my name is beaux! iām 18 and iāve been in the shifting community since about 2020-2021. im nonbinary and pansexual and use she/they pronouns (although i prefer they/them). over the years iāve tried shifting to a lot of different drs. i have *not* shifted fully to any of my past or present drs. i really like scripting new realities and talking about my experiences and my plans for my drs and scripts! i want to make new shifting friends because i havenāt really had any for the past few years. i have adhd, dyslexia, and dyscalculia. i also likely have undiagnosed autism and POTS or some form of exercise induced asthma. i like to think of myself as a very open minded shifter, i respect otherās opinions even if i donāt agree because at the end of the day, what otherās do in their dr or their life in general is NOT my business.
my drs
hogwarts university
smosh
twilight x harry potter
my hero academia
streamer
anime university (mix of many anime and video game fandoms)
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okat it's been a while.... but i now have a twilight x harry potter dr. dont ask how that happened. i'll post more about it if you guys wanna hear about it bc scripting the timeline was almost a nightmare..
One of the longest scripts Iāve ever made because Stephanie Meyer is batshit insane. I HAD TO MAKE BIOLOGY NOTES WHEN COMPLETELY REWRITING VAMPIRES BECAUSE WDYM IT sOUNDS LIKE PORCELAIN CLANKING WHEN THEY BANG?!
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okay so⦠iām scripting my fame dr and then i remembered that my last romantic relationship IN THIS REALITY is crazy and the media would eat that drama up..
and i know yāall people are nosey so iām gonna share this bc iām fully healed and moved on from this experience.
SO. my senior year of high school i met a girl that weāre gonna call Mel.
Mel and I met in a psych class and she was a junior, so a year below me. In that class the desks are pulled together in groups and we just so happened to end up sitting just the two of us at the same group. We become friends. A few months later I notice that sheās acting kinda nervous around me. Like I started to notice she liked me and then I finally realized āoh she likes meā. I started to develop feelings for her. Then I notice her hanging out with this guy, weāll call him Frankenstein. Frankenstein and Mel were very close but i didnt really think much of it i was just like āoh theyre good friendsā until i heard from my sister that they were dating.
Important context: Frankenstein was on the color guard team, Mel was in the marching band, my sister is also in band so thatās how she knew. So Frankenstein and Mel are dating which kinda threw off my āoh she likes meā vibes but i wasnāt completely hopeless because the vibes were still very much there even while she was dating this guy.
Probably around November, I tried out for the schoolās winter guard (which is winter color guard) and made the JV team, Frankenstein made varsity. Thanksgiving break rolls around which is when Frankenstein and Mel break up. Now after they broke up I didnāt make moves on Mel bc she and Frankenstein JUST BROKE UP and Iām not a home-wrecker. But after the break, we have some of our first winter guard practices. Varsity and JV did have separate practices for learning show choreo and stuff but we had a joint practice once a week, before Varsity practice where we just did basics on equipment and dance and stuff like that. During one of these practices, Frankenstein would literally not leave me alone. He kept talking to me and being around me. For context, before we had only seen each other when I was talking to Mel and we barely spoke to each other at all, much less outside of that and he never even acknowledged my existence. So this was weird and I immediately clock heās into me.
A few weeks later or something I go to one of his choir concerts and exchange numbers and he starts blowing up my phone like literally every day. I end up in talking stage with him bc iām like āwell mel isnt into me so i guess iāll keep my options openā. i dont remeber the exact order of the next few events but mel finds out that i was talking to him and i dont remember exactly how that convo went other than her asking me who i liked, her saying she heard i was talking to frankenstein, and she was kinda hurt. i figured she was hurt bc i was essentially getting with her ex, who i really didnt care about i was honestly just enjoying male attention. after that is when i think frankenstein and i went on a horrible date in which he sat on the same side of the booth as me (when it was just the two of us), almost didnt order any food, and then would not stop talking about how he wanted to leave the restaurant (that he decided to take me to) to go to the bookstore. he drove me home and i (jokingly) slammed the door in his face and he basically never talked to me again.
