Self Shipping Self Regulation

I am 34 years old and I will be posting about adult things so if you are not an adult please go play somewhere else, no offense of course this is just not a space for you. name: Pepper Pronouns: Gender Fluid AFAB Will respond to any pronoun Current Self Ships: Flowery (Deltarune), Sunday (HSR), Dan Heng(HSR) Aymeric (ffxiv), Estinien (ffxiv), Emet-Selch (ffxiv), Roathe (warframe) some way more then others in order of interest often 1. Flowery 2. Sunday 3. Emet-Selch 5. Dan Heng sometimes 6. Aymeric 7. Estinien Rarely 8. Roathe these are subject to change i have moods might add more later, I tend to lean more towards guys when doing self ships but i do love female characters too for regular shipping will probably post alot of stuff for the guys if im in the mood for it stuff I like and may post about: Spicy topics: Dead dove ABO male lactation/ mpreg yaoi related topics pet play BDSM platonic not sexual in any way topics: regression the character i mainly use for that is Neuvillette and i dont really like seeing lewd pictures of him. not discouraging anyone from drawing it follow your heart. All characters are HC'd to be in their thirties or over. if any of that bothers you hey thats cool feel free to block me so you don't see my posts. no need to tell me you dont have to explain yourself just watch out for your own mental health. other then that welcome and if you like stuff like this I hope you enjoy your stay.

I am so sorry for the angst I am inflicting upon you all but I have alot on my mind. I really relate to Noelle alot y'know? I loved looking for glitches growing up they where like a sort of forbidden magic for me it started with Missingno in pokemon red (I'm old) to running way to fast through dreamweavers in spyro to freak the game out these things where scary to me but I was also fascinated. I am a naturally skittish person being mostly blind but despite the night terrors that so often plague me even now that are so intense that I sleep run and scream... I can't seem to stay away from it forever. the things that scare me. I guess apart of me enjoys the thrill atleast if someone is there to make it better in the end. I try to leave myself time during the day to watch these things so my mind can be elsewhere by nightfall but it doesn't always work in the fall of 1010 I was introduced to a website showing me something called "creepypasta's" by a friend named November. She was absolutely fearless despite her small size. There wasn't many of these creepypastas i could enjoy except some very specific ones. ones involving video games like the ones i grew up with in the 90s and the early 2000s and this one hauntingly beautiful poem about a guardian angel i can no longer find. as a girl who grew up exploiting the spooky glitches in the games she played until they weren't spooky anymore to say I was enchanted would be an understatement. I have a deep love for the old fashioned game creepypastas and I appreciate toby fox for making a game and a character that perfectly encapsulates that hard to describe feeling i had growing up. to think that they are real. that oddly comfortable horror that i can stand. whats this got to do with the drawing you ask? not much... he's a goner

I am definitely getting the hang of drawing him better (this was a quick one drawn in clip) I tend to overdo it when im trying to draw humans but that doesnt really suit him so i tried to simplify it alot more and i was pretty happy with the result anyways Flowery squishes your face

POV you are on a date with Flowery and give him a flower crown