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From the moment I saw the black thing covering his dick, I had my doubts that he might be a rapist or something like that. And guess what my intuition was right, I guess. His behavior has seriously creeped me out from the beginning.

This pink hair girl was blackout drunk.

And this guy came in and said he was taking her outside to let her get some fresh air.

How could the FL and the other friend be okay with leaving their drunken friend alone with a man they had only known for a day? And after that, the green-haired friend completely forgot about her pink-haired friend.

Then the FL looks for them when she hasn’t seen them for a while. She searches for her friend and ends up in front of her house where she sees them. The FL is heartbroken and runs away after seeing her friend kissing this guy. She completely forgot her friend was intoxicated and they were supposed to go out for some “fresh air” not go back to her place. Why didn’t she think he might be taking advantage of her drunk friend?

Eun-ah wanted to start a family and have children since she was young, and she even hoped that the child’s father would be Oh Cheol-yoon, which implies she liked him back then. She was honest with Yun-jeong about it. Since Eun-ah likes Oh Cheol-yoon and marrying him would also improve their family’s financial situation, and because it benefits everyone and she doesn’t dislike it herself, is there really a need for her to step aside just because her younger sibling has a crush on him? If Eun-ah likes him as much as Yun-jeong does, it would be hard for her to give him up. It may just not be shown clearly in the webtoon because she isn’t the main character. It’s true that Cheolyoon and Yunjeong never dated or even confessed their feelings, so it seems like Eunha doesn’t have a problem with it. Since they weren’t in a relationship and he didn’t oppose the arranged marriage, there’s no reason, from Eunha’s perspective, not to marry him. Honestly, everyone in this family seems selfish. Yun-jeong should give up since the family already arranged the marriage and Cheol-yoon didn’t oppose it. She should forget him and live her own life.

Eunha and Cheolyoon's wedding took place while Yunjeong was away attending university in Seoul. This Eunha girl really put her life aside for a man she has a crush on and that said man not even likes her. I really hope those theories about Yunjeong ending up with cheolyoon and even have a child with him are wrong. He already made his choice her older sister. Cheolyoon absolutely does not deserve to end up with yunjeong. He let her go. He didn't choose her. He literally waked away from her and chose her older sister Instead. I don't care about his trauma or whatever but he made a choice. If Yunjeong only his second choice after he chose and married her sister, and only came back to her after her sister died or something happened, then that's going to be very hard to accept. It's disgusting tbh.

I pity her, but she also annoys me. She gave up going to college for this guy just because her only dream is to have his baby. Like, seriously? She doesn’t want to escape this family drama because she likes him?? Even if she fall in love way before, it is a one side love. She also knows he doesn’t like her either. She knows Yunjeong and he have exchanged letters, so there must be something between them, yet she agreed to marry him knowing her sister likes that guy. What guarantee is there that she will be happy in his family? Is this the result you wanted eunah??

He is someone who gave up on Yunjeong because of his family, so what guarantee is there that he will not betray her in the future? Now his family members are bullying her. Isn’t this what she wanted when she married him? But I do not like bullying her, and I do not like his family either. They are terrible, and he is a mama’s boy.

He agreed to marry her, and now they had a small marriage function because he has to go study in Seoul. He is a college student. Eunha will stay with his family while he goes to Seoul to study. So what I am saying is that he already made his decision, so I hope he will stay married to Eunha and fall for her instead of becoming jealous when he sees Yunjeong and Juhwan in Seoul.

He chose to follow his family's wishes and agreed to marry Eunha. Since he already said he wouldn't regret it, he shouldn't play the victim now or make her life miserable just because it isn't the life he wanted. She is his wife now; he shouldn't hurt her, and he needs to stand up for her

It is really sad that the author made the twin sisters fight over the same guy. At least Yunjeong went to live her life as she wished and went to study in Seoul. But what I do not like is the idea that Cheolyoon might cheat on Eunah with Yunjeong since they are both staying in Seoul, and Eunah will be left alone in the big house with Cheolyoon’s parents.

I hope that is not what will happen, because girl, this coward already chose your older sister over you. He did not even move a finger for you when you went to his house to stop the marriage, so why would you still want him after that? He did not even say that he likes you either. Even if he said that or had feelings for you, he did not stop the marriage or choose you. Instead, he agreed with his family’s decision. What do you even see in him? There is nothing good in him. So Just move on and live your life.

Who is the child Eunha was talking about in the beginning? Do Eunha and Cheolyoon have a kid? Now the story shows he is going to Seoul, so he is still very young. There is no way the family would force him to have kids with Eunha at this stage. So does he have a kid with Eunha after he comes back from Seoul?

