ambivalent at best

jobs for people who cant do or handle anything

Telling someone how you feel is a humiliation ritual

hi

actually i want to be alone rn

no i dont... hi

i think i might need to be on my own rn

there are literally worse things than being in a saw trap like for instance openly expressing that you have wants and needs and are a real person

(calm, rational) They all want to see me dead in a ditch

Hanging out with my friends??? The same thing that killed Jesus???

i think avoiding everything is going to save me for real this time

yoy all just hate me because I'm cold and distant and don't put effort into any relationships and off putting and frustrating to try to help or make plans with and I don't text and I don't call and I don't like doing much and I constantly make excuses for it all

oh boy i wish someone would notice my cries for help! [someone actually notices] noooo i'm fine don't worry about me

babygirl I'm avoiding things that I don't even know about

people hate me for my

“you’re allowed to relax, you know” unfortunately i cannot do that. Otherwise they will get me

when you talk to people they kill you

“you can’t spend your entire life avoiding it” you are greatly underestimating my determination to not confront things

i'd say i carry a normal amount of all the mild social rejection i've ever received in my body like shrapnel

genuinely do NOT want the world to see me because i don’t think that they’d understand