May 25
It’s confusing, right? You’re constantly having gay thoughts, and whenever you try to fight it and force yourself to like girls, you feel even gayer. What’s happening? Why are all paths leading to the same place?
You're not alone. This is exactly what it feels like to be gay and raised in a toxic conservative environment. It’s your body telling you it’s tired of hiding and your gay awakening is going to happen one way or another.
So don’t force it with girls. It’s not good for you. The best way to find your answer is to experiment with what you’re really into: men. Drop all that internalized shame and just let it happen. Everything will be as clear as water once his balls are slapping your bussy.