I really would not like it if Cheolyoon cheated on Eunha and had a child with Yunjeong, or if he had children with both twin sisters. I really cannot accept this story if Cheolyoon remarries Yunjeong after having a child with Eunha and then losing her. Seriously, that is just not right. He did everything with her older sister, and it is not even a divorce, yet he is agreeing to remarry her? Yunjeong must be crazy. Does eunha CS herself?? That is not right either.

If it benefits the family, he should stay and faithful to his wife and not cheat. Why commit to marriage if you had your chance back then and didn't take it? It makes no sense to want an affair with her younger sister now

If he develops feelings for Yunjeong, he should do his wife a favor and divorce her. She deserves better than a cheater. If he indeed has a child with Eunha, he is a terrible person for involving a child in situations like that.

Why did you bring a child into this world when you have feelings for another woman? You have just destroyed your wife’s life. If the story indeed shows that you have a child with Eunha, that is horrible. I would not be surprised if people have children just because of family pressure and not because they truly want them. It is unfortunate for both the parents and the child. However, abandoning the child would be even more horrible.

If Yunjeong wants Cheolyoon even though he is already married to her older sister, then she is a terrible and horrible person. Why would she make her older sister’s life miserable when she already knows he didn’t choose her? why would she go after such a man?

Why does she want her older sister's husband? Yes, you might have liked him once and had a savior complex, but he is now your sister's husband. How could you get involved with him again and become his wife? It is disgusting how you could do that to your older sister. How could you even want a man who once told you he would never regret marrying your older sister? It is truly repulsive

Yeah, it’s better to move on when the person you love won't fight for you. Don't waste your time. You shouldn't give up on your dreams bcz of someone you aren't even dating. She made a good move; she went to Seoul to study, just like she wanted. she seems like someone who knows how to take care of what she needs to take care of and let go of what she needs to let go of, so I wonder how things end up getting complicated later on? What causes her to get entangled in it again??

And I think Junhwan is a suitable partner for her. She does not have any romantic feelings for him yet, but he is always there for her in every situation. So I hope that instead of ending up with Cheolyoon, she ends up with him, because Cheolyoon is married to her sister. Even if she does not end up with either of the male characters in this manhwa, that is okay too.

She knows he likes her, but she keeps wavering and leaning toward Cheolyoon. She needs to communicate clearly and stop giving him false hope, whether she wants to be just friends or something more in the future. She better not mess this up.

Predetermined futures, family expectations, and misaligned desires lead to an irreversible tragedy. The secrets of these three, and the resulting guilt, cast a shadow that continues onto the next generation

This is what the synopsis says, but what actually happened between these four characters that made everything so messy? It says in the synopsis that the characters are now regretting what they did in the past. What secret are they hiding, and how is it affecting the new generation: the two boys in the future arc manhwa Colorless Light? What's the past event that permanently damaged the characters’ lives. the characters may move on outwardly, but the emotional damage still affects their choices in the present, and it especially impacts the next generation; the boys.

• Betrayal within family or close relationships

• A forbidden or hidden relationship that caused long-term fallout

• A secret (like a child, affair, or identity truth) that was covered up

What really happened??? the “wound” is likely the central hidden truth or past mistake that connects all four characters and keeps affecting everyone even years later.

What could have led Yunjeong to say that Eunha should disappear?

Did she say that because seeing Eunha married to him and having his child made her pain worse?? She likely said it because all the emotions; love, loss, jealousy, and family tension overwhelmed her at once?????

But I am still confused. In Colorless Light, the older woman who appears in the story is Yunjeong, and the man is Cheolyoon??Cheolyoon’s face has not been revealed yet, it does not automatically mean that the man is not him. could be a different character?? Or it could be a future scene where the identity is delayed for storytelling reasons. How did that even happen? Did she really become a bad person who still had feelings for her older sister’s husband and ended up having a child with him or marrying him? Did she really marry this coward when he was already married to her sister? Did he cheat with her thus he married her? They seem like a married couple, but I feel a wall between them and they seem cold... The woman comes across as domineering, and the man seems like he has nothing to say. You can already tell the main characters have compelling backstories. So what exactly happened between them?? The husband doesn't seem very enthusiastic about the wife's proposal [to send junhwan to the house in the mountain]; although she speaks with a smile, her eyes are filled with a love-hate relationship rather than affection, giving the impression that she wants to deliberately hurt or punish him. Did Cheolyoon regret cheating? And does he regret being married to Yunjeong now? Did she hate Sayun because he is the son of Cheolyoon and Eunha? If she knows he has a son, why did she marry him? What the hell is going on in this story?

So the man is indeed Cheolyoon, so why is his face not shown in the panels, but only in the family photo? He looks miserable in the family photo. He is smiling, but it seems like he’s dead inside. Maybe he’s regretting whatever he has done.

