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So, uh, y'all remember that time I wrote The Clothes Make The Man as a gift? Well it's probably one of my favourite fics that I've ever written and I'm so very normal about Kidd in a dress that I uh... well... uhhhhh... commissioned the wonderful, hard-working, super fucking amazing @attyrocious to draw him in his outfit from the fic and i kjladfskjölasdfkjöladfskjölasdfökjladfskjladfskjöadfskjladfsjklasdfkjlöasdfjöladfsjköadfskjl
LOOK AT HIM ISN'T HE SO BEAUTIFUL omg. I can't say enough how wonderful it was to work with Atty and how patient she was putting up with me being picky TToTT Look at himmmmmmmmmmm TToTT so if you liked my fic please also enjoy this and go give Atty some love because all the art is SO FUCKING GOOD. And if you're like oh someone should draw my brainrot then please please please go give her your money omggggg it is so worth it. Oh, and there's the alt(s) because I couldn't decide and I needed Kidd being cheeky (hehehehe)(slightly nsfw thus the cut)
I think Killer made his opinions pretty known hehehe
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Who the fuck was going to tell me that one goddamned episode was going to change Kidd and Killer from two characters I barely think about to a ship that I care more about than fucking zosan?
Wano spoilers
These two make me sick.
I'M SICK.
After writing this I'm just gonna warn you that these are the rambilings of a mad man. Read at your own risk.
Also slight nsfw warning.
I'm not even done with wano yet and I'm already clinging to every scrap of them I get.
They're childhood best friends. Kidd refers to Killer exclusively as his "partner". Kidd was sent back to the prison he tried so hard to escape because he wouldn't quit begging Killer to talk to him long enough to get away from the men who came to reimprison him. Killer hates his laugh, he hates his smile so much he always wears a mask. Killer ate a devil fruit that gave him no power and made him laugh uncontrollably. Kidd couldn't stop begging Killer to stop laughing, not because he hates Killers laugh, but because he knows KILLER hates his laugh. BECAUSE HE CAN'T BARE TO SEE KILLER DO SOMETHING THAT HE'S GONE THROUGH SUCH LENGTHS TO AVOID.
They make me sick. THEY WEAR MATCHING LIPSTICK.
DO YOU THINK KILLER PAINTS KIDDS NAILS CUZ HE CAN'T WITH ONE HAND??
sorry. I'm normal.
Kidd knew Killer before he started wearing the mask. Do you think Killer lets Kidd see his face? Do you think Kidd is slowly forgetting Killers face? Do you think he has pictures of Killer as a kid, pictures that he hides from Killer because Killer burned all the pictures of his face??
I AM SICK.
Not to mention the dynamic of them. They're both disabled in some way now. Kidd who hates asking for help but has things he can't do with one arm. He HAS to be helped and Killer is the only one he would ever trust with that. And KILLER!! ugh. Killer who has been Kidds straight man, his voice of reason for so long. Kidds anger issues were always so perfectly contrasted with Killers strong, steady silence. And then that silence is taken away. He is forced to laugh, forced to do this thing he hates so much, and now their dynamic has changed. Now he's the loud one. The one with no self control. KIDD WOULD BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF ANY ONE WHO DARED TO SAY SHIT ABOUT KILLER LAUGHING. Killer would start bursting out in uncomfortable or innaproprate situations and if someone would ever say anything about it Kidd would be on their ass before Killer could ever hear it.
Do you think they're in love? Do you think it's something so much more than that? Do you think they're so devoted to each other that they don't need words for it? Because this is how it is. It's how it's always been. They're partners, they always have been. They don't need to speak their love, of course they love each other. Of course they're a pair. They almost died together, baptized in the water that now renowns them for their sin. The first sin. The sin of partacing in the devil's fruit.
I MEAN COME ON!! THEY BOTH ATE DEVIL FRUITS. THEY BOTH COMMITTED THE FIRST SIN. TOGETHER. THEY WERE ALMOST DROWN TOGETHER. THEY WERE BAPTIZED NEXT TO EACH OTHER. KIDD ALMOST DIED WITH THE LAST SOUND STILL RINGING IN HIS EARS BEING THE SOUND OF KILLER CHOKING ON THE WATER THAT HE CAN'T KEEP OUT OF HIS LUNGS BECAUSE HE CAN'T STOP LAUGHING.
Kidd had to beg Killer to pull himself together because Kidd couldn't get out of the chains alone. Kidd who gave up so much to protect Killer, failed, and then had to ask Killer for help. UGH.
Do you think they kiss? Do you think Killer turns off the lights before letting Kidd lift up his mask? Do you think Kidd lets himself have a small moment of rare softness when he gently runs his fingers over Killers lips, his nose, his eyebrows, trying desperately to combine that child he once new with the face he's feeling now. Trying to piece together what the man must look like. Kidds hands which have only ever been used to hurt, scarred and rough, gentle only under the cover of dark and only felt by a man who will never speak of this.
Do you think Killer makes Kidd close his eyes even in the dark?
Do you think they have sex? Hard and fast and never spoken in the light of day. Actions that speak louder than words ever could. Late nights and drunken need and a crushing desire to prove something. To express something that neither of them could ever articulate. Do you think in the dead of night with the curtain drawn against even moonlight, that Killer lets his mask fall, buries his face in the back of Kidd's neck. Do you think Killer now laughs durring? Because he can't help himself? Do you think he feels so much shame immediately that he has to stop and put the mask back on?
Do you think he laughs every time he feels a strong emotion? Every important conversation, every tense moment, every serious discussion? Do you think Kidd has to physically shove the rage down when he does? When Kidd, the man who would kill any other man for laughing at him under any circumstances, being vulnerable to his best friend, his partner, the only person he's been honest to in his entire life, and is then is laughed at. Do you think it kills him a little? Do you think he has to tamper down the anger? To have to emotionally regulate himself in the way that Killer used to?
