I will be honest, being treated cruelly by everyone around you makes it very hard to be kind sometimes. You know that Good Place meme, if she was always capable of being a good mother then I just wasnt worth changing for? It's like that.
Because as youre kind, as you do what you wish the world did for you, all you can ask yourself is why it didnt, and why it won't for you. Why you will always be treated worse than you treat others. And God, does it make you *bitter*.




















