Skitty

Oh and since I’m writing personal posts (and nobody reads them anyway), might as well note this. The way antidepressants change my outlook on food cannot be understated. I literally never felt indifferent about food before I started antidepressants. It’s like I was obsessed and the pills came over and said “buddy it literally doesn’t matter”. I’m off the pills now but this newfound “eh” feeling about food still persists. And I wasn’t even doing Prozac lol

Woke up after a fast day feeling t h i n n e only to discover nothing’s really changed and this is my mind playing tricks on me, tricking me into eating even though there was no milestone, no progress worth celebrating