Michael Parkinson: What was sad too was the way it drove a wedge between your relationship, you and John â was it always a spiky relationship? I mean, you said you loved him-
Paul: Yes
M: -and that love comes through in the book. Did he love you?
P: Yeah. I donât think it was⌠Yeah, I think he did actually. *laughs* Weâll check. Just excuse me for a moment. âJohn, come on, baby, did, yes.â Yeah, I think he did, yeah. It wasnât actually a spiky relationship at all. It was, uh, very warm, very close and very loving, I think. All The Beatles. We used to say, I think we were amongst the first sort of men to come out openly â and you remember, it was quite sort of strange in those days, weâre talking about a long time ago now when homosexuality was still sort of largely illegal â we used to say âI love himâ on interviews and the interviewers would get slightly taken aback, a man saying he loved someone. But I think, quite genuinely, we really did and I still do. Um, but the business thing came right in the middle of it, the lawyers came along with the business thing and I talked to John many years. Because the great saving grace was we did put our relationship back together.
P: Thank god for that! Because I donât know what Iâd do now with him gone if we hadnât. I think I would be, uh, wracked with all sorts of guilt. But we did.