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First time in a long time I've written something. I really should start a diary or a journal. Something to stop my mind from exploding. My biggest weakness is that I internalise everything and have these really intrusive thoughts. It's almost crippling sometimes. That's anxiety for you. The constant feeling that people are judging me, whispering about me and me thinking I am not good enough really takes its toll and sometimes I just want to #disappear. To go somewhere where nobody knows me. To become a whole new person. That's not me though. The people in my life I love dearly and would do anything for them, it's just that sometimes I feel like I am being taken for granted. Like I only hear from people when they want something. What about just me? Am I not good enough? I have a lot to say about a lot of things. I don't know....maybe I should start writing songs or poems. Anyway tomorrow is another day. Let's hope it's better than today.