This past year has had a lot of wonderfully fabulous moments happen but also a lot of heartbreaking moments. I wish I could say it’s gotten easier but we’ll it hasn’t. and as always it’s just getting easier to handle. My health has been all over the place this past year I had 3 surgeries and had to try a few new medications I didn’t do well on any of them. I had a new feed i had to try because…

It’s been a long time since I wrote. I find it hard to explain what’s been going on. It’s confusing weird and totally unnecessarily complicated. So since I don’t know how to explain things I just don’t say anything. I don’t write as much I don’t text as much or post as much. Sooo here I am trying my best to explain things. Last year my main doctor over my care was unexpectedly moved. Since…

Life is weird and I’m ok with that. I think so anyway…. I have a habit of not wanting to say things are bad. It’s a good habit to have but not always a helpful one. It’s not like I deny that things are happening it’s that I don’t want to bother people with things. I think sometimes I’m doing great! I’m stable and then my body decides that it doesn’t like that and I trip and fall and leave a…

I have a habit of not wanting to say things are bad. It’s a good habit to have but not always a helpful one. It’s not like I deny that things are happening it’s that I don’t want to bother people with things. I think sometimes I’m doing great! I’m stable and then my body decides that it doesn’t like that and I trip and fall and leave a bruise for two weeks that’s concerning and then I remember…

I have a habit of not wanting to say things are bad. It’s a good habit to have but not always a helpful one. It’s not like I deny that things are happening it’s that I don’t want to bother people with things. I think sometimes I’m doing great! I’m stable and then my body decides that it doesn’t like that and I trip and fall and leave a bruise for two weeks that’s concerning and then I remember…

You don’t want to go to the ER in general. You don’t want to be here. But somehow you ended up here. There are a bunch of people in the waiting room. All waiting for help. I’m just the one sitting off to the side. An elderly lady checks in and sits in the waiting room chair. And within five minutes she’s taken back. And sadly I know a lot abii ok it that. I almost feel guilty that I’m so glad…

If I was to sum up the walking dead simply by what you’d think while watching each season.. itd. Be like this… Season 1 I’m shot! Why is this hospital room so weird? How long have I been out? Where are the doctors? Why is this hospital look like someone bombed it? Ahhh human not human eating human? Hello little boy… you shot me? Really? Where are my family? I go find them! I Go to Atlanta! Need…

This is pigacorn.. my papa enjoys setting her up around the house in places like this…. I obviously live with my parents! In 2016 my parents and myself decided to move in to a small townhouse in Beaufort. We moved together. I had been living in va beach and they had been living in Raleigh are. I have to say the first year was hard. Understanding what each of us wanted and needed for and from…

Forgiving in the way that God forgives

In life we hurt people. We break things. That can never be fixed. We tear families apart. We say things we can’t take back. We lose people. We lose friendships. We rip people apart. We also love. We say sorry. We work on ourselves. We learn that not everything broken can be fixed we try to find ways to keep going. We realize Gods the only one who can forgive us full. Gods the only one who…

You can beleive whatever you want. God has given us free will. You can stand up (metaphorically because some can’t physically stand if you know what I mean anyway..) it’s not just standing up for what you beleive in. No. It’s about how you stand up. It’s better to understand both sides and be kind to both sides. But sometimes there are millions of sides. But that’s ok but sometimes not standing…

In movies and In books and Even in life I have seen countless times where the main dorky or weird person gets a makeover and the one thing they seem to do thw most is take off their glasses wearing contacts like somehow that makes them prettier. And everyone is so amazed by this beautiful person they suddenly see with a new outfit and glasses free and pretty shoes! They act like this person is…

Are you an apple or something else

So I like to start off with saying I am just saying Have you ever watched a commercial for a Samsung phone or dell laptop you know how they compare them to the leading competitors? They tell you how much better there products work then all those ridiculous others? Have you ever seen a political commercial and they tell you how ridiculous and horrid the other is and tell you barely anything…

No judgement is a two way street to judgement

Judgement can be foggy I hear people say they wish that people wouldn’t judge others the problem with this kind of thinking is that you are right there judging them for judging others. There can never be no judgement. Because judgement can be a good thing and a bad thing. A judge doesn’t just convected people to jail they also prove innocence. I’m not saying that there is never a time someone…

I don’t always know how to start. Like what do others want to hear about me? Am I talking to much? And r asking to many questions? Should I be quite? Do I need to leave them alone? Do they want to know more about me? Or am I explaining to much? I’ve never been good when it came to things like that. I love to get to know people. To talk to people to be funny and sweet or sassy and smart whatever…

When I think about something Normally I can be lost in my own head for a good while. This past year has been weird and I don’t know how to explain if. But I haven’t wrote a blog post in over a year but the thing is. I don’t know what to say. My life has always been weird. And this past year was weird for the world but it was hard to handle in weird ways for me. It’s like for the first time…

AnnaJoh and Me

Friendship has always been important to me. Majorly important! I have always seen my relationship with God as a friendship so in my mind I always thought friendships with anyone was the most important relationship someone can have.

Now I’m not saying relationship of the romantic type or relationship with family isn’t important because friendship with your family and spouse…