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Holiday traditions can be what you make them, not what society tells you they should be.

#new traditions #healing #setting boundaries #making memories

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Some days are just a bed day. A day for resetting and recharging.

#anxiety #healing #seasonal affective disorder #surviving depression #reset #recharge

I just want to be loved for being myself, anxiety and all!

#anxiety #marriage trauma #surprise childhood trauma #healing #just love me

Daydreaming to escape reality. Oh how amazing it would be if I could somehow instantly make those fantasies come true.

#healing #anxiety #calming the voices inside my head #i love daydreaming #just daydreaming

Life right now feels like a storm that I know I am going to get through, I just have to ride out the wild winds, ravage rainfalls, grumbling thunder, and sharp stabs of lightning. Hopefully there will be a beautiful rainbow at the end.

#anxiety #setting boundaries #calming the voices inside my head #life #all the feels #strength through the storm #healing

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The leaves are dying. Some holding on just a little tighter and longer than others. There is always such beauty in the fall as they change colors but then to stop and think that is the process of death for them. Could life and death be just as beautiful for us?

#calming the voices inside my head #healing #anxiety #nonstop thinking #beauty in nature

Having to shove all your emotions down as a child makes it 10x more difficult to keep them in as an adult.

#family trauma #anxiety #questionable childhood #setting boundaries #no emotions #no control

Men make me feel disgusting. Their only goal in life is to have intercourse and when they don't get it, they act like toddlers throwing tantrums. This is my body and I get to decide what it is used for. News flash, your pleasure is not at the top of that list!

#setting boundaries #sexualhealth #sexualwellness #cptsd #marriage trauma #trauma #anxiety

The pain of letting my heart walk away. Walk out that door and face this horrible, mean, awful world without my protection. I hope you are able to find the last few kind people left in this world that are willing to be part of your support system. That will become part of your village and will protect when I can't. Each day you are missed, each day you are loved. I just hope you know it!

#Mama and her boy #growing pains #I hope I raised you better #you are loved #facing fears

Sometimes it takes a gloomy, rainy day to really make you stop and enjoy the calmness that life offers.....

#rainy day thoughts #the calm during the storm #healing #peaceful #cold fall day

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I love sunshine and rainbows and all that is good. But my monsters don't mind coming out to play if pushed enough.....and they enjoy darkness and pain and suffering.

#family trauma #ex's and hoes #just let me be #don't push the button #anxiety #let the beast sleep

Yes there are snakes in the grass looking to bite and poison me.....what they fail to understand is that I'm not the meek sheep they mistake me to be

#backstabbers #fake people #nasty exes #family trauma #stronger than their drama

When "going through hell" has a totally different meaning and you could make demons blush at your story......

#family trauma #questionable childhood #traumatized #Thought it was normal #arguing for fun #debat team for your punishments

I just want a simple life...... Said the small child from within chaotic adult body

#simple living #quiet moments #porch swing #calming the voices inside my head #peaceofmind #inner peace

YOU DON'T GET TO PLAY VICTIM IN THE TRAUMA YOU CAUSED ME!

Yes, I am far from perfect and even more so because of the examples you set as parents.

Yes, I made my fair share of mistakes in our relationship because of how you felt that my body was an object of your possession.

Yes, I was cold and unemotional to you making me choose between blood family and chosen family, because that just seems like a normal thing to make someone do.

Stop playing the victim and start being accountable for your own actions. Don't blame me for your poor decision making skills.

#family trauma #facing fears #healing #questionable childhood #surprise childhood trauma #failed marriage #forced consent #setting boundaries

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Why does anxiety/panic attacks feel so similar to heart attacks?

Could it be that the things or the people that are causing the anxiety and panic are the same things or people breaking our hearts?

#family trauma #healing #anxiety #heartbreak

Thought of the day…..

Have you wondered why you just can't stand to be around people?

Could it really be that “generalized anxiety” label that you have been given?

Or could it be the connection that you are now just making in midlife that you grew up seeing nothing but anger, frustration, and negativity. So now that is just what you naturally observe in every environment and people you come across.

While it can protect you from being too gullible and too trustworthy, you end up like some famous characters such as Scar from the Lion King, The Joker from Batman, or any other typical "villain" of stories. You know….. the whole rolling eyes, sarcasm, and just overall isolation from the world.

So is the world really full idiots or just full of traumatized individuals that missed out on positive influences?

#childhood trauma #negative parenting #family trauma #questionable childhood #emotions #emotional regulation

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