GOD THEY MAKE ME FUCKING SICK.
Do you think that one day Killer takes off his mask to eat and it becomes just another thing that they dont talk about. That Kidd has to choke back a comment, has to force himself not to stare.
I JUST REMEBERED KILLER USING THE FUCKING BANDAGES TO COVER HIS FACE BECAUSE HE LOST THE MASK UGH.
Killers mask is metal... He's constantly trusting Kidd to not manipulate it with his devil fruit. HE KNOWS THAT AT ANY POINT HE COULD HUMILIATE KILLER. BUT HE TRUSTS THAT NO MATTER HOW MAD KIDD GETS HE WILL NEVER DO THAT TO HIM. KIDD. KIDD WHO WILL KILL A MAN FOR LOOKING AT HIM WRONG AND YET HE WOULD NEVER EVER DO THIS ONE SIMPILE THING BECAUSE IT WOULD HURT HIS PARTNER!!! FUCK ME.
Ive been watching op for so many years and in ONE FUCKING EPISODE these two BUMFUCKS are my favorite ship???? Over zosan. Over frobin. Over namivi. I'm so mad.
I'm not done with wano so dont mention anything I havent said in this post please. Ive slipped most spoilers for them because no one cares about them like I do, I wanna keep it that way. This is such a sleeper hit of a ship ughh these chicken shits.
I'm back to edit this after posting it because I remembered KIDD WAS CRYING. HE HAD FUCKING TEARS IN HIS EYES. HE KNEELED IN FRONT OF KILLER WITH TEARS IN HIS EYES. I'M SO FUCKING SICK. KIDD, THE PROUDEST MAN IN THE WORLD KNEELED AT KILLERS FEET AND CRIED, BEGGING HIM TO STOP LAUGHING. AND THE REASON HE IS BROUGHT TO THE POINT OF TEARS AT KILLERS LAUGH ISN'T BECAUSE HE DOESN'T LIKE HIS LAUGH BUT BECAUSE KILLER HATES HIS LAUGH. BECAUSE THE IDEA OF KILLER DOING THIS THING HE HATES CRUSHES HIM. TO THE POINT OF TEARS AND BEGGING. I NEED THESE TWO FAGS. I WANT TO CRUSH THEM IN MY HANDS LIKE BUGS
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I’m just saying if Daniel Radcliffe, the literal protagonist of the Harry Potter franchise since the age of ten years old, was able to disavow JK Rowling and move on from the HP universe then actually what the fuck is anyone else’s excuse. There is no one else on the planet who can say their entire childhood was HP more than that guy and he still cared about trans people more than the average tumblr user who says “we’re protesting by making all her characters queer and trans!!” like you can do better. You should do better.
not only that but he went out of his way to educate himself and lift up trans voices. He put in the time and energy to be an advocate for trans rights and then proceeded to be extremely professional about JK Rowling's hate while making extremely clear where he stood.
I like him for his role as Harry Potter. I love him for his advocacy and professionalism and genuinely being a good human being.
I thought I might share one of my new tattoos. A couple years ago, a dear friend and I coined the term “fish bag moment”
A fish bag moment might be sitting all alone in an empty new apartment after coming out and upending your life, or starting a new job in a brand new line of work because it’s closer to your dreams
It’s what happens when you take a leap of faith or make a hard decision for yourself, when the future is so hard to visualize and everything feels scary. You’re just a fish in a bag and you can’t see where you’re going
It didn’t just survive the kiln, it thrived ❤️ to anyone out there who needs to hear it right now, rest assured: even if the path forward seems unclear, you’re on your way, and I’m proud of you
“It just means you have to work double as hard as most people!”
Well maybe I don’t WANT to work double as hard as abled people!! Maybe I deserve a BREAK!! Maybe I’ve been working MORE THAN double as hard for MY WHOLE LIFE and it’s led me to immense burnout & caused me to develop several MORE disabilities!! Maybe I should be ACCOMMODATED so I don’t have to KILL MY BODY AND BRAIN over trying to do what abled people can do!! Maybe I DON’T have to work double as hard!! Maybe if there’s the option to let me NOT work double as hard, I should have it, because I’m already working double as hard JUST TO SURVIVE!!
Why do you think disabled people deserve less rest than mentally & physically abled people?
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a character being a perpetrator does not negate their victimhood and neither does their victimhood negate being a perpetrator. it is not that difficult to accept and reckon w both dimensions
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this one kinda hurts when i see it every pride month. im glad to see an art piece of mine still circulating, and with nearly 100,000 notes too! it just hurts that im separated from it. everyone in the notes thinks im gone. im still here, but my potential community and connection is lost because im forgotten in place of the art. yeah, my deactivated profile does add to the profoundness of what i was saying, but i am still removed.
peoples reactions to ethel cain posting a nude tamer than many in public art museums reminds me of that post on here where ppl were saying they saw old topless women at pride and because they didn't consent and because their bodies were undesirable, it was a form of sexual harassment.
same shit here of ppl saying it's sexual harassment to just experience a queer woman's nonsexualized body existing because they view it as inherently predatory and then thats amplified even moreso by transmisogyny. like man we're never gonna fuckin free the nipple at this rate. it's some real Right To Comfort bullshit to think that trans women need the consent of.. i guess everyone on earth? before daring to exist in their bodies?
also this is more of an aside but in general i wish everyone could just be normal about the human body. i think everyone needs to go to a nude beach or a communal bath or something similar at least once in their lives.
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