Not a good day today.... obviously. I miss my kids. Depression, anxiety, the sheer weight of all the crap going down in my life and oh yes, let’s not forget the ever-present ADD that lives in my brain and loves to rage during these times; fueled on more by the heightened levels of emotions that makes for a really nasty ride down the pit. I knew they were coming for me (my demons) I’ve been standing my ground for so long but I knew they’d break through some time and drag me down to the pit. They’ve kept me there for weeks at a time before. But not today! Today, as I’m alone, I let them take me. I embraced instead of fight because I needed to let it out. I left a lot of baggage down there. Enough to keep them fed for a while. So they didn’t have to keep me and let me call my angel, LZZY to pull me out. Yeah, yeah I know! Very corny and cliche but I swear I could hear @officiallzzyhale saying “You are the fire & you’re the one you’re waiting for....” So why am I posting all this along with such unflattering pics? Well I promise not for attention or sympathy. There are plenty of others that are well-deserving and more than worthy. I’m no one special in that respect. People get divorced all the time. The world has bigger problems. My #1 reason for this is simply because I Can. I got on social media initially just to follow @halestormrocks & @officiallzzyhale .... truth! But ended up finding an extended family that stretches across the globe #FreakFamily along with countless others with whom I interact on a daily basis (via Twitter mostly) Then I also thought this would be the ideal place where I could finally, carelessly be 💯 myself, say & vent whatever I want without worry of judgment. Great thought until that wasn’t the case but that’s whole other story. My 2nd reason for this post and the pics is maybe someone else needs to read this! Needs to know that you can rule your demons instead of them ruling you! Maybe some one needs to see that everyone has bad days. But if I can learn how to pick myself up outta the floor (literally, pic 1) then you can too. No matter what you’re going through.. #wereallinthistogether 🤘🏼❤️🤘🏼 #RaiseYourHorns https://www.instagram.com/p/CICpnN5ABbv/?igshid=15cgtje3ocuj7
