ShenTanCypher

Protagonist and reader

1. borrowing misery from future

2. carrying grief of the past

Title: The 10 Years That I Loved You the Most (最爱你的那十年)

Author: Tofu Manhua & Wu Yi Ning Si

Genre: Drama, School Life, Tragedy & Yaoi

Status: Completed (69 Chapters + 3 Extras)

Plot Summary

I’ve loved you the most for most of my life. Now I am a piece of crumpled paper in the corner you would never glimpse. I thought you would be my today and all of my tomorrows. I imagined that someday you would turn around again and stare at me with all your love. However, when our love is gone, I’ll just pick a sunny afternoon with gentle wind, put on my coat and leave for good…

heyo! Someone asked for more prompts, and who am I to say no? Here's some whump!! This is a mix of whumper/caretaker/whumpee prompts.

1) "No, no, no! You can't close your eyes- open your eyes!"

2) "Just stay still, please. You're making it worse."

3) "I just need to tell you-" "No! Tell me later! Just, shut up right now and let me help you!"

4) "You look so pale."

5) "Is that blood? Oh God, you're bleeding."

6) "You make the prettiest faces when I hurt you."

7) "For someone so scared, you're awfully quiet. I want to hear you scream."

8) "Don't say that, you're going to be fine. Everything's fine."

9) "I can't hear anything..."

10) "Just breathe, okay? Focus on me, and breathe."

11) "When was the last time you actually slept?"

12) "This is going to hurt like a bitch, okay? Just hold on."

13) "You need to stay awake, you hear me? Stay awake. Keep talking to me, keep talking."

14) "If all it took was a blade to your throat to shut you up, I would have done it sooner."

15) "Are those bruises? When did you get hurt? What happened?"

16) "You could have died! And I had to watch it happen!"

17) "Don't forget me-" "No, no, none of that. You're not dying today."

18) "Just listen to my voice. Help is on the way, alright? Just focus on me."

19) "Oh lord you're burning up."

20) "That looks infected-" "I noticed."

21) "I don't think I'll ever forget your screams."

22) "I thought I lost you- I was so broken."

23) "You don't remember me...? You don't remember anything?"

24) "Squeeze my hand when it hurts-- oh fuck not that hard."

25) "You will scream for mercy, and I will not deliver."

26) "I love watching the light of hope fade from your eyes. They aren't coming, and you just realized that, huh?"

27) "Thank God you're still alive!"

28) "I-I can't breathe-"

29) "They're delirious from blood loss (or fever). They think I'm the one who hurt them."

Kim Dokja was something of an enigma—powerful, maddeningly unreadable. Still, he held people gently, soft and nurturing where no one else was. He was the worst kind of person—a bastard that gave parts of himself to protect the people he loved most.

Today, Yoo Joonghyuk would realize just how much Kim Dokja was willing to sacrifice to keep his loved ones safe.

I love seeing other people make the overblown OOPS I FORGOT SOMETHING performance for no-one that most of us do when we have to turn around in the middle of the pavement.

- when someone thinks no one’s paying attention and they sing-talk themselves thru a task

- when people are looking for scissors, in their home or in a store, and they make the scissors gesture with their non-dominant hand as an aid to remind them what they’re doing.

- when automatic social interactions glitch, like when you tell a waiter that you hope he enjoys his food too, or tell the stranger on the phone that you love them. 

- the hand gesture people make when they’re thinking at their computer, not typing, and their elbow rests on the table, and they feel the edge of their fingernail with their thumb. This is such a lovely little gesture and to my knowledge I have never seen it in fiction. You’d think it would come up all the time in fic.

- when you’re sharing an experience with a complete stranger (like watching a seagull throw up in public, or waiting for a late train) and you make eye contact, and some comment to each other, and then you guys are, like, ALLIES now. Like you would willingly ride to war to save them. You can’t make eye contact again, but you are very aware of them.