I lost perspective I think.
I got so wrapped up in other people's issues and my concern of appearing fair and nice that everything got all mixed up.
I CAN be nice and be firm about myself. I don't have to associate or get along with everyone, I can have a few friends and that doesn't make me a bad person.
I make things to have FUN and be creative. I forgot that I think. It started to become a thing of being on everyone's good side, which isn't good My art isn't the only thing of importance about me and I don't have to elaborate on that. Other people's judgement is just that. Other people's judgement. And I don't have to be concerned about that.
My experience online is something I can completely control.