Behold My Blorbos

"theyll hate you for this" "but theyll be alive" is THE juiciest thing to me

i will ensure you stay alive above all else. even if what i do to make it happen is horrendous. even if it violates all your wishes or moral principles. even if you can never look at me the same way again, even if you hate me for it. because at least if you hate me it means youre alive

when the damage is hidden but happening to the Character in plain sight is sooooo satisfying and not even in a woe is me no one pays enough attention to my little meow meow way. everyone DOES care but your guy would rather die standing up than let on that something’s amiss. gonna take those hits behind closed doors because they can swallow the blood in their mouth and keep swinging. gonna wear themselves away until they’re raw and exposed because doing anything else would be worse for someone else. a dull knife is better than none and someday things will be good again. probably.

hm. Everyday I am reminded my monitor's color settings are messed up- one of these days I'll figure it out so everything doesn't look washed out on other screens, lmao