*semi-okay personality*

every day i have to try and trick myself into thinking doing tasks is better than doing fuck all but my brain knows on an instinctive level that doing fuck all is my one true calling

i am not well understood. which is also my fault

feels like im always recovering. when do i get to live

"it's okay to rest for as long as you need from burnout" how long is it actually going to take though. there's stuff i wanna do.

Teach a man Christianity and he'll never take full responsibility for anything in life ever again

I’m working on myself. I should be emotionally available by 2027 I can feel it.

could be in the passenger seat feeding u fries

they should invent an apartment that a normal person can afford

“some things aren’t meant to last” ok but consider this: I love permanence and consistency

my 5 year plan? find the energy to use my human body to participate in the world in some form or fashion

my problem is i want somebody to love me madly and lust for me greatly and nothing else will do. but i’m really annoying and not that hot

Remember when you had energy to do things? Those were some wild times

when you grew up as a lonely uncool girl it will never stop haunting you by the way. you will meet a cool person at a bar or the train station or at a friend's party and you can wear your most stylish outfit and striking eye makeup and you will swear that they can see through all of the facade and see the lonely terribly insecure teenage girl you used to be who desperately wanted to connect and you will swear that they know that there is like an insurmountable gap between you. this will happen forever