ambivalent at best

pls ignore everything I ever said I would do. Or wouldn’t do. I’m no longer a reliable narrator about my own activities.

if i do something wrong they kill me

genuinely insane how difficult it is to participate in your own life

[no beers in] do you think im ever going to belong somewhere

honestly i dont even play an active role in my life shit just happens and im like oh is this what we’re doing now ok

anxiety has you googling shit like can I check books out at the library

im so cool i wish i was real

Im sorry I didn’t reply to your message for three weeks. I did not forget about it infact I thought about it regularly every day. It will happen again

there’s nothing wrong with me plus i don’t have any wants or needs plus i don’t feel or think at all

i like people. but just in theory. just as a concept.

reverse solipsism: everyone else has a vibrant interior life but I'm just a passive observer

uh oh ! too much attention ! considering spontaneous combustion !!!

nvm i’ve said too much #unknowme