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actually, irt killing yourself and gender discourse, you can't escape it even if you do kill yourself. you see men kill themselves in messy ways that are both deadlier and more visible because they're black holes of attention and must make everything about themselves, while women attempt more often but fail because they're so considerate and worry about how others will feel when they find their remains so they do it quietly. so if you're trans you should really think about how you choose to kill yourself cause it's gonna determine how people gender you and whether you're a sympathetic victim or a self-centered attention seeker. of course, cis people don't have to consider such things, which is why Christine Chubbuck can kill herself in front of a live audience and still be considered a delicate woman, unlike those disgusting self-centered moids who do similar things and make their problems everyone else's fault.

I ❤️ Christine Chubbuck

My roman empire is the Christine Chubbuck case.

the only movie i’ve full on cried to in a long time was the christine chubbuck movie and i spent like two days trying not to cry thinking about her

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Rest in Peace, Christine Chubbuck, you deserve more than being put in shitty YouTube compilations

thinking about christine chubbuck again...

thinking about her relationship with her mom. thinking about how she wanted to blend in so badly. thinking about how her coworkers swore they were good to her yet she had to observe their lives bloom every day without her. thinking about how she held shows for disabled children. thinking about how she didn't want much and yet all of it seemed so hard to achieve. thinking about how her body betrayed her and convinced her her life was over. thinking about how she escaped by decorating her room with innocent things only to be called "like a teenager's" by the press after her passing. thinking about how she was forced to be professional every day despite the heaviness in her soul. thinking about people thinking her self deprecation was inconvenient and uncomfortable. thinking about how her script went on even after the planned shooting. thinking about her coworkers claiming they were "frightened by her rage". thinking about how nobody really knew the real her and she's gone forever now.

Rest in peace Christine you were one of the most honorable Americans