ambivalent at best

*trying to act natural and befriend you* have mercy on my damned soul???

despite all the evidence, i am sure that im the first and only person to feel this way

The excruciating agony of being looked at

sorry if i seem out of it it's because i Literally Am

you desire love but push away affection? what are you? written by Dostoevsky?

thinking about developing a social skill soon

i am dumber & smarter than u think. do not estimate me

I need a shirt or hat that says DON'T DO ANYTHING TO ME

i want to interact with people more but what if they kill me

I honestly wouldn’t mind attention so much if it didn’t come with expectations

getting yourself to do things is so hard omg you fucking little idiot get up

i have got to give up the desire to be understood. lol

the wretched world of verbalizing things

Imagine I was calm and normal about things

ever since i was a little girl i knew i was doomed to take things too seriously and think about them forever