything. "I think I've managed to make a lotta shit choices in life, but this ain't one of 'em. And I know that for a fact." Regrets were practically stitched into her as much as the blood pumping through her veins was, but once she had slid the ring into Cyrek's finger, she knew deep in her core she never wanted to know a reason it would ever come off again. They were each other's person, in every sense of being best friends as a dumb teenager and dumb(er) adults to the romantic relationship that was as close to perfection as any one could possibly be. Her eyes were still glued to the pictures when the topic of her sister was brought up, a confliction of emotion crossing her face. "She would've been eating up all the wedding planning stuff, I know that's for sure." And would've done so a lot more seamlessly than Stella would ever be capable of, especially considering just how lost she would be without Aurelia's aid. "Probably be pissed as hell if I managed to beat her down the aisle, too, though I feel like if she wanted a ring, she wouldn't have waited five years before blowing up 'bout not having one." It wouldn't have shocked the younger Matthews to figure out there were already wedding bells going off in her sister's head, especially when she discovered her pregnancy with Joelle. Though, those type of topics weren't exactly ones at the top of Stella's mind back then, and which only made it even more bitter that she was the one person the hellcat wanted to talk about it with now, despite how supportive her friends had been. There was an Isabelle-shaped hole in her life that no one or nothing could ever fill. "I do. Think I would've thought a regular diamond was too boring or cookie cutter, y'know?" Eyes dropped to appreciate the stone in question, fingers flexing under the jewelry as they did any time she needed to bring it back into her own view. "You know anything about alexandrite? I don't know shit about any kind of gem, don't they all got stuff they symbolize? If it's something that's real shitty, just lie to me and make up something better, I won't know the difference anyway." The mirth that had crawled onto her expression with her deadpanned joke was shaken away when she looked back at the radio host. "I'm kidding, I wanna know what it really means. Knowing Cy, it's probably something real cute that I'm just oblivious to."
How absolutely and arrantly enamored she was with the photographs of her engagement was incredibly heart-warming, for even as a child, Stella had taken to anger and holding grudges defter than any trills of happiness; by contrast, she was practically a foghorn blaring through the night across the Atlantic when she was spelling out the word fairytale that he wouldn't have previously expected to jump off her tongue, either. "Wow, and you didn't even believe in that kind of stuff when I was babysittin' you. He must really be a keeper," Dustin said, hands sweeping over the bar top in front of him and linking together respectfully, eyes darting back to the stack of pictures that she continued to dote on after his eyes were no longer trained on them, musing sagely, "You really love 'im, huh?" That kind of devotion was uniquely rare, in the rearview window of his life choices ā there were times he had to wonder if it had been founded into his own relationship at all when it turned to silt and slipped through the gaps of his fingers, leaving him to pack up a yellow house he'd outgrown in Bellflower and furniture that he didn't expect he would have any use for other than donating. However, the blonde-highlighted brunette didn't need to be told that what she had discovered from the rubble of her past mistakes was special, and that he was assured of when he ogled the bright lights reflecting in her hazel eyes as she spoke with naught but ecstasy of her certainty. "Good. If you're not goin' into marriage with any apprehensions, then I think you've got nothin' to worry about. I'll wish you all the happiness and good will that you deserve."
The effortless comeuppance of Isabelle into their conversation was not surprising; naturally, the blonde was the first on both of their minds as her big day stretched out its arms to welcome her. Though he hadn't experienced the loss of a sibling, he could comprehend the melancholy echo she must be feeling in pangs, as he had when he wished he had his parents to look to for advice when the sails of his marital bliss strayed into the rockies. "She would be nothing but happy for you, Stella," he said wistfully, doe eyes lifting to search her expression, and tentatively, a hand outstretched to wrap around her forearm, his spindly fingers stiff and unmalleable until he was able to loosen them away and withdraw from her personal bubble after granting her an earnest squeeze, "Don't forget that the people that love you only want what will make you happy. You've found real happiness now. People always think that they have it when it's artificial. Why don't you wear somethin' of hers to your weddin', and it'll feel a little more like she's there with you?" Toying with a napkin at the bar, he dragged the drink he had ordered closer, imbibing generously upon it to avoid any true affliction on his cognizance.
Fixing his eyes on the stone after he returned it to the napkin, his free hand gingerly placed beneath hers, a thumb outstretched to touch the gems, featherlight, visibly running through the dozens of articles he'd ever read up on in spurts of idle curiosity during blasƩ summers without schoolwork. "It's the gem of good fortune and luck. It embodies... emotional balance and change. Like, welcomin' joy back into your life when you were stuck in the mud." Studying her ring for a moment longer, his lips curled in a wry smile, a glint in his eyes as he chuckled. "I'd say he thinks that it's a fresh start for both of you. Sort of a clean slate." Ruminating on it in silence, he glanced to the stack of photographs near to them, nodding toward them. "The ruby is a gem of love and passion. It's for those you feel have a distorted truth about their place in the world. I think you picked something that seems meaningful to both of you. How you view each other. Or, how you wish they could see themselves through your eyes. How you wanna make things better for the future, I guess. It's optimistic."
















