(How could anybody ever live like me?)
multifandom artist and author (she/her)
Here to make you smile :)
layout by nightmarereverie, title from Cadmium Colors by Jamie Paige
https://silviaflowers.straw.page/
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This is a multifandom blog! (Fandoms list here!)
Autism Suspect™ (self-diagnosed)
Minor
Young Digital artist :]
I'm a Christian, but I won't mention it much.
I LOVE MY QPPS !!!! @capt-marty & @cow-inthe-closet
Here's my strawpage and linktree!
If theres anything you wanna avoid, I tag with "___ tw" for generally triggering subjects! Shoot me an ask if you see something specific you'd like me to tag <3
(if we're moots, im completely fine with making "x dont look" tags!)
(fandom art requests and commissions are both open!)
(previous pinned post)
˚ʚ♡ Tags! ♡
#silvia flowers is every original post of mine
#silviart is my art tag
#silvi speaks is my talking tag
#silvi answers is my ask answer tag
#silvi sings is me yelling song lyrics into the tumblr void
#gift bouquet is for art people have made for me/of my content
#floral lore is for my OC lore
#silvia flowers hall of fame is for my most popular posts! (namely TBH papyrus)
˚ʚ♡ Fandoms! ♡
I skip around fandoms a lot, and I'll reblog any post I like from basically any fandom I'm in! Once again, you can view my fandoms here. I'm more likely to take requests for any of the fandoms with double music notes, or any fandom im Currently Posting About- though honestly I'll entertain requests from Any fandom I'm in! Fandoms that are on my mind are just more likely.
If you have asks about my opinions on ships, characters, etc, feel free to send them my way!
˚ʚ♡ Sideblogs! ♡
most of these are somewhat inactive, unfortunately I'm just not very good at keeping up with sideblogs in general? There's always a chance they'll be back though!
@silviartflowers - my art rb blog!
@mayihavesomeicecreamplease - my spam reblog sideblog!
@djtether-selfship - my selfship lmk blog!
@daily-godpoke - my godpoke daily art blog! Currently on hiatus
@maketheblorbsobrawl - my (finished) tournament of pacifist blorbos!
@eclipseaucomic - my FNAF comic blog! (currently on pause)
ALL OF MY ROLEPLAY BLOGS ARE LINKED HERE! i have a lot of them so to refrain from clog they're all organized in a separate post :3
˚ʚ♡ PSA ♡
I don't use this blog to platform fundraisers, unfortunately. All my sympathy, but I use this site to get away from the horrors of real life.
I do not have a DNI, and this blog isn't for discourse. I prefer to block people I find unsavory. If someone's being disingenuous, feel free to clarify, but I won't engage in hate campaigns and the like.
I'd prefer if this blog could generally be kept kind and friendly, free from discrimination, and I always prioritize learning new things over trying to "defend" myself.
I encourage everyone to be themselves and don't participate in cringe culture.
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Found a mole cricket yesterday and it had the cutest lil paws and the biggest wettest saddest eyes I ever saw on a bug. No one else was able to appreciate the 🥺 aspect of the creature.
A link for those of you who have no idea what a mole cricket looks like :D
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“everyone is mad at me and they just won’t tell me” —> “no one has said anything about being mad at me and i haven’t done anything to warrant being mad at so if someone is silently fuming about me and not saying anything that’s their problem and actually quite weird of them and i can effortlessly move on with my life”
this took SUCH a huge deal of unlearning because, like so many of you, i came out of a home where being quietly in trouble WAS the default state, and i DID grow up not just with the assumption but borderline religious conviction that Everyone Is Mad At Me, I Am Bad, I Must Exist In A Constant State of Attempting to Pacify The Natural Rage I Inspire In Everyone. and no it actually turns out that my family are the freaks . and yours are too
“this isn’t true because i DEFINITELY silently fume at people in the hopes they’ll figure out what they did and apologize” that’s not good. you shouldn’t do that
“this isn’t true because the ex-friendship that traumatized me ended explosively after they were mad at me and never told me why” that’s not good. they shouldn’t be doing that
“i don’t think this is true because my current friend group is constantly icing me out until i figure out what ive done to upset them and properly apologized without being told” hey thats not good. they should not be doing that
if the peacefulness of your relationship with someone (familial, romantic, friendly, anything) can be destroyed by effective communication/asking them for effective communication, you have got to get out of there. if you can’t get out of there, you’ve got to throw away any ideas about what that person thinks of you because they have their own shit to figure out before they can accurately read anyone else
in the age of ozempic, take my hands...its okay to gain weight and to want to be fatter. Normalize talking about gaining weight for no reason other than you want to. Heal your relationship with your body and with food. Its okay to want to be fatter.
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Hmm. My ceiling in my living room that I haven’t been in since Dashcon is collapsing and there is an alarming amount of mold. I believe something bad has occurred, I do not know what to do about this situation because it is not raccoon related.
side note, but i feel like this is a good example of how autism manifests in seemingly "low support needs" individuals. I can get a permit that is very hard to obtain, go to another country where nobody I work with speaks the language I do, hold myself together while I kneel beside a dead raccoon to try to determine cause of death, write reports for institutions to mitigate risk to raccoons, etc etc etc.
but then the moment something like this happens I freeze up and curl in a ball and have no idea what to do because I have no money or skill to fix it myself and i'm scared of the textures. And also literally cannot speak on the phone ever.
No, it's not inappropriate. It is a really common feeling for a lot of autistic people society deems as "low support needs."
There's a lot of frustration and shame in it, too, because of the way the world as a whole treats us. I think it is rooted in Aspie supremacy or whatever (internalized and external), but there is so much focus on the so called magical, wonderful abilities autism gives you (in my case, raccoons/costume design), that when you exhibit autistic traits more commonly associated with "high support needs" individuals, people automatically go "ummm I think you are faking/lazy/stupid/weaponizing incompetence/blah blah blah because I have seen you do [xyz thing that people find incredibly impressive], so you should easily be able to do [current thing]!" When that is not how autism works.
Additionally, I don't think most people realized that a lot of "low support needs" autistic folks aren't infact all that "low support needs," it's just that they don't have people able to meet those support needs, so they just struggle. And because nobody is there to see them struggle, then those struggles don't exist.
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