ambivalent at best

being schizoid is creating a million anonymous accounts because the longer they exist, the less anonymous they feel

isolating isnt enough anymore i need to not be a person

ppl asking "are you okay?" triggers an undescribable deep rage within me

I don’t like being schizoid. There is a general sense of displeasure in my life, it’s missing something but nothing that i care about enough to search for or change, i’m stuck

i think something people dont get about psychosis is a psychotic episode doesnt feel like youre going insane or anything adjacent to that. it more so feels like youre being given insight to something you werent supposed to. this is why its extremely hard to realize that you are in psychosis.

I'm an anxious little fuck. I get scared

no, you don't have to kill yourself just because you're bored. be patient.

how to not feel like someone is going to shoot me with a gun every time I open my work email

gonna be so brave tomorrow when I snopen my snork esnail 🥲

i am a dog locked in a car in the summer. the a/c is not on. i do not have water. no music is playing

no one is going to break the window

i don’t think they make a medication or therapy program that makes The Emptiness go away. to be honest

Can I come over and be really disappointing

Sorry if I act reserved it’s because they’ll Kill me if I don’t