🤍welcome🖤

Goddam I haven't been on this thing since god knows when.

This place used to give me so much happiness during a time where happiness was scarce for me. some might think that's sad but when I look back on it, I'm glad that I at least found comfort and security in a place where people share niche interests and won't be made fun of for. I only remember this place with good memories. Being a 14 year old who liked one direction didn't exactly grant you a popular person pass. But I didn't really care anyway, I felt like such a baddass for getting 1,000+ notes on a post. i could've added that to my resume.

Now that I'm 25, I am busy as hell. Shit, I'm writing this at 9am when I should be getting ready for work. But I know that this won't last forever. It better not at least. I'm almost done with my degree, the next step would be to get a job, then start a family. my parents aren't getting any younger. Idk how I was once on this app and my biggest problem was contemplating if I'll ever get to meet harry styles or joey graceffa, and now I'm writing about actual life changing events I'm hoping to accomplish in the next couple years. It feels bittersweet honestly. and no I never met harry styles or joey graceffa.

My first youtube video(: 

Watch it if ya wanna ! 

It felt like we had barely met

I looked at you, and knew that you needed me

My happiness grew more everyday

And I realized how much a needed you too

I remember how you would run to me every time I called your name

Your messy curly locks bouncing every step

You kept my feet warm at night

And now I can't believe I'll never feel that warmth again

I tried my very best to keep you here and safe

But I knew you were tired of fighting the pain

Although it hurt to say goodbye

It hurt more to see you suffering

Sometimes I feel alone knowing that you're gone