ambivalent at best

">_< but im scared of change!" <- girl who wishes everything was different

do u think i can go for a run today or is that something only normal people are allowed to do

[as if this is not a normal and natural human thing to want] yeah i just really want to connect with people for some reason. Like some weird loser freak

maybe if i keep ignoring this feeling of impending doom it'll go away

in a shocking turn of events repressing your emotions doesn't make them disappear

how to tolerate being perceived

i get so scared off that anything

I see from the notes that we're all havin a normal one 👍

(sending a normal message and getting a normal response) theres no coming back from this

i got that dog in me but it's poorly socialized and i don't take it on as many walks as i should

what do you mean i didn’t reach out i literally thought about you

in a way i am my own dead wife