casual affair directly following girls/girls/boys is crazy. girls can be bisexual. but not me. its bad when i do it

the famously unproblematic white authors of ao3

i noticed my horrible patterns! i think the process stops there

there could be something horribly wrong with me. or i could be unkillable. scientists have yet to find the answer

being single sucks [remembers that romantic love isnt the gleaming beacon of salvation that will fix the chasm within me] #mychasm #isupportmychasm [remembers not to trivialize my emotions] but it is painful to never have been deemed worthy of that kind of lasting love [remembers how many incels there are] but honestly you should be totally self-sufficient and never want anything ever [remembers that im evil] im evil

Do we have a franz kafka diary entry for july 1st, i want to know what he thinks!!!