This photo was in Junhwan’s apartment. He moved out of his parents’ house and is living alone here. He has put the photo down, and it seems like he hates his parents. Maybe he knows something is going on with his family? He also asked why his mom Yunjeong cares about Sayun, and he doesn’t seem to like that. Cheolyoon also slapped Junhwan. Why would you hit your own son? He had bruises around his eyes was that from his dad, Cheolyoon? Why would a father hit his own son? Doesn’t he like Junhwan?? even if the reason is “he lied,” hitting a child (especially an adult son like Junhwan) in a story usually signals that the relationship is very unhealthy. Cheolyoon asking “Do you know why I’m angry?” suggests there is a deeper reason behind his anger. Junhwan saying he sent his friend to the mountain house instead of going himself shows he deceived his parents. Then Yunjeong saying “It’s not that. It’s because you lied" meaning it's not because he didn't go there but the deception. Junhwan lying about going there could connect to something serious in the family history. The lie matters because it is probably linked to their complicated past or unresolved family issues

My jaw literally dropped after reading this spoiler

Spoiler

Sa-yoon was registered as Cheol-yoon's younger brother, not Eun-ah and Yun-jeong's mother! That is why he has to call Cheol-yoon "older brother." The grandmother with dementia is Cheol-yoon's mother. Cheol-yoon's mother and Eun-ah and Yun-jeong's mother have completely different eye colors. So, I'm starting to think that Sa-yoon might not actually be Cheol-yoon's child, but rather the child born between Cheol-yoon's father and Eun-ah. This is because he is listed as the younger brother on the family register, and Cheol-yoon's mother with dementia keeps muttering Eun-ah's name... But since that would be too much of a plot twist, it is highly likely that he is Cheol-yoon and Eun-ah's child.

I don’t think that’s going to happen. If that were about to happen, why would Yunjeong get mad at Eunha and tell her to disappear? If Eunha’s son Sayun is Cheolyoon’s father’s child, then why would Cheolyoon’s mother care about him when he is her husband’s child? especially since she seems like the type who would not accept it.

Cheolyoon’s father seems like he likes her (not romantically, of course). She has been a polite kid from the beginning, so maybe that’s why they arranged a marriage between her and Cheolyoon.

If Cheolyoon’s mother keeps apologizing to Eunha, it usually suggests she feels guilt or responsibility about Eunha’s situation. The mother’s guilt is likely tied to something hidden in the past involving Yunjeong and the arranged marriage, but the exact nature I don't know. What did Yunjeong and Cheolyoon do that made his mother say, ‘Do you really think you’ll be able to live peacefully after doing something like that?’. she's not very good...ignoring her son's feelings, Ignoring Eun-ah's parents... What did she do to Eun-ah that she just kept saying she was sorry at the hospital... Did Cheol-yoon's father pass away??

I'm genuinely curious to see how Eun-ah, Yun-jeong, Cheol-yun, and Ju-hwan will get entangled in the story. Seeing that Oh Sa-yun and Oh Ju-hwan both have the last name "Oh," it seems like they are connected to Oh Cheol-yun.

Right now it feels like everyone must be connected biologically to Cheol-yoon

So who did Eun-ah get pregnant with to give birth to Sa-yoon... If Cheol-yoon ended up like that with the two sisters it's disgusting

What happened to Eunha? Ahh Junhwan was not shown in ‘Colorless Light.’ What happened to him? Why did Yunjeong name her son Junhwan? Was it revenge? Does his name make the family remember what happened, so everyone would remember Junhwan? Is that why she named him Junhwan? Is Junhwan actually her son?

My guess about the story since it seems like it might become a disaster. These are just my guesses, so they are meant to be shocking.

1. Cheolyoon and Yunjeong reconnect in Seoul and start having an affair.

2. Yunjeong starts dating Junhwan when Cheolyoon sees them in Seoul.

3. Eunha and Junhwan have an affair, which ends up with her giving birth to a son. [ doesn't make sense]

4. Yunjeong hates Eunha for betraying her by involving both Cheolyoon and Junhwan, so that's why she told her to disappear. [Cliché]

5. Cheolyoon and Eunha have a son, but Cheolyoon cheats with Yunjeong and later has another son too. Learning this, Eunha feels sad and decides to leave her son to Yunjeong to take care of him. (But why would she entrust her son to Yunjeong if the child is Cheolyoon's? There's no way she would accept him if Yunjeong likes Cheolyoon, right?. I'm confused.)

6. Something happened to Junhwan because of Cheolyoon's family, so Yunjeong decides to take revenge on them. [Still doesn't make sense]

7. Sayun is actually Yunjeong's son. But i think Junhwan is yunjeong's son. [Idk]

8. Cheolyoon regrets marrying Yunjeong and prefers his other son Sayun over Junhwan.

9. Because of Yunjeong cheating with Cheolyoon, Eunha feels heartbroken and decides to die, which is why everyone feels regret and guilt.

10. Yunjeong’s husband might have done something to her to make her cold, which could be why he listens to whatever she says out of guilt