ambivalent at best

desiring something I can neither recognize nor define

stpd culture is i dont actually believe this but i have to keep acting as if i do. [does not elaborate further]

stpd culture is purposefully not introducing yourself with your name but forgetting that its seen as rude so you create different names for yourself so you can keep your identity blurred ( First Name, Actual Name, Home/Family name, and Online Name)

stpd and suspected hpd is i don't exist when i'm not being looked at

Clusrer a culture is the mortifying ordeal of being misinterpreted

Stpd culture is ive never had full blown psychosis but im perpetually living in a limbo between psychosis and reality and struggling to tell the difference everyday

Cluster a culture is being misguided in a convo and ruminating about it for weeks because now everyone thinks I’m uneducated and stupid and every time they see me think I’m the weird dumb out of touch guy.

cluster a culture is dreading the possibility of ever becoming famous because then people will dig up my past and use it against me, then everyone will beat me with rocks and the government will go after me (if they haven't already). FUCK my digital footprint i fucking HATE having a digital footprint