back at school, at some point, mel and i finally confess to each other we like each other. BUT DID NOTHING ABOUT IT FOR LIKE A WEEK UNTIL WE WERE HOLDING HANDS AND HER FRIEND ASKED IF WE WERE DATING but thats not the point.
now you may be thinking āoh thats itā
no.
it got so.
much.
worse.
mel and i had probably been dating less than three months when me and all my friends notice her hanging out with her ex again. now i cant control my gfs actions so im like āya know what ill talk to herā bc at a certain point it was making me uncomfortable bc it wasnt just bc she was hanging out with her ex. it was bc she was going out of her way to go talk to her ex during some of the only time she got to spend with me, and that her ex would post her on his instagram as if they were still together.
so i talk to her explaining that it made me uncomfortable and that she should talk to him and i ask her to just explain to me whatās going on and every time i did that it was āi donāt want to tell youā so i never really pushed for more info. keep in mind i couldnāt talk to him myself because we were on a team together and if i caused drama then i could risk getting in trouble or just causing unnecessary tension within the team that i didnāt want to cause.
it wasnāt just them hanging out in the mornings before school while i was sitting my myself, he would text her during class, i know because i had a class with him and her name in his phone had a heart next to it. and he would refer to her as HIS GIRLFRIEND to everyone. it got to the point where all of my friends had to keep asking me if we were still together. now you may be saying āoh your gf was cheating on youā. it was so much more complicated than that.
it turns out, he was basically forcing himself back into their relationship as if they had never broken up. she had talked to him multiple times telling him to stop and that she had a girlfriend but apparently frankenstein doesnāt believe in lesbians BECAUSE HE KEPT DOING THIS. he did eventually (temporarily) stop for a bit so i got a moment of peace during this relationship.
this next part is when she actually cheated on me so iām gonna brush over it but her mother basically said that if she was going to prom she had to go with a boy and ended up telling me that she wasnāt going and then did end up going with a guy and i watched him kiss her and confronted her and cried for a solid like ten to fifteen minutes but thatās not important to the rest of this story and i did stay with her after that.
so fast forward, frankenstein and i have both graduated, eventually mel and i broke up because she was still in school and i was going to college and we just didnāt have time to see each other. mel and i remained friends and for a solid bit after we broke up she would text me screenshots of frankenstein basically begging for her back. like more than one time. saying he just wanted to be in her life and shit like that. and ignoring her when she said she now had a boyfriend and that she doesnāt want him in her life, just being a pushy asshole. also, when they were dating at the beginning of this story he was 18 and she was 16, which never sat right with me and at this point in the story she is 17 and heās 19 so heās literally harassing a minor. it got to the point where mel had to call the police on him and now if he goes to her house heās getting arrested.
also thereās a lot of other stuff i know about frankenstein that iām leaving out but just know heās creepy as hell and shouldnāt have been the only guy on a team full of (mostly younger) girls. bro is a super senior literally harassing teenagers.
ANYWAYS
i scripted all this happened in my dr so i could claim that i wrote some banger songs about the whole thing in my fame dr.
i also scripted in my fame dr that frankenstein actually did get arrested and canceled and his career is literally over bc i donāt wanna have to deal with him when i actually shift there.
so dats the story.. :P
happy shifting and if your partner cheats on you.. LEAVE THEM
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thinking abt making a shifting tiktok acct so i can YAP YAP abt my dr and journey. if i did it would be private to avoid yk.. people finding it + anti shifters etc.
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tried an āawake methodā (not really a method, just threw on subliminal and meditated with intention) and woke up two hours later in my cr. i dont remember ANYTHING from that two hours. it was relaxing though. i think awake methods are great for people who struggle falling or staying asleep i think im going to try this more.